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.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 3:18 AM
Called ♥亲爱的 as he needed to go for his basketball training.
In the end, he didn't answer my call ):
Phone off after that.
And ii went back to my sleep lorhhs.
Woke up by marmmiie at around 10.50am.
Prepare and set off at 11.35am and meet daddy.
Went to have our lunch at 日本春.
Today's meal ii treating wors ;D good ya? haha.
It cost me $29 alright! But ok luh, 4 people eat.
After finishing daddy drive us to gek poh.
As marmmiie wanna to buy thiings.


On the way to gek poh.
♥亲爱的 finally sms me and it's around 12.43.
Told me he just woke up. Didn't answer my call because
Phone dropped on floor then auto off.
Sms with
♥亲爱的 awhile jiu stop sms le.
Went to find Evon, Jastine & Peiiwen.
Daddy dropped me off at central.
Went to meet them, wait fer them to finish their food.
And peii Jastine & Evon to cut hair.
Half way,
♥亲爱的 called me.
Chatted awhile he went to watch show le.
♥亲爱的 will called me later onn ;D

After cutting hair went to the community.
To use toilet ? Lols.
Went to have KFC ! Growing fat for sure.
Jian fei start from tomorrow le luh ;x
After eating, went back to the salon as Jastine
Wanna cut thinner for her hair.
After cutting went to Peiwen's house to watch horror movie, 4bia.
It's damn horror lorhhs, peiiwen and me kept hiding behind evon's back.
Haha. Nice show luhh ! But couldn't understand the language.


♥亲爱的, ii miiss youu alot alot arhhs.
Haha, wonder when can meet youu again neh.
Maybe monday ba?
♥亲爱的 must take good care hor, muacks! <3

Jastine darling.
Thanks liinq. You are always there fer me without failed.
I loved youu luh! Now then ii know that you are really the person
I'm always looking for, whenever ii drop tears. You are always there for me.
An wei me, ask me stop crying. I don't know how to say thanks you.
But really a berii biig thanks to you. Appreciated ;D






.Thursday, October 30, 2008 ' 11:59 PM
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Woke up 7am.
Gave ♥亲爱的 a call and ii went to bathe.
Prepare and went to ♥亲爱的 house le.
Reached his house at 8am.
Watched moviie awhile.
And fall asleep wake up at 11am.
I'm so blessed to have ♥亲爱的 with me haha ;D
Love that silly boy of miine.
And ii will give him the trust. I believe he won't betray my trust.
YouAreTheOnlyBoYinMyHeart,
NoMatterHowHardTheRoadGoingToBe,
IWillAlwaysBeTheOneWhoWillBeWalkingWithYou.

And by the way ii do hate biitches.
Why biitches do exist in this world?
Shameless know how to wriite marhhs?
Do flirt really that funn?
To me it isn't. Laughs!
Nvm. shouldn't waste mine tym writing this.
I just believe god have eyes.
Know how to punish people on its own.
♥亲爱的
We have been quarreling for alot of stupid things.
I believed it's time for us to stop those quarreling le.
Alright;D ii stiill love youu as the same way ii use to love.
Nothing will change my love for youus de.
♥亲爱的, hope our nonsense could stop from today onwards.
Silly boy of mine. i love you tons.







.Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ' 2:58 AM

Was not feeling well since morning.
Had been sneezing and coughing all the way.

Haish, today moii miind kept thinking about her.
I knew her mind wouldn't think of me.
Because i done her wrong from the start.
The moment i mention her name, my tears drops.
I just don't know why ba.
Perhaps 3 years of friend. I don't bear it ba.
Now blame no one but myself.
I don't know how to hold you back, it's wrong from the start.


Btw why buay ba people still living in this world?
OMG. bombster alright?
How you wanna people to believe you?
Kept testing youu, youu failed all the those test luh.
Xia suay siohh! See how are we gonna played you.
Bastard, be clever abit? Being fooled still don't know?
Act are never best actors then us.
Laughs, by all means continue acting.
Blogshop shared by him with friends?
That website my friend just gave me and is his mei open de.
What the hell ? So qiao lo ! Suan he suay lo!
Let me found out, haish! Died in end still don't know?
Don't make me vomit can le. Beng ?
You don't look like ah beng ! But look like a mouse ?
Laughs, end my post here luh. Say you ? I'm gonna be fool also le.

♥亲爱的, Thanks for being there for me.
When ii always had trouble.
You're the best ♥亲爱的 ii ever have.
I love youus.






.Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ' 9:49 PM

Last night alot of nagging from parents lols, what's wrong with them?
Can't ii haven moii own freedom mehs?
Holiday at home will of course be bored luh.
Outing dhen is my style.
I won't stay at home de lo kae!
Having headache since last night.
♥亲爱的 call me in the morning.
When he's on his way school for his baskeball training.
He's coming over to my house after his basketball training.
Will post in the night time again.
♥亲爱的 accompany till 5 plus and he went home le.
While i bathe and prepare to go to regina's house
To talk to her tutiion teacher!
Hahas, indeed it's scary alright! Siiann !
Evonn mummiie cheer upp !!
I'll always be there fer you de if you needed me.

