.Saturday, November 14, 2009 ' 9:17 AM
Can some unknown girls, stop contacting my sweetheart?
If I were to contact your boy, ask yourself will you like it?
I took a long time to gain back my trust from him, I knew it's not your business.
I just wanted you to know that, regarding your relationship.
Stop finding my sweetheart for help, his own relationship cannot even cope well.
How is he going to help yours, and advice you? Am I right?
I'm not worry to tell you that, I've been quarreling with him alot of times because of you!
Do you think in this way, we can have a chance to build up our relationship?
I'm not blaming you or whatever, just wanting to tell you.
If you have any problems facing relationship, try to solve it.
Not to find other guys for advice, if your stead were to know that you contacted other guys.
Will your stead feel happy? Jealous or sad? I'm not just thinking for myself.
I wanted my life to be peace, as well as yours. Reflect what I just wrote.
Maybe to you, it's just all rubbish. But I hope you'll change okay.
Thanks to those people who concern me, when I'm feeling very low.
Your really make my day, to my dear boyfriend.
Paiseh gave you attitude today, I don't mean it de (;
Last but not least, still thanks to those people who care for me,
Will love your much much till the day we separate ;D
♥
Once you step into my life, you lead me to a happy and sad moments.
I'll contiune to be the unreasonable girl in your heart.
I brought so much quarrel to you, you endure it until now.
And I know you really cannot endure me anymore le.
You once said, if I cannot stop quarreling. This relationship is meaningless.
I agreed what you said, so I think. Let's not contact for time being.
This is what you choose, I'll just respect it.
For this unknown days, if our feeling fade. Then we can just break off after that.
To me, I believed a relationship like this won't last too.
Why should we hold it for so long? I think by giving each other freedom it's the best way.
Thanks for those happy moments you gave me, and I swear I love the time being with you.
It's the happiest than what I expected for a lovely relationship.
15 July 2006, the first day we step into a relationship, fell in love with each other.
Break and patch in those days. And until now, we walked until 1 year plus.
It's such a long way, we had overcome ups and downs. Yet now, it turned into this way.
How much I love you, care you, miss you, want you. You maybe dunno.
But all this things, it's all noted inside my heart. Remember that day I told you,
the moment I was about to faint, you are the one I'm thinking of. Do you know that?
Walked such a tough path, in the end it turned out to be in this way? Is all this love?
Or it's just all people mentioning those puppy loves? Let's see how it goes.
I can only said, takecare boy. I've done so much, just wonder did you realise.
Stepping into a relationship,
You're suppose to be prepare to be hurt.
I'm the one hurting for years, scar will not heal so soon.
It's completely breaking into million pieces.
.Monday, November 9, 2009 ' 4:15 AM
Let me post things about yesterday, finally able to meet up with sweetheart.
And of course with boyfriend and stead (; Enjoyed ourself alots.
We went Bugis >> Arcade >> Neoprint >> Window Shopping >> Movie.
Took neoprint, and laughed really lots with sweetheart.
Sweetheart bought a bouquet of flower for me, and I really loved it super much.
We bought movie ticket for Astroboy. The show was quite nice lah (;
Lazy to elaborate so much, I enjoyed my trip with them.
Especially sweetheart, we kept laughing and reason was still unknown.
Daddy drove sweetheart and I home, bid goodbye to him and home sweet home.
Bathe, and slept until this morning.
As for today 6am plus woke up. Prepared and walked all the way to
Boyfriend's void deck, meet her and walked to Poineer Mrt Station.
Today's work was quite tiring, headache came to find me again D;
Those vomiting feeling came too! It's really super irritating.
Supervisor asked us to work OT, but we ran away. I cannot tolerate the smell over there.
Had dinner, watched television programme and bathe (;
Going to sleep early, or else tomorrow's OT there's no way we can still skip it.
♥
Sweetheart.
Finally we are able to meet up after 1 week, thanks for everything you had gave me.
Life with you is more special, a tender heart that thumps.
Put your hand on my chest, feel the love that grows.
You are a gift that god gave to me, and today I will give a promise to you.
That my love will be honest, faithful and true.
With tons of love (;
I want to age with you.
Until we are hundred years old.
Let's make one heart from two.
And open our soul's door.
And of course with boyfriend and stead (; Enjoyed ourself alots.
We went Bugis >> Arcade >> Neoprint >> Window Shopping >> Movie.
Took neoprint, and laughed really lots with sweetheart.
Sweetheart bought a bouquet of flower for me, and I really loved it super much.
