♥ It doesn't last forever.

.Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ' 10:36 AM

back from boon lay celebration ,
it was so fucking boring alright , fuck fuck fuck !
don't feel like posting anything luh , feel so siien .
don't know why kept looking at us derhs ?
peeping that fun mehs ? so lame .
hais , siien ! sucks day .
aiya dont wanna post much luh ! so fucking boring lorhs .
anyway the firewords is nice , watching w friends & ♥bi
celebrated with ♥bi , hanhui , cynthia , dardar , jastine , peiwen
& evonn .

♥bi .
so fucking violent arhs ?
kena kicked , push & box !
so dulan lorhhs !!
but you have your gentle side too ;D
loves loves , muacks .

.Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ' 7:47 AM

woke up by that chiam leelim ;D
prepared & woke my mum up .
all prepared & took a bus down to central .
have my lunch there with mum & meiimeii .
peiwen then arrive , then accompany my mum to bubble shop .
she wanted to reborn her hair ;D
reaches that shop , peiwen & me suddenly stomach pain ;x
we went to settle our business in the community centre .
went back to the bubble shop accompany my sister awhile .
& we took bus down to jurong point , half way
hanhui called me , say i bo jio him out .
haha , then i asked him to come along too as he also wanted
to buy things from bugis , went jurong point fool around
with peiwen boyfriend while waiting for hanhui .
evon that pubor then suddenly sms me asked where am i ?
say she wanted to come find me ;D asked her to come jp first .
later we heading to bugis lorhs , all reaches & went kopitiam .
as they 3 wanted to have their lunch there lorhhs .
slacked awhile & we train down to bugis .

reaches bugis , we accompany hanhui to buy his clothes & pants .
evon pubor , peiwen boyfriend & me bought a same t - shirt .
same design as cartoon hoodies , but it's t - shirt .
damn nice luh , but don't know wear will look funny anot ;x
walked here & there , evon kept making hanhui xia suay haha .
she kept shouting at him , hanhui then drift a distance away
from her ! haha , it was just damn funny lorhs .
slacked at bugis till around 6+ & we trained down to city hall .
shop around i kept disturbing all of them , all so pekche .
especially hanhui & peiwen boyfriend .
we waited cynthia to come & find us after her band .
went to suntec mango shop shop evon pubor bought her clothes .
& we walked to suntec to have our Just'Noodles .
had so much fun inside , i kept di - siaoing hanhui !
haha , love making fun of him arhhs ;D joker of him !
had so much fun with them luh ~ i hope those fun wun
disappear but it's hard after all luh ):
around 10+ we trained back evon pubor , cynthia laogong &
hanhui alighted at lakeside , they taking bus to boon lay market .
while peiwen boyfriend & me back to jurong point ;D
bus back near my hse there & we slacked around 11.40pm
reached home ;D btw , peiwen boyfriend really done her part .
helped me to carry my stuff today ;D a great boyfriend i had .

♥bi .
when can i be the important person in your life .
i'm waiting for your call & sms all day long ,
i'm thinking too much everyday .
i kept thinking , thinking & thinking .
i think i might be a mad woman some days .
actually i told myself , as long as you are happy .
you can throw me aside as you want .
all i wanted was just to see your smile .
i was thinking why didn't you give me a call ?!
why why why ?.
hais , obviously nothing goes into my mind .
because up in my mind , inside is just all question mark .
bibi , i have nothing more to say lerhs .
right deep inside my heart , your value is uncountable .

.Monday, December 29, 2008 ' 9:52 PM

Firstly , Happy Birthday to my beloved meii meii ;D
meeting peiwen boyfriend & ♥bi later .
back then i post , in a rush now !
i'm back ! meet peiwen boyfriend to school & buy uniform .
saw jastine darling , we chatted tgt ;D
chatted outside skool bus stop till ♥bi arrive .
& darling went off lerhs ;D
today ♥bi kept bullying me , kik me beat me .
so pain until i cried , he still hack care me lei .
bastard siioh , pervertic beat until so paiin .
i use my shoe to hit his back , his wearing white shirt .
too bad my foot print on his shirt ;x
he kaobeii kaobu me ! hahas . disturbed my cute ♥bi .
school starting liaos , school simply sucks !
around 9plus went to peii peiwen boyfriend .
leelim came too , around 10 she went off .
peiwen boyfriend & me saw regina at the void deck
with meiling & justina , we walk down to li bin house .
& went to regina house joke around & slack till around
1 plus went home ;D
birthday cake will post tmr .

♥bi .
i wouldn't let you off so soon derhhs ;D
see ya soon agaiin arhhs .
stupid , kept bullying me horhs ?
loves .