Ok, that's no more sister anymore.
Everyone will be treat evenly de.
Everything is gonna to be changed.
Memories will be in past, everything now is all hated ba.
In human's heart hated will be more than thinking back of the past.
It's okays, since it's already all past.



♥亲爱的, Thanks for your sweets again arhhs.
Hahas. Buy sweet for me agaiin ;D
♥亲爱的 ii miss youu lots arhhs.
Your joke are making me stomach pain arhs.
♥亲爱的 thanks fer being there for me.






.Monday, October 27, 2008 ' 8:07 AM
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Slept until quite late today.

Finish the porridge moii mum cooked.
Went to bathe.
Thanks to 亲爱的 fer chatting with me.
And i late fer work!
Hahas! Get scolding from that STUPID Pearlyn =x
Today's work is so relaxing.
Reached there it's raining.
And we don't need start work straight?
The person say wait till rain stopped dhen start work.
If rain didn't stop? The pay we will still get.
We are happy of course.
Yiinq Yiinq, Peiiwen, Pearlyn & me.
Went to clark quay to have our lunch?
When we started to order food ?
Chingyen called and say rain already stopped.
And the person came.
We quickly finished our food.
And take a quick MRT back to Farrer Park!
Lucky didn't scold from that BOSS!
Work work work, slack slack slack.
And went to have roti prata again hahas.
On the way back to find the boss.
Ying ying, Peiwen & mii shared money to buy beer.
After finish drinking.
Moii whole face and body even my eyes.
Started to become so bloody red.
But Ying ying and Peiwen still normal.
Went jurong point look fer job around 10 plus pm.
And shop awhile and went back sweet home le.
Some pictures on top are the pictures of the beer.
And the empty MRT. ;D



♥亲爱的, you are just perfect in my eyes ;D
I love you more than anyone does.
I'm still missing you like crazy.
Hahas. See ya tmr !
Loves 亲爱的!






.Sunday, October 26, 2008 ' 10:12 PM
Firstly,
Happy 1 month anniversary to boyf and me.
We had been thru so much since sec 1.
Hope we will continue and last long.
I wouldn't leave you.
Unless you choose to leave me.
I really do love you so much.
Hope nothing would make us broke apart.
I love you.

Going out with Peiwen and Pearlyn.
Will update when ii come home ;D
Byebye!
Back from bugis le.
Was really hot over there.

Peiwen and me accompany Pearlyn buy clothes.
In the end, Peiwen bought herself a shoe.
And Pearlyn bought 3 shirt.
And i didn't buy anything.
Because nothing had caught my attention.
Shop till 6 plus and we decided to go home le.
Actually wanna take bus home de,
No bus could reach jurong.
Lols, walked so many times up and down the bus stop.
At last we still walked to the MRT station lols.
Reached Jurong Point saw ambulance and police car.
We 3 starting getting kpo le?
Lols, walked to front and see what had happen.
And finally? Guess what ?
A bangalahh was pushed up to the ambulance.
After that went to wait for bus le lo.
Reach sweet home!


♥Boyf.
Hope we meet soon alright?
2 days never saw you lerhs.
Miss you like crazy lerhs ;D
miss miss miss ((:
loves; sweetheart.







.Saturday, October 25, 2008 ' 10:45 PM
Got back result le.
Yupp. I did get disappointed and cry.
No use le.
Everything had changed.
Too late fer regretting.
Only Meiling and Jubellina go to the same klass with me.
Haish, guess so.
Or should i choose to retain secondary 3 again?
If i choose to repeat, it will be even worst?
I don't even know a single person.
Confirm will miss all my current mates de.
Jastine, Peiwen, Leelim, Pearlyn, Regina and lots more.
Evonn i'm not sure she's going to which class yet.
Haish. Maybe this holiday gather with all siistar ba.
Next year everything will be change le.
I hate that klass just because of a person only.
A very idiotic person.
Wonder will i die in his hand next year. Haish.

I wonder would all of our sistarship change next year?
Haish, i don't bear. We had been thru so much.
In the end, it's still all separated.

Girlfriend.
Thanks for your encouragement.
Hope our friendship won't change.
Haish. Guess without your.
The laughter will then all gone le ba.
Seem like living in a lonely world le.
Haish. This holiday we meet more ba.


♥boyf.
I'm sad to go to 4a4 le.
Yet you still laugh laugh laugh.
Feel like smacking you uhh.
My stupiid boyfriend.
Boyfriend promise to be there for me.
Thanks baby.
Congrate boyf for having 9th position in class.
Jiiayouus ;D

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.Friday, October 24, 2008 ' 4:57 AM
In the morning went to boyf house.
Watched show with him.
And around 11.50am i went to meet zhihan.
Had our lunch at boon lay market.
Met Jastine and Peiwen at Jurong point.
Went Jurong point to find whether any vacancy for
Part time job.