We bought movie ticket for Astroboy. The show was quite nice lah (;
Lazy to elaborate so much, I enjoyed my trip with them.
Especially sweetheart, we kept laughing and reason was still unknown.
Daddy drove sweetheart and I home, bid goodbye to him and home sweet home.
Bathe, and slept until this morning.
As for today 6am plus woke up. Prepared and walked all the way to
Boyfriend's void deck, meet her and walked to Poineer Mrt Station.
Today's work was quite tiring, headache came to find me again D;
Those vomiting feeling came too! It's really super irritating.
Supervisor asked us to work OT, but we ran away. I cannot tolerate the smell over there.
Had dinner, watched television programme and bathe (;
Going to sleep early, or else tomorrow's OT there's no way we can still skip it.
♥
Sweetheart.
Finally we are able to meet up after 1 week, thanks for everything you had gave me.
Life with you is more special, a tender heart that thumps.
Put your hand on my chest, feel the love that grows.
You are a gift that god gave to me, and today I will give a promise to you.
That my love will be honest, faithful and true.
With tons of love (;
I want to age with you.
Until we are hundred years old.
Let's make one heart from two.
And open our soul's door.
.Saturday, November 7, 2009 ' 4:20 AM
Had been working almost everyday, today went back for OT until 5pm.
Super tired, backache, headache and everything pop out.
I'm so tired le, and why cannot I have a day peace? I did not find problems.
But problems finding me, why cannot I have peace? Totally shag.
Please god, let me be free. I want to stay out from trouble.
Quarrels, and whatever just please go. I hate quarrels with people.
Why people don't stand in my shoes and think for me? I'm a human too.
Why must I have a miserable life? Haish, I don't feel like writting much already.
I'm really very tired of those problems kept adding onto me. I'm really very very tired.
♥
As a sweetheart of mine, why cannot you think for me?
Playing games and talking to me in the same time.
You never really listen what i've to say, you just simply reply me anyhow.
As a baby as mine, can't you share some of my burden?
I need those concern and sweet talk from you, is that really hard?
After 1 week, we ended up in this way. What should we do?
There are still so many weeks coming, what will happen to us?
Can I share my burden with you? Can I share my happiness with you?
Whenever I need you, where are you precious?
No matter what I said, to people are attitude.
No matter what I said, to people are being laolan to them.
Can anyhow teach me how should I speak,
And I won't let them feel that way?
I'm a human, please let me have a peaceful life.
.Thursday, November 5, 2009 ' 4:52 AM
Stupid boyfriend and our craps! ;x
Happy 16th Birthday To Zhihan' Bestie (;
To ; Zhihan Bestie.
Bestie! Grow older le, must be mature liaos hor. Till now still so childish huh!
Quickly find a good boyfriend and last long, i miss you so much much!
Quickly find a good boyfriend and last long, i miss you so much much!
Must meet up soon if both of us are free, I still owe you a birthday present.
Get it from me before I forget uh (; Meet up soon lah, Loves!
I went to work in the morning, was so super tired.
Had a lot of things to do, and I have OT until 7.30pm.
Home with boyfriend and those auntie who are working with us.
They are really so friendly lah, joked around and chit chat with them (;
Daddy pick boyfriend and I from Poineer Mrt, went Poineer Mall to buy things and
Home after that, had my hot porridge. Oh yea, I've to thanks my dear mother!
She woke up very early to cook my lunch for boyfriend and I.
Alright lah, I going to bathe and sleep le. Tomorrow having OT again, so tired!
♥
Sweetheart.
You are working from Monday to Saturday le D;
Sunday is the only day we can really spent together.
Sigh, hope in this way our relationship really won't fade.
Because, I don't want to lost you again and again.
Baby, takecare of yourself. There will be a solving method to solve your problem (;
Solving it by words but not violent okay? I'll be here to support you.
Wherever you are, I'll be there! Baby whale misses you alots alots! ♥
We don't need words.
We'll paint the sky a million colours.
And I promise I will love you even though the sky are left with one colour ;D
Get it from me before I forget uh (; Meet up soon lah, Loves!
I went to work in the morning, was so super tired.
Had a lot of things to do, and I have OT until 7.30pm.
Home with boyfriend and those auntie who are working with us.
They are really so friendly lah, joked around and chit chat with them (;
Daddy pick boyfriend and I from Poineer Mrt, went Poineer Mall to buy things and
Home after that, had my hot porridge. Oh yea, I've to thanks my dear mother!