.Sunday, December 28, 2008 ' 2:45 AM

i'm rottening at home can .
meet up with jubellina mummy at around 2+ .
slacked until around 5+ & i went home .
today she keep di siao-ing me lorhs .
nevermind i also di siao her back ;D hahas .
stupid stupid stupid jubellina ;x
reached home keep finding alot of things to eat .
cynthia asked me out with her & chingyen .
i rejected , haish beri sien norhhs .
staying at home makes me rot .
stupid ♥bi kept mapling lorhs , hack care me also .
haish , i wanna go out , i'm rot rot rot !
went outside slacked with jubellina around 9pm .
hahas , it was damn funny lorhhs .
we joke alot hahas !! laughing like mad .
her face totally red like monkey backside , hahas .

♥bi .
i missed you alots .
you may nort know .
dun know if tmr we are meeting mahs .
loves loves , miss miss !

.Saturday, December 27, 2008 ' 2:33 AM

woke up at 1pm alright , my tuition starts at 2.30pm .
wash up & have my lunch waiting for the tuition teacher to come .
finish tuition at 4.15pm , recieved jubellina's sms .
& went to my stairs to slack with her , i kept disturbing her ;D
make her quite pekche , but she's laughing all the way .
she went to meet people & i went home at about 5.40pm bahs .
watched tv , played maple & jio peiwen boyfriend out .
i already bathe finished ! & she haven even step inside the toilet .
stupid slow poke ;x do things no different from a snail haha ;D
waiting for her now ~ faster arhhs !!
i'm missing my ♥bi as well , he's always mapling arhs ?
& i'm always being left out ~ so fuck up !
nevermind , xi guan liaos lorhhs .
will edit when i come back .

[ Edited ]
here i am ! ;D i'm back lerhs haha .
went IMM with peiwen boyfriend .
walk round & round joke around too .
haha , laugh like mad lorhs , buay tahann ;x
only bought a thing nia , reached home at about 12am ;D
quite short time so nort beri nice to shop .
the shop already starting to close lerhs .

♥bi .
i miss you fucking lots arhs !
my madness coming back again ,
gonna be crazy anytime lerhhs !
love you !

.Friday, December 26, 2008 ' 3:02 AM

firstly , happy 3 month anniversary to ♥bi & me ;D
secondly , happy birthday to my popo ;D
woke up early in the morning today at 8am .
woke peiwen boyfriend up , went to bathe & called ♥bi .
so difficult to wake them up alright .
peiwen boyfriend called 5 calls then she wake , ♥bi 2 time then wake .
leelim ? 6 call haven even wake up yet ! pig pig pig !!
meet peiwen boyfriend in bus & beside us is a 99 bus .
i told peiwen boyfriend that maybe ♥bi is inside =x
& so i looked up ♥bi really in that bus lorhs ;D hahas .
met outside juying bus stop & we headed to leelim's house .
slack gamble ! & went to have our lunch at kfc lorhs ;D
went cynthia's house outside to slack awhile
& all went back to school , ♥bi & hanhui went basketball .
while peiwen boyfriend & me went bookshop .
was suppose to buy uniform luh , but it didn't open !

peiwen boyfriend & me then proceed to jurong point .
was suppose to buy birthday present for mei mei for this coming
monday , but couldn't find anything suitable for her lorhs ,
i'm so headache of what she wants ! i don't even know lols !
walk round the whole jurong can , extension plus old derhs .
walk until headache arhhs -'- ! in the end , walked take a bus
back to block near our house to slack , she & me is slacking ;D
& gambling in block . wah ! today in jurong point i can see that
she's veri pekche , cause i kept trickling her all the way .
she talked to me half way & i gone case , she very dulan ~
aiyas , my part tym boyfriend must try to take more joke luh ):
paiseh lorhs , i love to disturb derhs luh ;D
btw , make you laugh also horhs ;D

♥bi .
happy 3' months anniversary ;D
lovs youus tons luh !
ii wanna that cute & big big tortise ):

.Thursday, December 25, 2008 ' 10:25 PM

-'- hell , everyone seem to be so busy in maple .
talk to them machiam talking to wall .
it's better if i choose to talk to wall bahs .
hais , i'm feeling so fucking boring & lonely now .
when i needed them , none of them willing to accompany me .
school reopen soon i'll confirm be so fucking sad ,
thought that holiday i can be more happier .
but actually it doesn't make any differents .

i'm back from orchard ;D
bought myself a sleeveless shirt & a sleeveless dress .
chatted alot with my cousin .
she's funny alright haha .
took a picture of myself which i felt so lonely .

♥bi .
i missed youus so ;D
love love love .
see ya tmr my beloved bi .

.Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ' 5:06 AM

woke up at 7.35am , helped daddy to carry his things to downstairs .
& i came up bathe & prepared then i waited ♥bi under my void deck .
it takes 100 years for him to arrived , lucky i'm wearing hoodies .
or else i think i'm freezing lerhs , ♥bi arrived .
peiwen boyfriend was suppose to come also !
called her handphone , it was off man .
& i knew that she won't come lerhs lorhhs .
took a bus down with ♥bi to leelim's house ;D
saw jastine darling , chatted with her awhile & she went school lerhs .
we then proceed to leelim's house ;D gave ♥bi the present i bought for him .
he was quite happy with it , i still thought he wouldn't liked it luh ;D
have our breakfast & gamble abit .
fall asleep with ♥bi , i woke up & cat fight with leelim .
she uses cushion to smack my head & face alright !
i hit her back too ! roars mann .
then i disturbed ♥bi , kena scolded by him lorhs ):
when he was sleeping he hated people disturbed him derhs !
then cat fight with ♥bi lorhs , fight until beri violent horhs .
maii siiao siiao ! he kicked me with his smelly leg !
i uses my whole butt so seat on him =x hahas !
we both take turns of giving up because really buay tahan lerhs .
the way we fight is really damn fucking violent can !

cynthia laogong so xingfu lorhs ):
hanhui bought a mp3 for her leiis .
i don't care ♥bi promise to buy me a big big tortise !
haha , i kept making ♥bi angry by saying , cynthia so xingfu .
while me lei ? a pathetic life ):
we then went to central to have our lunch ;D
finish eating we slack around in central .
after slacking , we was wondering where to go luh .
we walk & walk , so we decided to go to hanhui's house lorhs .
was suppose to go home at 4 plus pm , but ♥bi dun allowed .
so slack till 6.30pm dhen go home norhs .
stupid contact lens make my eyes get infected alright .
dig out my contact lens ;x & throw away .
was rubbing my eyes all the way !
♥bi hitted my head so hard lei & kept slaping my face & hand .
because i wanted to rub my eyes , in the end rub until eyes was so fucking red .
alamarhhs ;x thanks ♥bi for taking care of me !
but today i really hated you okay ! bully me lorhs !
kept slaping my face & mouth ! roars -'- ♥bi haha =x

♥bi .
i love youu youu youu ;D
will always be my only precious ♥bi .
i am waiting for my present ;x
ourhs yarhs , my hoodies being make spoil by you & leelim arhs !
youus all ! pay me back hors ! roars mann .

.Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ' 8:41 AM

today was suppose to wake up at 9am .
i drag & turn off the alarm clock & i only woke up at 11.24am !
it was so fucking late alright , i called peiwen boyfriend immediately .
& went to bathe meet her inside bus at around 1pm .
wanted to buy books , but the queue was damn long alright !
went to buy drinks with peiwen boyfriend & chatted with the auntie .
queue for the books again , fool around with peiwen boyfriend .
seriously it had been a long time that i have been this happy lerhs .
always go out with her my laugh & smile will always been showed .
after buying books she accompany me back home .
putted all my things & decided to go back to her house ,
as she wanted to get her psp ! it was so fucking hot alright !
the weather sucks man ;
reached her house , she couldn't find a psp ! ohh fuck mann .
she called her brother for asking about the psps .
& his brother took it with him to suntec city already !
wasting my time fer walking back to her house under a strong sun !
went down & we took 243 to jurong point ;D

reached jurong point & we train down to orchard .
shop shop & shop .
damn lots of jokes going between us alright haha .
funny things happened but i forgot =x
peiwen boyfriend bought a sleeveless mango shirt in orchard .
we do alot of stunt & took pictures of it .
in the end being deleted haha .
because the photo is damn ugly & funny !
asked peiwen boyfriend to accompany to suntec .
as i wanted to buy christmas present for my ♥bi .
took a lot time in the shop choosing the present alright !
& went to have our dinner at mac , fun & jokes inside man .
kept making me laugh until the drink spill out from my mouth .
damn funny lorhs , seriously long time had so much fun with
my peiwen boyfriend lerhs , today she changed herself as my
part - time boyfriend , when ♥bi nort with me .
she will be my boyfriend ;D carried my bag for me can ;x
photos will be posted tmr , i'm so tired today !
just now bus home with peiwen boyfriend .
she & me feel like vomitting , stupid bus !

♥bi .
hope the present i bought for you ,
you will liked it wors .
love those jokes with ♥bi yarhs ?
i love you tons ;D

.Monday, December 22, 2008 ' 9:29 PM

that's something wrong in my blog .
people who using internet to view my blog it's weird yarhs ?
i don't know what's wrong with it too , laughs !
only other internet exmaple , firefox & so can view my blog .
those normal internet explore can't view my blog ! laughs !
anyway , ♥bi called me at 11.57am .
told me that he's coming now , now already 1.31 pm .
he haven even reached , wonder he's waiting for areoplane arhs ?
1 hr & haven arrived , laughs ! if he's not reaching .
guess maybe i wanna go out with peiwen boyfriend ba .
staying at home i'll be bored like hells man .