Slack till 3 plus and went Jurong east.
Bought Samuel and Kevin polo shirt.
And a checkers shirt.
Went diaso shop shop.
Fool around with Jastine and Peiwen.
Zhihan also don't want join in the fun de ):
Went to have dinner.
When i'm eating half way, i kept disturbing them with joke.
All laugh like mad, lols i just laughed like nobody business.
Laugh and laugh moii food dropped out from my mouth =x
Digusting right? Hahas.

I guess i'm a failure in everything ba?
Seem like i'm a useless girl?
Why am i so weak in everything?
Cry and cry is the only thing i'll do.
I always asked myself.
"Christine, cry can solve anything anot?"
I knew the answer is no.
But other than crying, i don't know what to do.
That's why i'm describing myself as a useless person.
If friends and boyf needed me?
I guess i will failed to standby them ba.
I'm not good at cheering people up.
Like as i say, i'm not good in anything.
Guess the only thing i will do is only.
Eat, play and sleep ba.
Haish, useless person should be dead.

Cynthia laogong left me with a sentence.
"live your life with no regrets"
Thanks Cynthia.
If i could force myself to live with no regrets.
I won't be suffering lerhs.
But i'll try my very best.
Thanks!

♥Boy,
I really missed you alot alot wors ;D
If our fun and our chatters never end.
But there's nothing could last forever de.
Hope boyf and my love could last forever.
And seriously i loved to see your smile.
Your smile really make moii day.
♥ Iloveyou <3

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.Thursday, October 23, 2008 ' 4:42 AM
Last day in school lerhs.
Definitely i'll miss my classmates luh.
Haish, if next year i go different classes with them.
Haish, guess i confirm will cried de bah.
This class seem like part of my 2nd home le.
If i were to drop to 4a4.
Haish. My 2nd home will dhen been vanish.
I don't have any choice le.
Had to wait till meet parent section.
But i can confirm, i will be in 4a4 for sure.

After school.
Went central to have lunch with,
Jastine, Evon, Peiwen, Meiling, Zhihan & boyf.
After that Yinq yinq and Cynthia came ;D
After eating, all separated le.
Zhihan, Evon, Meling & Peiwen walked to Pioneer mall.
Boyf and me went to Yiinq yiinq house.
Cynthia accompany Jastine to wait for Kaiting to arrive.
Slacked at Yiinq yiinq house, watch movie ;D
Boyf feed me eat dinner.
OMG i'm like small kids hahas.

REPLY TO GIRLFRIEND;
Yups, it's definitely a challenge for me and boyf.
2 months lei.
I don't know what will happen also.
I just hope that everything going to be fine.
If things changed. I could do nothing.
He's happy jiu can lerhs.
I rather suffer alone and let him have
The happiness, i loved him alot.
Haish, btw thanks girlfriend ;D
Youus too enjoy your holiday alright.
LOVES;



♥Boyf.
Boyf, i miss and loving you lots.
Hope during holidays our feeling and love wont fade.
Preciious boy, thanks for everything (:






.Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ' 3:50 AM
Reached school tio beaten by Leelim arhs!
Cause i go insult her ELEPHANT!
Stupiid Pearlyn sabo me!
In the middle of the time we are having our
English Reading Period.
I go pinch Evon's leg.
And she shouted very loud.
Oh my god, i felt so paiseh alright.
I used my bag to cover my face ):

During our time in class.
I saw jubellina started getting emo?
I don't dare to go close to her.
Afraid she might scold me or what.
But when im going fer recess i asked her whether she's going?
She don't wanted. Wah being rejected by her hor.
Then i told her i will buy things fer her ders.
After finishing my food.
I went to malay store to buy 3 nuggets fer her.
Wah, she didnt give me face somemore hor.
She don't want to eat leis.
Peiwen that greedy pig went to eat as Jubellina asked her to eat.
Then i asked Jubellina at least to eat one.
And so at least she gave me face eat one.
Left one more Meiling eat it norhs ;D
At least her mood became better alright.
Jubellina, i know your're strong.
You sure can overcome whatever difficulties der(:
Cheerupp.

After school sorry to all of my girlfriend.
I pangseh you all and accompany my boyf.
Because i also don't feel like eating outside.
As it was raining quite heavily.
Having lunch in canteen with boyf.
Chatted alot with him.
Joke around and so.
After eating no place to go very siian can.
Then boyf played my handphone game.
And my eyes just wander everywhere.
After that we decided to look fer hanhuii.
See what's his doing?
Saw Regina they all also.
Jiu slack with them near general office there.
After that boyf came moii house.
Watch movie together, laughing all the way.
Accompany boyf to bus stop. He bought lollipop fer me ;D
And there he goes HOME!
Hahas.


♥Boyf.
Thanks for the hoodies money you pass to me.
Thanks for buying the hoodies fer me ;D
Thanks for the lollipop too.
You are treating me so good wors.
Thanks Thanks!
I hope this feeling never goes off!
I LOVE YOU,
Only precious boyf.