She woke up very early to cook my lunch for boyfriend and I.
Alright lah, I going to bathe and sleep le. Tomorrow having OT again, so tired!
♥
Sweetheart.
You are working from Monday to Saturday le D;
Sunday is the only day we can really spent together.
Sigh, hope in this way our relationship really won't fade.
Because, I don't want to lost you again and again.
Baby, takecare of yourself. There will be a solving method to solve your problem (;
Solving it by words but not violent okay? I'll be here to support you.
Wherever you are, I'll be there! Baby whale misses you alots alots! ♥
We don't need words.
We'll paint the sky a million colours.
And I promise I will love you even though the sky are left with one colour ;D
.Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ' 4:58 AM
Went to work as normal, the sun was really very very hot. My goodness!
Lunch time, boyfriend and I went to the canteen sightly later because it will be crowded.
Ate, toilet and back to our department for working. Working non - stop.
Gonna be crazy soon larhs D; Break time for 20 min, came back.
Suddenly felt not feeling well, went toilet to vomit. Eek, so digusting.
Whatever I ate for lunch I have already vomited out, wasting food right? Haiyo.
I think it's because of the humid in the room, irritating!
My face was really very pale leh, even my lips. Boyfriend got a shock too.
Went back for work until half way, boyfriend's turn. Her face become pale.
She asked for toilet permission and wanted to vomit too, but nothing came out D;
Bad her went to steal sweet from cupboard, then slowly the feeling came back to me.
Wanted to vomit! Boyfriend accompany me to toilet, but nothing came out too.
Went back to department, finished up some of my work and time's up!
Bus down to Jurong Point, accompany boyfriend to buy her snack.
And daddy came to drive us home, home sweet home after that.
I'm still have OT tomorrow until 7.30pm, sure will be a tiring day.
Those people inside the factory was really friendly, love working with them.
Alright, I will update when I am free again ;D buhbye readers (;
Loving you is the reason why i'm always sad.
Our love goes from good to bad, it's like a love story gone mad.
Why can't it be like what we had? Just when it all starts to feel right.
And my eyes once again become bright. One little incident changes it all to wrong.
It's funny how our relationship is described by these break up/ make up songs.
I can't tell whether or not I have your heart. But your lies is what tears us apart.
I want to believe in what you say is true, because your second chances are running blue.
Why must loving you be so hard? It's like i'm always pulling the fools card.
I could never confront you, because i'm too scare to lose you.
And everytime I hear your voice, giving you another chance becomes my choice.
As many times that I have hated you, you always confess your feelings are true.
All the times that we have broken apart, we cry out for each others heart.
And than cycle starts all over again. Because in true, our love will never give in.
I'll be there straight till the end. I ♥ you, Jianwei for life (;
♥
Sweetheart.
We have been meeting each other only on weekend.
Hope this way won't make us fade away from each other.
I have love you from the start, and therefore. I'll love you till the end.
Because you will be my forever love, and this is what I have wished for long ago.
Baby Sandwich, Baby Whale will ♥ You till the end (;
I hear you say you love me.
I hear you whisper my name.
I hear you tell me I am the only one for you.
I hear your breath in my ear.
I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep.
Finally we are so in love, I love you ;D
.Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ' 3:39 AM
I would like to post things I do on sunday first, hmm. Let me recall ..
Went for work in the morning, home @ 12.30. Bathe, prepared and meet sweetheart.
We went boyfriend's house, sweetheart using computer. While boyfriend and I
Was watching mio - tv and having lunch (; Her cooking skill is really, oh my god ;x
Parents then call after that, they brought sweetheart and I for shopping.
Wah, sweetheart first time went out with my family, so happy!
Bought nothing while shopping, but sweetheart brought me to arcade, I enjoyed!
Walked around, around 7 plus daddy drive us to lavander's street to eat.
Daddy drove sweetheart back, and home sweet home after that ;D
Yesterday first day of work, was quite relaxing in the front.
Nearly fall asleep because the things we do was so boring, pasting things only.
Went for our lunch, and guess what? Step into the canteen.
Everyone was looking at us, and we also don't know what's the reason yet.
We looked so funny, don't know where to queue up and so.
After lunch, we lost our way back to our department! What the hell.
Kept knocking the door to hope that people will open door for us, but too bad.
No one heard us, went to find people to help us open the door! We looked like fool.
After lunch we do something different. Quite hard D;
But we still managed to finish it, 5.30 dismiss! Very happy (; Finally free!
Home sweet home after that. Dinner, bathe, watched tv and fall asleep @ 10pm.