♥bi & hanhui came over to my house at 2plus .
slacked till around 5plus & we headed to peiwen's house .
haha had war there okay !
fight with peiwen boyfriend , she bite my leg !
& of course i bite her back ! oh my god !
she poke my nehneh & i poke back ~
she's a big big molester sioh !
i kept chasing her around her house !
then before going home , cat fight with ♥bi haha !
he bully me can ! all people bully me luh ):
roar them ! kill them ! .
♥bi sent me home & he went home ;D
thanks my lovely ♥bi .

♥bi .
thanks for everything .
you're trying to cheer me up ;D
i love you <3>

.Sunday, December 21, 2008 ' 6:25 AM

woke up by daddy at 12pm & i slept back .
1pm he called me up again & so i brush & wash my face .
cooked noodles to eat , went 400plus buy things for those orphan .
& we headed to bugis , daddy bought me cartoon hoodies .
but that's not the same which i order from the blog .
i waited so long for the hoodies from the blog argh ! i wanna refund .
then headed back to jurong point , shop shop .
& went to taman jurong to have our dinner there .

♥bi .
wo ai ni ;D

.Saturday, December 20, 2008 ' 8:44 PM

those words are coming from my bottom heart .
it had been a long time that he last visiting my blog .
yup , because maple is always important to him .
important than anything else , he even told me maple is his life .
okay , i won't bother . i just expect you to give me a call more .
i couldn't even contact you when your phone line is being cut .
just wish to have a chat with you on fone , is it that difficult ?
my tears feeling like bursting out each time .
but i choose to endure with it , i should learn from you .
being strong yarhs ? you are so strong that it hurts me .
i just feel like asking whether am i a human to you ?
once i login maple , did you at least take any effort just
to say hellos to me ? did you ? i bet you don't .
because deep inside your heart i'm not that important anymore .
friends to you are more important yarhs ?
even peiwen or leelim who login , you will say hellos .
like today , jubellina used my maple account to chat with you .
your coversation with her is damn lots ? while mine ?
not even a few lines & full stop .
i don't understand you , i'm trying to understand you more .
but do you give me the chance ? haish .
everyday i'm waiting for your call , am i a silly or stupid ?
so what if i'm so devoted to you , did you appreciated it ?
blame no one but myself , cus i choose to let you go from the start .
the moment we meet , you treat me so good that i can't
even express the feeling , when we are apart .
you treated me as if we are both strangers .
people did told me before this age are not suitable for
investing too much love on it , but i just loved you that lots .
i couldn't even change the facts .
as long as you are happy so be it , i had finished
what i wanna write . my mood is definitely feeling
better , afterall i'm a transparent .

fuck that tuition teacher of mine .
eat people's money , im sick today & i dun wish to have any tuition .
he say he will charge it , ourhs damn him man .
this stupid fatso , i'm damn angry of him alright .
up to him luh , wanna eat money go ahead , i'll see how you choke in the end -'-
mood swing because of this fatso , i cannot tahan anymore .
if you're that good at teaching next year better make me pass all my subject -'-
or else you're fired ! fuck off man , bloody money face !

1 plus meet jubellina mummiie under my void deck .
slack at a playground near my house ,
we crap around alright , i disturbed her .
& she wrote i'm a pig in her post ='( , she's a big bully !
she came my house & slacked till around 6 plus .
& i went out with my family to jurong point meet my cousin ;D
shop around with him , he bought me a handphone strip .
t's cute alright ;D tortoise derhhs .
accompany him find his christmas card round the whole jurong point .
laugh , kept disturbing him & he asked me wanna die issit ?
because he wanna bash me up haha ! & so i stop disturbing him first .
he bring me to new york new york to have our dinner there .
i was suppose to eat fish & chips but no more stock .
so i choose to eat Hawaii Teriyaki Chicken Chop .
& a cup of cranberry juice ;D eaten very full .
was suppose to order ice - cream but too bad my cousin is full ):
went to look fer daddy & mummy at john little .
daddy buy me & meiimeii ice - cream haha .
& off we go ! ;D thanks cousin fer treating & buying me things .

♥bi .
i'm willing to exchange everything just for you .
indeed , i do miss you lots .