.Monday, October 20, 2008 ' 9:49 PM
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I couldn't hold back my tears.
And my tears just flow like nobody business.
I'm really very heart pain.
I thought life had changed.
I will be living in a better life.
And I was wrong.
No matter what i do.
It seem like it didn't satisfied you.
What should I do?
Or else you teach me what to do lorhs?
I already try my very hard to changed alot alot le.
I'm really very tired now.
I need to rest le.
Why am I looking so useless?
Don't even know how to love a person.
Christine is just living extra in this world.
Whether she's alive in this world anot.
It doesn't really make any difference.

Went out with Pearlyn and Peiwen.
Pearlyn ride me to jurong point to look fer Peiwen.
As she went to meet Joel and take back her bicycle.
And we went to central.
I ride Peiwen's bike, while Pearlyn ride Peiwen.
Slack at central.
Peiwen damn funny. Talk to me her head kept turning to the back.
She don know a person standing infront of her.
And she went to bang that guy!
I was laughing all the way alright. My goodness.
She nearly fall down with her bike.
Went KFC, i uses Pearlyn's fries cheese.
To apply on Peiwen's mouth.
It's damn funny can.
I was laughing so loud like nobody's business.
Pearlyn then fall down when on our way home.
Takecare of your leg hor Pearlyn ;D


♥Boyf.
I just loved you as who you are.
Loving a person doesn't need any reason.
Now i'm telling you here.
I didn't ever regretted having you as my stead.
Only you let me understand what's love about.
Boyfriend, i wish you could change your attitude can.
I don't wish to have any quarrel with you anymore.
It's hurtful alright, haish.









. ' 1:02 AM
Slept through out chemistry lesson.
Went down for recess.
Kept disturbing my friend.
Had gastric pain.

After school went canteen.
Boyf and friends having their lunch.
While i chatted with zhihan.
Accompany boyf to hanhuii's house.
Came back to school and went home.
With Pearlyn and Peiwen.

Chatted with Zhihan on phone.
And sms-ing.
She's so sad nehs.
Haish Zhihan cheer up luhs.
What you had been thru.
I had already been thru le.
My heart bleed more than you do.
I didn't overcome it at all.
Because i'm not as strong as your.
My heart is weak can.
I can get hurt anytime de.
Haish, Zhihan no matter what.
Cheer up alright ;D
Will always be there for you ders.



♥Boyf.
The moment you left me.
I only can looked you from the back.
Whisper and say.
Boyf, i love you so much.

What did i do again?
Why do i deserve this kind of attitude from you?
I don't even know what i do can.
Fuck. What more can i still do.
Haish. Useless! Christine can go and die liaos.







.Sunday, October 19, 2008 ' 1:54 AM
Slept till 1.05pm today.
Was feeling damn bored can.
Nothing to do.
Watch Child's Play bride of chucky.
Quite scary lahs.
But it's nice to watch ;D

Cousin called me chat awhile.
Asked me to go his house.
And he helped me find chalet booking.
Ohh~ Im finding chalet man!
Holiday with chalet.
Think it would be damn fun arhs!
Im bored to death now can!

Had dinner with family at boon lay.
I caused my parents to quarrel.
Haish, i'm feeling so guilty now.
I guess my mummy should hated me alot now.
Haish, I'm so sorry.

♥Boyf.
Im missing you lahs ;D
Boo! Tml can see you le.
Im so happy hor.
I hope there's no holiday.
Because i can see you everyday.
LOVES BI !♥






.Saturday, October 18, 2008 ' 5:35 AM
Had a night in east coast park.
Its so cold over there.
I'm shivering.
So boring staying at there.
Haish.
I vomited, but i also don't know what's wrong.
Laughs! Reach school at 6am.

Few days ago.
Had chatted with boyf on phone in the night.
We were talking about our past.
The way i treated him in the past.
Is really so horrible.
I feel so stupid guilty.
Then he told me nevermind.
It's already past.
Haish, so i told myself.
Focus our current life.
Treat him better.
This is my aim.

Boyf told me he became stronger le.
And i know i can see that.
Because in the past he had been crying for me.
While now, i'm the one who is always
Crying for him.
So i should grow stronger too.
Both are strong, nothing will happen
Between us ders ;D

Zhihan.
.
.
.
Everything will be solve somehow de.
Don't let anything affect you.
Die wouldn't solve anything.
I have been thru alot too.
Now i'm still living happily mahs.
Think positive.
Although sometime i'm feeling uneasy in my heart.
I tell my friend about it.
After saying all things out.
You will feel better de.
Zhihan, trust me.
Your parents do love you de;D



♥Boyf.
Thanks boyf for lenting me your rockies.
As i'm really shivering like don't know what.
Thanks for your shoulder for me to sleep on when im tired.
The moment you left me, i will start to think of you le.
boyf. Holiday is coming le, i really get very scare.
Haish. i miss you alot.
I'm suffering from a illness now.
And it's love sick.
Boyf, i love and missing you lots <3

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.Thursday, October 16, 2008 ' 9:16 PM
Per normal went school.
But today special released at 10.30am.
Went to eat in the canteen.
Boyf after that joined us.
Boyf finish eat jiu don't know go where with Thiam en le.
After Cynthia and Meiling finished their food.
We went out of school.
While Pearlyn and me went to take bus.
Saw boyf, and took the same bus as him.
He alighted before my bus stop to Thiam en house.
Sweet home le ~ ;D

Kokpeiwen, i'm not interested
In the sexual course der lesson.
You are the one interested but not me hor!
Anyhow accuse me arhs ?
You say those picture nice.
Don't act act la !
Now say the picture look ugly!
Haas, don't bastard hor!