Today, during work. We are doing the same things like yesterday.
Boyfriend and I was really complaining alot, really really boring.
Wanted to sleep but supervisor eyes are sharp, looking at us.
Kept crapping with boyfriend, we really laughed like mad.
Supervisor asked what's wrong with us, haha! Joke among ourself only ;x
4 plus we are to complete another set of pasting job, that one is really hard!
Supervisor finished pasting 3, i'm still pasting my first one! What the hell.
Home after that! Watching televison while updating. If not my blog is rottening.
♥
Sweetheart.
Both of us are busying working, but you never forget me!
I know you are calling me almost every hours to build up our relationship (;
Thanks sweetheart, but I might disappoint you. Because I'll fall asleep anytime.
Afraid that, in the night I don't have much time chatting with you in phone.
Please forgive me okay? And sweetheart I know you will !
I love you, takecare of yourself while working! Kisses.
I understand that earning money is very hard.
Enduring those supervisor and boss it's even harder.
But this is life, no matter what.
Everyone have to move on (;.
.Saturday, October 31, 2009 ' 9:41 AM
Our Girl's Gathering Finally Arrived (;
Went to take neoprints, arcade and our steamboat session.
We simply took a long time to decide which steamboat shop to go.
At last, decided to choose the cheapest $15 each. Because food was all the same.
While we are enjoying our food half way, heavy rain just poured down.
We are half eating, and half showering. Laughs lah! (; Super cooling.
But all of our food and drinks are mixed with the rain, yucks huh?
We don't care, just finish all the food. Started our dinner from 5 plus to 8plus ;x
Walked back to Bugis Junction, toilet. And trained back to Poineer Station.
Rest of them went home? While Pearlyn and I went boyfriend's house.
Enjoyed show at her house lah, left at 11.30pm. Bathe and blogging over here now.
I believe this is the last gathering we are having already, at least we enjoyed.
And today there's no quarrels going on, but only laughter everywhere ;D
Lastly, that stupid Cynthia kept disturbing me! Super hate her can.
I won't show mercy to you anymore and I don't love you, you don't dream on! Lol.
When I was about to die, you left me.
When I was about to reach out for my hand, you ignore me.
When I was about to say goodbye, you've already done so.
When I was about to plead you to stay, you're gone.
It showed that, whenever I need you. You are never there!
♥
Sweetheart.
If now I were to tell you that, i'm dying already.
Will you call me to hear my last voice?
I sent you message, you never reply me.
If that was my last message before I left this world, will you regret?
After not meeting each other for 1 week, which is a long period.
We've changed, no longer looked like a couple. But a anger machine.
Think over again, if this relationship should continue in this way.
I feel like crying, but I stopped it. I swear, I won't shed anymore tears for you.
But, i'll still love you.
I tried to understand.
Your needs aren't mine.
In the past, it was so different.
We simply took a long time to decide which steamboat shop to go.
At last, decided to choose the cheapest $15 each. Because food was all the same.
While we are enjoying our food half way, heavy rain just poured down.
We are half eating, and half showering. Laughs lah! (; Super cooling.
But all of our food and drinks are mixed with the rain, yucks huh?
We don't care, just finish all the food. Started our dinner from 5 plus to 8plus ;x
Walked back to Bugis Junction, toilet. And trained back to Poineer Station.
Rest of them went home? While Pearlyn and I went boyfriend's house.
Enjoyed show at her house lah, left at 11.30pm. Bathe and blogging over here now.
I believe this is the last gathering we are having already, at least we enjoyed.
And today there's no quarrels going on, but only laughter everywhere ;D
Lastly, that stupid Cynthia kept disturbing me! Super hate her can.
I won't show mercy to you anymore and I don't love you, you don't dream on! Lol.
When I was about to die, you left me.
When I was about to reach out for my hand, you ignore me.
When I was about to say goodbye, you've already done so.
When I was about to plead you to stay, you're gone.
It showed that, whenever I need you. You are never there!
♥
Sweetheart.
If now I were to tell you that, i'm dying already.
Will you call me to hear my last voice?
I sent you message, you never reply me.
If that was my last message before I left this world, will you regret?
After not meeting each other for 1 week, which is a long period.
We've changed, no longer looked like a couple. But a anger machine.
Think over again, if this relationship should continue in this way.
I feel like crying, but I stopped it. I swear, I won't shed anymore tears for you.
But, i'll still love you.
I tried to understand.
Your needs aren't mine.
In the past, it was so different.