.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' 5:34 AM

alarm clock rang me up at 7.45am ?
♥bi haven called me so i decided to sleep back .
leelim then sms me asked where is me ?
i reply im still sleeping because ♥bi haven called me ?
then i called ♥bi & his sleeping alright , woke him up .
went to prepare our own thing & he waited me downstair my house ;D
headed to leelim's house with ♥bi .
watched tv , gamble ;D
& that asshole peiwen boyfriend finally arrived .
1plus we all accompany hanhui to have his lunch ?
then went kfc accompany ♥bi fer his lunch ?
laughs , all people have their lunch at different places !
♥bi then bought me durain puff ! eek , inside got armpit hair -'-
i throw away ;D & eaten few mouth of ♥bi's cake .
walked down to peiwen's house .
gamble , watched tv , have my dinner at her house .
slacked till around 8plus & decided to go home lerhs .
pearlyn came my house borrow skirt & tube from me .
off she go , i'm watching tv & updating here .

* i guess sometime i dun understand you ba .
i don't know what you want or what are you asking for .
but for you , i can exchange everything just for you de .
something you do something , i know that's a reason behind it .
i will get worried fer certain things , i just hide in my heart
or i will shared it with my sister , i just dun wish to tell you anything .
sometimes stay being quite is a best decision .
i maybe talking to a wall sometime but i endure it ?
why ? because i don't wish any quarrel goes on in our relationship .
i just wish to have a simple life with you that's all , sigh *

♥bi .
love holding your sweet hands .
let me have those sweet feeling of love ;D
♥bi , i love you .

.Thursday, December 18, 2008 ' 4:10 PM

woke up by my mum today luh !
wash up , have my lunch & accompany mum to mei mei skool .
to buy books & so .
reached home feeling so boring again .
have stupid tuition that's why i'm staying at home again -'- .
login maple played w peiwen boyfriend .
around 3.30pm she went off to meet her boyfriend .
im viewing ppl's blog & updating here .
going for a bathe & wait for that stupid tuition le .
next week im spenting more time shopping outside with friends .
skool re opening soon , no tym fer slacking & shopping .
i shall finish it for the next two weeks lerhs .
hope before skool reopen , i have a chances to watch a movie w ♥bi .
okay , shall bath & take a nap before stupid tuition ;D

♥bi .
one day you aren't beside me .
seems like something had been missing .
♥bi now should be sleeping soundly uh ?
love you ;D

i'm bored & decided to do this quiz here .
1 . Have you ever felt horny before ?
> -'- .

2 . When is the last time you felt horny ?
> -'- .

3 . What is your definition of porn ?
> digusting alright -'- .

4 . How about hentai ?
> lol !

5 . Have your ever have sex ?
> no of course -'- .

6 . Why did/didn't you have sex ?
> underage & it's so fucking digusting -'- .

7 . What is ff ?
> funfun -'- , stupid question .

8 . Have you ever watched porn before ?
> huanlo ?

9 . How often do you watch porn ?
> ...

10 . How about hentai ?
> laughs .

11 . Do you have a sex toy ?
> of course no -'- .

12 . Do you want to enter a sex shop ?
> nope , go in for what fuck ? -'- .

13 . Have you ever seen a condom before ?
> yarhs .

14 . Has anyone called you horny before ?
> yupps .

this quiz is damn stupid & digusting , it's my silly meimei who
asked me to do this , laughs ! i wun entertain this stupid
quiz anymore , fucking phew !

.Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ' 3:28 AM

woke up at 9.30am , bathe & prepared .
met peiwen inside bus & we headed to jurong point .
so sweet of peiwen boyfriend to bought me the pig booster .
it's damn cute & nice alright ;D thanks peiwen boyfriend .
went to find leelim at arcade & we went to have our lunch .
take a bus headed back to school bus stop to meet ♥bi .
then we all headed to leelim's house .
♥bi bought ice cream for me , yummy !
around 1+ all headed to my house , gamble in my room .
eat biscuit & fool around hahas .
had a fight with ♥bi ;D indeed it's cat fight hahas .
mum cooked dinner fer us , after finishing our dinner .
awhile more i accompany them to bus stop .
♥bi provide me with bus fare to take a round back to my bus stop .

goodbye to everyone & yarhs im back home .

♥bi .
loves loves ;D
hope we could meet asap again .
♥bi , you will never be replaced ;D

.Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ' 10:41 PM

2 Quiz asked to do by my meii meii ;D

1 . Single , attached or crushing .
- attached .

2 . Are you happy with who you are ?
- yeah !

3 . When you meet the right person , would you fall first .
- depends whether i have any feeling for him .

4 . Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- ya of course .

5 . Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok ?
- i dun know .

6 . Would you ever take something back if they cheated on you ?
- no .

7 . Have you talk about marriage with another people ?
- yes .

8 . Do you want children ?
- depends .

9 . How many children do you want ?
- 2 ba .

10 . Would you consider adoption ?
- never .