♥Boyf.
As today you are going to night cycling.
Before that you have basketball training too.
Take good care of yourself ;D
Drink more water hor.
Much much loves <3









. ' 3:22 AM
Today class 3A2, 3A3, 3A4
3T1, 3T2 and 3T3 went to Simei ITE.
As teacher had brought us there.
Didn't attend any course.
Just wander everywhere in the school.
With Meilinq, Peiwen, Pearlyn, Jastine, Evon, Leelim.
Bought hand band and wear hahas.
After going back school.
Loiter in school, waited for cynthia they all to eat finish.
And we all headed to her house.
Went to her house nothing to do.
We all slept.

Around 4.30pm we all been woken up.
As hanhui wanted cynthia to accompany him for his interview at the stadium.
And we all went off lo.
boyf and me went to bus stop.
While waiting for bus saw hanhui walked back and went home?
Boyf then called hanhuii's handphone.
But he didnt answer.
Then after that saw cynthia they all also walked to same way as hanhuii?
We suspect something happen.
And so i went to ask peiwen what had happened ?
She told me they quarrel le.
Cynthia is crying very sadly.

Cynthia.
.
.
.
.
Haish. Sorry cynthia laogong.
I don't know how to anweii you.
But anyway.
Anything just cheerupp.
Everything will be alright after a rainbow de.
Who doesn't quarrel ?
Even me and boyf also often quarrel de.
I also cried. But everything will be over soon de.
Cheer up alright ;D


♥Boyf.
.
.
.
Boyfriend wrote this for me.
To my dearest darling, The letter that describe me most
Is letter I, and i will change your world but i'm not L.
which make who wonder O.
Since I can't be L but i wan be letter V. And next to you
Is me and you don't go E.
And the person i love is YOU.
If you form up the last word of each sentence
You will form a word called
"I LOVE YOU"
Haha. And the person is you Christine.
Muacks.
Hahas thanks boyfriend for sending me these msg.
I LOVE YOU TOO, Muacks.

Anyway, boyfriend agreed to buy me a cartoon hoodies;D
Wonder is he kidding or real de wors ?
I will wait and see hahas (:
Boyfriend boyfriend boyfiend,
I MISS YOU!








.Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ' 5:01 AM
Went school per normal.
Get back those result?
Haish, simply disappointed.
Mr lian told us 10 either will be retain or different klass.
If let me choose i would rather go to normal tech classes.
I don't wanted to go 4a4.
Confirm tio disturb and will confirm make me no mood
To go to school derhs.
Haish. What done had been done.
It's too late to have any regrets le.
Forget it. Since everything had changed.

Girlfriend;
Indeed our friendship had grow stronger.
Hope our friendship will last as what we had now.
Had fun with her.
Played as the way we do in sec 1 and 2.
This are exactly those feeling.
Do takecare of yourself ;D


♥Boyf.
Sorry for showing attitude just now.
Don't know why once i'm appearing infront of you.
Yet you don't even bother to talk to me?
I will then get very fed up.
Haish. You cannot cheer me up.
Of course i had my those sistar to cheer me up.
It's not only i showed smile to them.
I did showed alot smile to you too ;D
Everything would be fine.
Boyfriend, i love you <3






.Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ' 7:00 AM
Entry for kokpeiwenn.

This is the second post i'm posting.

Still for my sec 1 best siistar.
Yupp. Indeed our relationship had been drifted apart.
But i still miss you.
Go out with friends you are always not with me.
I was wondering why you're not beside me?
Where's the close relationship we had?
I'm sorry because of boyf. I neglect you alot.
I wished i could have time to accompany you more too.
But will that day arrived anot?
Are you willing to wait for the day to come?
I couldn't neglect you, i couldn't neglect boyf too.
Haish, im so stress if can choose i would rather say
Goodbye to this world.
It's so suffering being alive in this world.
Things are kept coming into my mind.
I kept asking myself, why am i so useless?
Friends relationship & Love relationship.
I couldn't even controlled it properly?
Girlfriend, will that possible we could
Go back to the past?

Haish Girlfriend.
If i don't bother about you.
I won't even bother to drop a single tear for you.
I do care and miss you too.
Whyie i showed you those attitude?
Because i'm jealous?
I'm asking myself.
Me and you 3 years friendship.
Why a person just going 1 year is more close to you.
I asked myself alot of question.
But I don't wished our friendship just go down the drain like that.
We had walked happiness & sadness together since sec 1.
Hope that after this quarrel.
Our friendship could grow even stronger.
Or maybe you would just rather to hack care me?
Give me a little time to changed back.
I had been hurt by friends & stead.
I need time to heal back my heart too.
If we had chance to go back to the past.
I will confirm cherish you again.
At least i knew after losing you.
What will be those feeling?
Maybe you didnt think that way.
I might giving ourself too much hope.
It's okay. I would rather let you to be happy too.
I failed to make you smile.






.Monday, October 13, 2008 ' 9:58 PM
Haish.
I can see everything had changed.
where is the secondary 1 the best siistar i have?
It's okays that you had changed.
Because i knew long inside your heart.
I had been kicked out.
We never that close anymore.
Up to you to decide anything.
Indeed i the past with you.
Since everything had changed.
I don't know how to hold you back.
And i won't hold you back too.
Go out with people and i don't even know.
I'm just copying you for what you had do to me.
You used to go out with evon they all atnite last time in mac.
I don't even know till the next day your kept saying about it.
I don't wanna be an idiot, fool.
In the past whenever i wanna go i would call you.
Is it mean that i'm too stupid or what?
Everything seem like i'm the last one to know.
Forget it, since everything had changed.
No point thinking of the past.

Went out with Evon, Pearlyn & Peiwen.
Went to IMM.
As Pearlyn wanted to repair her handphone.
And Evon wanted to check whether her handphone repaired can be taken back anot.
Went to IMM and shopped.
Pearlyn, Evon, Peiwen & Me.
Bought the same SAMUEL & KEVIN t-shirt.
Same clip & same toe ring.
But Pearlyn didn't buy toe ring too bad huh?

♥Boyf.
Other then ILOVEYOU.
I don't know what can i still say.
When i need you the most would you be there fer me?
Can you give up your games just for me?
I don't ask for much.
It's okays if cannot put your games away.
I couldn't be that selfish too.
Haish, nevermind.
我爱你 <3







. ' 6:28 AM
Woke up by baby's call.
get back to sleep again after that.
till around 10 plus he called me again.
i finally woke up.
cooked noodles and eat.
went to bathe and half waiting fer Peiwen.
She do things really damn slow arh.

By not waiting for her.
i headed to leelim's house myself.
Reached there.
Play mahjong with leelim & Yiinq Yiinq.
Play 3rd round.
Peiwen arrived.
Played another 5 more round.
I went off with Peiwen.
She went home while i went to find baby.

Helped Hanhui buy 1.5 liters ders drinks.
Headed to his house.
Baby accompany me awhile.
And he uses my handphone to played games.
Sian i nothing to do then sleep on the sofa.
Baby then asked me to lie down on sofa to sleep.
While he went to watch movie in the computer with Hanhui.
I woke up watched tv.
Around 6.40pm we went off le.
Headed to xingnan bus stop.
Had a great fun with baby over there.
So many 242 buses kept passing us.
While 99 not even a single bus.
Finally a bus arrived. Chatted with baby in bus.
Reached my bus stop i went down.

Have mine dinner at home with parents.
Watched tv together.
Daddy & siister dhen accompany to mama shop to buy things.
Had a small fun with daddy while we reached home.
Watched tv till 9.20pm.
And i'm now posting here ;D


♥Boyf.
Thanks baby fer enduring my attitude today in the phone.
Because mood isn't very good.
Sorry uhh.
I'll try not to let it happen again.
Lastly, baby thanks fer playing with me ;D
And paiseh arhs the chocolate makes your throat dry.
Drink more water kae?
Loved yous. Muacks <3.

Byebye All !









.Sunday, October 12, 2008 ' 8:08 AM
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Above photo was snapped by Cynthia laoqonq <3.
That toopiid fool ! Thouqht we are workinq at 12?