11 . Do you enjoy playing hard to get ?
- don't understand .

12 . Be honest , do you play that "game" when you are dating ?
- no .

13 . Do you believe in love at first sight ?
- ya , i believe .

14 . Are you romantic ?
- think nope .

15 . Do you believe you can change someone ?
- nope , because i don't have the right .

16 . If you could marry anywhere , money is not obligation , where would it be ?
- singapore .

17 . Do you have feeling for someone right now ?
- of course .

18 . Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't ?
- in the past yes .

19 . Have you broken a heart ?
- yarhs .

20 . Would you fight for somebody over your significant other ?
- don't understand -'- .

21 . what you say about your last ex ?
- no comment .

2nd quiz .
1 . what have you do recently ?
- forget .

2 . Do you ever turn off your cellphone ?
- when low battery .

3 . What happen at 10am today ?
- i'm sleeping .

4 . When did you last cry ?
- 14 dec 2008 .

5 . Believe in fate/destiny ?
- both .

6 . What do you want in your life now ?
- ♥baobei , ♥family & ♥friends .

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood ?
- nope , i love walking under the rain .

8 . What's your favourite thing doing on your bed ?
- sleep .

9 . What bottoms are you wearing now ?
- FBT shorts .

10 . what is the nicest things in your inbox say ?
- lazy to check .

11 . Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
- never .

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone ?
- nope .

13 . what was the last movie you saw ?
- forget .

14 . What are you proud of ?
- nothing about myself .

15 . what does your oldest msg in your inbox says ?
- i have deleted all my msg in my inbox .

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
- 给我一首歌的时间

17 . Do you have a nicknames ?
- ya , angkukueh .

18 . what does you newest msg say ?
- deleted !

19 . What time do you went to bed last night ?
- 1 plus am .

20 . Are you currently happy ?
- nope , if ♥baobei is with me then is different .

21 . Who gives you the best advice ?
- hanhui da jie .

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
- i don't even know what's that .

23 . Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
- ♥baobei , i'm feeling so loney now .

24 . Is something bugging you now ?
- not sure .

25 . Who was the last person who make you laugh ?
- ♥baobei .

woke up in the afternoon ,
throat was so fucking painful & the bun on my head is also aching .
block nose , coughing & sore eyes too . i'm feeling so lonely & terrible right now )):
♥baobei handphone can't call through hais .
missed him like mad , don't wanna disturb him from playing
his computer too , i'm definitely rottening now .
lucky jubellina mummy msg me & i won't be that boring le .
14 dec that night i'm standing under the rain .
& baby hugged me , it seems to be so romantic .
my mind kept flashing back to that night .
thanks ♥baobei for those sweetness you gave me .
seldom went shopping with ♥baobei since last year .
it had been 1 year le & finally yesterday we went out .
with cynthia they all ;D i miss those bloody moments .
walking & shopping hand in hand .
♥baobei hope the bun near your ear is getting smaller .
do takecare & sorry i caused you to have that bun .
i'm so so so sorry .
anyway , i shall stop here le .
i missed everyone in the chalet , it might be the last
fun & last gathering we will have le .
searching for my ♥baobei ♥baobei ♥baobei .

♥baobei .
thanks for everything .
the sweet moments you gave me .
it will always remain in my mind .
you played an important role in my life .
wish to have a call from you right now ):
lastly , ♥baobei i love you x3

.Monday, December 15, 2008 ' 12:19 AM

i'm back from chalet lers .

this chalet quite sien lo , like a hotel .
the first day 121208 went sembawang chalet with family .
reached there around 5 plus , pack our things properly
& we went down for bbq , it was so fun can .
my family was snatching for those spicy stingray haha .
my boy cousin feed me & i feed him back too ;D
10 plus we went back to wait for our turn to bathe .
got bathtub lei ! but nobody even bother haha .
we just bathe & quickly come out lerhs .
went to bed at around 2 plus am .
it was so squeeze can , whole backbone was aching .

131208 .
woke up at around 9 plus am .
whole family having breakfast at place near sunset shopping centre .
after that we went shopping , bought those bbq stuff which
are not enough for today's bbq , after buying we went back .
cynthia , peiwen , pearlyn , jastine & 2 accompany came ;D
we were all so siien in the chalet can so we decided go gamble .
& went downstair arcade for awhile .
around 5 plus we start our bbq lerhs .
we were busying with all kinds of stuff can !
the smoke kept go into our eyes , it was so fucking pain .
ate alot alot alot , haha the 2 accompany made kinds of joke .
reached about 2plus am we decided to sleep le .
me & acc sleep tgt , cynthia & acc sleep tgt too .
& so peiwen , pearlyn & jastine was sleeping together but not with us .
we were sleeping at the bed below that hard thing sioh .
backbone also breaking lorhs , so fucking hard .
rest of the 3 girls took our bed to lay on floor & they slept .
i couldn't even get to sleep lo , my nose was blocked man !
kept running in & out of the toilet trying to unblock my nose lols .
then cynthia acc me , her acc then woke up also .
teaches me how to unblock my nose , my acc woke up too .
snatched my blanket & space for sleeping !
cynthia's acc then something like scolded my acc haha .
saying sleep until like that how am i suppose to sleep ? blahblahblah .
so we all slept again till 3plus i woke up again .
my nose was making me feeling so irratated once more time .
& so all woke up except for that pearlyn !
she's sleeping okay , woke up suddenly feel stomach hungry .
& we all ate alot of biscuit & on that tv since it's free lo .
till around 4plus we all slept le .