But actually we are workinq at 3pm! She forqot!
Dhen qo wake me upp ! Almarhhs ! .
Nevermind. Ie woke upp and bathe and prepare.
Headed to Yiinq Yiinq house to play mahjong.
Played berii happii nehhs ! Awhile, Cynthia, Evonn & Peiiwen reached.
Peiwen once saw me jiiu poiint both middle finqer on me ? Lauqhs ?
She said ie didnt ask her come ? Ie also dont know she know how play mahjong marhs ?
Lols. Nevermindd bahhs play play play around 1.30pm we went to take 242.
Reached Juronq point meet Meilinq. On th way to Juronq point we met Pearlyn lerhs.
All of us headed to Outram Park & chanqe MRT to Farrer Park.
Siiann. Reached there were loads of people can.
All biq qroup ders, siiann lorhhs . Dhen suddenly dont feel lyk workinq.
Sumore is really damn hot over there can. Hot till temper also nort beri qood arhs.
We slack slack slack. Seat down on the floor.
Orhhs yarhs, when lorry pass us. We would throw the flyers behind their lorry.
A person saw. Dhen he said : If im findinq people ie make sure ie wont employ youus all !
Hahas, Dhen we was like lauqhinq berii loudd .
Make a fool of ourself leis. We throw the flyers into the lorry nevermindd.
Is that we didnt even aim properly. The flyers actually all dropped onto the roadside.
Sibei paiseh =x hahas .
Around 5plus pm we keep complaininq that our stomach is hunqry.
Im reallii berii hunqry can. Ie didnt eat anythinq from morninq leis .
Haiix, we went to have our dinner at about 6pm.
Searchinq around fer places to eat. The places are full of people !
We went to a indian restaurant. Inside sell all kinds of prata and riice.
OMG. Ie ordered that prata ? 2 pieces only ? Plus one can of drinks ? $7.90.
Wahh, expensive riite ?! Siiann !
Nort evenn make full moii stomach cann . Siiann !
After all our food. We aqreed to ordered prata dosai.
Harhas wahh ! It's really berii berii biiq & lonq pieces leiis.
8 of us shared thiis huqe and lonq prata dosai.
After havinq our dinner we went to continue our work.
Around reachinq 8 we finish qivinq out those flyers .
We went to shop inside the mustaffa centre to shop.
Ie bouqht chocolate for baby, haish but too bad baby dont seem like eatinq chocolates arhs?
He called me. Ie told him ie bouqht chocolate fer him.
Dhen he say eek ! He dont eat chocolate ): haish disappointed hors !
Dhen evonn talked to him in fone say !
She buy fer youus dhen youus dont want . !@#$%^&*(O
Alot of rubbish dhen in the end he say he want lerhhs .
But ie say ie dont feel like qivinq lerhs harhas .
Ie berii xiia lann cann. Harhas .
Haish. Went to take MRT and headed home !
Siiann ! In mrt the mrt were full of people lahs !
Dhen leelim manaqe to find a seat. After awhile beside her that person also aliqht.
Ie went to seat beside leelim. Peiwen seated at her leq, Yinq yinq dhen suddenly wanna to seat.
Dhen chanqe, Peiiwen seat on Yiinq's leq. Me seat on Liim's leq.
Hmm ! Reached Boon lay ! Everyone qettinq berii tired hors !
Went to buy drinks and take the same bus with, Pearlyn, Leelim, Yinq Yinq & Zhihan.
While Peiwen leis ? Haas! Alone take 243 back home while we took 242!
Kelian =x Reached home parents asked me to have dinner !
Wee! Lucky arhhs. Just now eat also no full ders.
Haas. Chatted with baby on fone before takinq moii diinner !


♥Boyf.

Baby. The chocolates bouqht fer youus .
Hope youus like it wors .
Even if youus dont like it but youus still accepted it .
Thanks . This few days ie realli missed youus alot .
How ie wish youus were riqht infront of me now .
Ie thouqht the imaqe of youus will slowly qone in moii mind ?
To my surprise whenever ie am. Youus are always inside moii heart .
And boyf. I'll treasure youus as much as ie could .
Because youus are preciious to me. ;D
Baby. ILOVEYOU, Muacks <3.






.Saturday, October 11, 2008 ' 7:05 AM
Morninq 9plus am jiu wake up lerhhs .
Watched tv, use computer and around 2plus evonn came moii house.
She waited fer me, ie went to bathe .
She helped me choose clothes, suan biian choosinq fer herself too.
In the end, ie wore her skirt. She wear moii skirt, sleeveless shirt & puma jacket.
Went out after that we headed to Cynthiia's house.
Surprised that Hanhuii & Thiiam en also at her house.
But they are nort qoinq hors ! ;D
After awhile Leelim & Yiinq yiinq reached.
When we are qoinq out, Cynthia suddenly cried.
And she told us she's nort qoinq lerhhs.
Haishh. What happen wors?
Cynthiia no matter what, be stronq kae ((:
Smiile, ie wanna see happii ders Cynthiia . Haas.
Then we 4 headed to the liim's relatiive condo.
We chanqe into our swimminq suit, had alot of fun in the water hors !
After that we went to suanna.
Harhas, the suanna is damn hot hors. Almost couldn't breathe arhhs.
Then we went to have our swim in water aqaiin.
Then 4 of us start to qet hunqry lerhs .
We decided to have our shower and have our dinner from lim's relative.
As her dont know cousin or who 1 month old. They ordered buffet.
We had our buffet there. Then we went to relative condo and played mahjong.
Other dhen playinq, we are shoutinq even louder haas .
Heys, Lim & Evonn. Mii & Yinq yinq qot wiinn leiis ?
Youus both leiis ? Bullshyt hors ! Harhas.
We walked to Juronq Point leis ! It's a lonq distance hor !
While walkinq we are all havinq loads of funn.
Get scolded by them hors ! )): Sii yiinq yiinq still fiindinq more trouble fer me !
Haas, in the end ie pushed all the blame to Leelim !
But we cannot scold her becus she is payinq taxi fare fer us =x
Cannot bullied her! Haas.
Reached Juronq Point cab down to Poiinner mall bus stop.
And ie qet down of the cab and walked home ((:
Reached home and bloq now lorhhs .
On phone with Pearlyn as she called me and chat ;D
Hao lerhhs lahhs should end it here lerhhs .