141208 .
woke up at 12 plus pm .
the 2 accompany was suppose to be swimming at around 9am .
but it was raining so heavily & they couldn't wake up on time too .
& so drag drag & drag till around afternoon they went for their swim .
the rest of us were stuck in the chalet , feeling so sien lo .
i went to bathe & blahblahblah !
we were having noodles fer that afernoon as my parents had gone home
yesterday night & we only left noodles & biscuit .
the 2 acc came up after their swim saying it was boring & so .
gamble awhile , pearlyn went to swim too .
went down with my acc as he wanted to play arcade lo .
peiwen joined pearlyn for swim too .
went inside the chalet & slack slack slack .
jokes are everywhere .
decided to called daddy as we had nothing to eat sioh .
noodles sucks like hell ! daddy dhen bought dinner fer us .
from jurong till sembawang , my parents are damn good to me !
had our dinner , in the night time 11plus things started to happen .
almost all people cried , hais . this was suppose to be a happy
chalet fer us in the end all quarrelling , what the hell for ?
hais , i was so sad & angry . i threw my phone from the doorstep
to the very front cupboard , battery flew out & i dun care .
i ran outside like a balcony place under the rain & i cried .
my acc saw me he's also crying , he hugged me & asked me to stop
crying & why did i cry ? i just shut my mouth & cry cry cry .
hais , perhaps it was wrong to start this chalet .
at least give me a chance to have a last happy gathering with
all my beloved , next year we are in different classes le .
all things are also settled , had so much with my acc .
make alot of jokes kept on laughing & laughing .
i pushed him down to the bed & i was laughing like mad .
2nd time he bully me , & so i told him i jump down myself .
i'm trying to jump down the bed he's holding me .
ended up i hited my head beside the cupboard .
& my acc injured more worse then me , grow like a big bun !
i sayang him & we went back to sleep lerhs .
woke in the midnight again ! nose was blocking again !
fuck alright ! alamarhhs . went back to sleep .

151208
woke up at 7am to search fer pearlyn .
she was nowhere & saw her walking into the room from outside ?
lol , gamble with her awhile & i went to bathe with cynthia le .
slowly take turns , in the end my acc was last to wake alright !
that stupid pig ! hahas , daddy came to fetch us
& we went to have our breakfast together .
headed to my house fetched my sister & mum .
& we all headed to jurong point .
the extension place was damn big , sumthing caught my eyes .
but it was quite expensive lo ): sad to say can !
next time i will sure buy it ders lorhs !
we all dhen went to jurong point arcade .
played played played & headed to kopitiam to have little things
to make our stomach full a bit .
went to look for my parents & daddy bring fetch them home norhs .
i was damn tired today , kept yawning off to sleep soon !
missed the memories with them fer the past 2 to 3 days !

♥baobei .
missed you alot ;D
loves loves muacks x3 .
had so much fun with you luh .
hope this memories & happiness will never ends yeah !
thanks fer the joke & everything !

.Thursday, December 11, 2008 ' 4:16 AM

force myself wake up at 10am today .
change & went to xingnan to meet cynthia .
headed to hanhui's da jie house ;D
haha the didi is really damn cute luh !
but her small daughter ! kept calling me angkukueh , arghh !
hanhui's da jie told me alot of things & i will change as much as i can .
slacked at her house around 2+ .
went home with hanhuii , he came to my house .
after awhile someone came my house for bathing .
& ♥baobei decided to come too ;D
and then leelim came , aiyosyos !
my house seems like renting computers to them haha .
i went tuition while someone is sleeping
& the rest of them are playing poker cards .
after my tuition played poker cards with them .
had so much fun lo with them ;D
especially hanhui arhs ! leelim say she wanna fark .
then hanhui made the fark noise ! damn funny !
haha , hope saturday chalet with them will be more more happy ;D
see ya soon , the next 3 days wun be updating .
as i'm enjoying chalet alright ;D haha !
btw , now a days dog are getting lots , go round people's blog to spam .
uses my name somemore , by all means i dun even care lol !

♥baobei .
precious boy .
i love you more than anything else .
you will be my beloved ;D

.Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ' 11:42 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA LAOGONG ;D
you had been my listeners when i needed you .
thank a lots x3 .

i hate being accuse by people .
although i hate that person or what .
i wouldn't be so stupid to spam people's blog right .
spam people's blog what can i get back ?
whether you believe me a not is your own choice .
i know what i have done & not done , as long as i know i'm conscience .
the moment you suspect me , my tears just dropped immediately .
i just couldn't imagine that i'm the first person you suspect .
hais , i think i had explained that is not me le .
maybe my character will let you think that i'm the one .
but is up to you to believe ba .
you will never know how i feel when you first suspect me .
by the way , my heart had already broke into million of pieces .
knife seems like stabbing through my fucking heart .
i had accepted your apology , i hope there's no more next time .
if i'm the one who do it , i will admit .
it's 2.42am now , i should be sleeping lerhs .

hang call with jastine darling at 3.15am last night .
5am someone called me & came to my house .
the someone chatted with me fer an 1 hour .
& we both fall asleep .
till now i'm blogging here , yet the someone is still sleeping .
haha , pig uh ? someone shared alot things with me ;D
ourhs ya , the person who spam me can you pls write out your name .
dun use my stead name as your name -'- look fool alright .
later i'm going to cynthia's birthday lerhs , will update when i'm back .
back ! had quite alot of fun today at cynthia's birthday party .
hanhuii da jie helped us see our fortune , it's definitely 100% bingo .
oh my god , i really stunt tio when she say about my character .
tmr im going over to her house again ;D

♥baobei .
what's your road going to be ,
i will be there walking down with you .
i hope you'll be safe & fine .
loves yous lots , muacks .

.Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ' 9:40 PM

currently at leelim's house .
woke up 7.45am by ♥baobei .
prepare & headed to leelim's house ;D
watching incredible tales & xiao niang re .
gamble gamble gamble ;D
was feeling so hungry now ):
cooked leelim & eat ;D
she peep what i wrote hahas .
my temper was so fucking hot today ;x

♥baobei .
woo ~ ♥baobei is joining our chalet ;D
hanhui coming too ;D
gambling with them soon (:
eat all their money lerhs ! haha .

[ Edited ]

wah ♥baobei bought me a handphone strip .
& at first i wanted the sweet which i saw in the prime market .
♥baobei dun wanna buy for me ):
but actually he wanted to give me a surprise luh !
aiiyos , thanks ♥baobei (: loves you much much arhs !
♥baobei , today so love me arhs ? hahas ! muacks <3

.Monday, December 8, 2008 ' 1:50 PM

hais , i think my heart needed a key to open it .
sumthing seems to be hiding inside my heart ,
or maybe i'm just thinking too much .
everyday of my life , mood isn't the same .
when can i have a happy mood for the rest of my life ?
it's impossible to really smile for life .
why human have to go through so much of difficulties ?
life isn't easy to walk & i wish i could walk till old .
but is it possible ? & i also wish to grow old with my ♥baobei .
this is just all my thinking & dreams , to me it will never fulfill .
i need to find my key soon , or my heart can never be fixed .

♥baobei .
all i need is you ,
i wish to grow old with you .
although sometimes we do quarrel over small matters .
after awhile everything will be alright .
♥baobei , i'm so in love with you .

[ Edited ]

went vivo with family ((:
headed down , bought those stuff bbq things needed .
cost so fucking much , $170 + .
haven finish buy yet too , ytd already spent $112 .
went to buy present for cynthia .
few days ago i actually bought for her in bugis le ,
but intend to change present ba .
my chalet , hope hanhuii & ♥baobei will attend too (:
try to persuade them till they come hahas .
i just wish that the person i wanted would come for the chalet .
hope he doesn't make me disappointed .

.Sunday, December 7, 2008 ' 5:58 AM

get disturbed by few people in the morning , hanhuii , leelim , jastine & ♥baobei lorhs .
after receiving ♥baobei's call , i went to bathe & prepared .
headed down to hanhui's house , leelim arrived followed by peiiwen boyfriend .
gamble till around 5plus we all went off , went central buy somethings .
& headed to peiiwen's house , 7plus daddy come & drive me from
peiiwen's house & went to have our dinner at taman jurong .
went NTUC to bought BBQ stuff , wah cost a bomb !
haven finish buying , tmr going down to vivo city w family ((:
i'm having a great stomachache now , resting & i'm lazy to post le .

♥baobei .
to you , i'm always speechless .
i totally had nothing to describe about you lerhs .
i guess everything is even important than me .
i just loved you so much .

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