Heys, Siistar thanks fer beinq dere fer me when ie need youus all the most.
Credit qoes to .. Jubellina, Evonn, Cynthiia, Pearlyn, Leelim, YiinqYiinq, Jastiine, Meilinq, Suiiqii & Peiiwen. Kaixin Jie, ie didnt forqet youus. Youus are always the one be there fer me too ;D Thanks alot to youurr.


♥Boyf.

How lonq can ie still called youus as moii baby?
Our distance is driftinq apart lerhs.
Seriously. If youus really need to qo. Ie wont hold youus back.
Ie would rather see youus happy dhen sufferinq with me now ?
Youus will still be the quy ie loved fer now.
We had been break and patch fer a few tyms lerhs ?
I quess is enouqh lerhs bahs.
I really cherish this relationship. I dont treat it as a qame.
Youus kept qivinq me cold shoulder ?
Sms youus, youus dont wanna reply ?
Kae, ie also had enouqh of it lerhs .
Ie had no patient to wait fer people's msq reply.
What more if youus didnt reply me ?
Ie would rather talk to the wall yarhs ? It doesn't make any different also.
Kae lahs. Ie had enouqh of the explanation lerhs.
Till now, ie still love youus deeply, couldnt bear to leave youus.
ILOVEYOU SO MUCH.











.Friday, October 10, 2008 ' 6:35 AM
F&N test today, it's simply DIFFICULT?
Lauqhs! Nevermind, hope can pass jiu hao lerhhs .
After skool went out ob skool slack outside mama shop awhile jiu went home liaos.
Didnt qet to see baby, nevermind bahs .
He's busy bahs ?
After reachinq home, bathe and ie went to meet peiiwen aqaiin .
Actually qoinq jubellina house ? After reachinq she didnt answer moii call ?
Saw her father inside, Peiiwen & mii quickly runn away lols.
Slack at the staiirs . Then Cynthiia laoqonq called me.
She told me sumthinq funny huh ?
After her exam she forqot to brinq her baq home ? She ran back to skool to qet her baq ?
Haas, wahlao. Laii that also can forqet hors ? Harhas .
Went to look fer her outsiide skool. The waited baby, Thiam enn to come out.
As we all headed to Hanhuii's house toqether.
Reached hanhuii's house outside ? Baby take a bicycle out from Hanhuii's house.
And just walked away with Thiam en. Ie dont even know where he qoiinq.
Till ie asked hanhuii.
Haishh, nebermiind im nort anqry or anythinq bahhs .
Slacked at hanhuii house. Be liqht bulb leiis ! Ie become Cynthia & Hanhuii ders liqht bulb liaos !
Awhile Meilinq came to hanhuii's house outside. Ie went to accompany her.
As Cynthia went back to Hanhuii's house to wake hiim upp.
And we headed to Cynthia's house.
Around 1 hr later, baby & Thiam en reached Cynthia house.
Im playinq with Cynthia's siister ders cute baby.
Harhas, he's simply berii cute hors ! So chubby sumore.
Suddenly felt headache and whole body qettinq hot.
Siick lerhhs ? Nevermindd, because baby is lookinq after me ?
But have qame ? Baby dont even bother about me lerhs ?
Nevermiind, siistar are there fer me too ((:
Thanks Siistar & Baby.
Hanhuii is creatinq alot of joke fer us ? Haas .
Makinq clown of himself ? My qoodness .
Baby sleepinq, hanhuii went to disturb hiim .
Aiiyos baby dhen qet berii fed upp. Harhas .
After that baby & hanhuii went home lerhs. Baby went to hanhuii's house.
And so Cynthia, Meilinq, Peiwen & I went to fetch dada from skool.
Went to buy ice cream and eat, ie didnt finish moii .
Went back Cynthia home to watch 5.30pm ders ders channel 8 show.
Till 5.50pm Leelim & Yiinq Yiinq suddenly came.
Play play play, aroundd 6.30pm we all headed to the temple basketball court.
Harhas we are all havinq funn over there.
Reached Cynthia house baby called me.
And we watched 7pm show to 8pm and we all went home lerhhs .

♥Boyf.

Ie quess after yesterday incident, everyday had chanqed bahs ?
Ie can sense yourr loved fer me had chanqed ?
Baby, If it's tym fer me to let youus qo ie wont hold youus back.
If youus are feelinq terrible to have a stead lyk me ?
Let mii know, i'll let youus choose yourr own life aqaiin.
Althouqh ie dont bearr to let youus qo ? But ie would rather want youus happy.
Ie can choose to be upset foreva, ie just wanna see youus smiile.
Now all ie can say is , ii still loved youus alot.
Nevermind if youus hurt me aqaiin. I just wanna see yourr smile.
Haishh.

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