.Sunday, August 28, 2011 ' 8:15 PM
Wonder what's hard for saying that 3 letters.
it shows that the love no longer there dude.
seriously, i don't understand what's happening.
giving me hope, & giving me hopeless again. You're the one creating all these.
but why? should i really stop all this, just a 'i love you' you can't even type it out to me.
the worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or give up.
this shall be a short post, just fucking disappointed in you.
i've nothing more to describe you.
Anyway i'm so in love with Jung Yonghwa! (:
handsome & cute boy.
sometimes, letting go provides
you with an opportunity to gain something better.
giving me hope, & giving me hopeless again. You're the one creating all these.
but why? should i really stop all this, just a 'i love you' you can't even type it out to me.
the worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or give up.
this shall be a short post, just fucking disappointed in you.
i've nothing more to describe you.
Anyway i'm so in love with Jung Yonghwa! (:
handsome & cute boy.
sometimes, letting go provides
you with an opportunity to gain something better.
.Friday, August 19, 2011 ' 12:17 PM
Well, this is my dream car (:
I'm finally back to blog, anyway just to blog for myself to look back next time.as i know there's no more readers coming to my blog to read.
my life didn't go well, everything i do didn't went smoothly.
first, is about my studies. I really gave up, sorry parents. I'm really not up to it.
secondly, my work. I've also half way given up. Everyday boss is insulting me of my ability.
well, i know this is the society. I just cannot take it, i'll try to tahan till end of year.
yeah maybe i'm that useless, useless in everything. Therefore boss given up on me.
quarreled with him like always, but i always felt guilty after that.
but never will i apologies to him, to me over is over, enough is enough.
Thirdly, my dearest babyboy. Start giving me problems again and again.
well. I always said i given up on you, do you know why i didn't?
because i believe people will change, and i believe in you.
i don't like you to hangout with one of your friend, you're trying to go rebel with him too.
after going there, i don't know if i got chances to pull you back again a not.
don't tell me just go there and drink, you'll never know what will happen
especially with your hongster, flirter friend. I didn't worry for nothing, bear that in mind.
relationship do not get easier, ever day is a struggle.
every day is a battle, it doesn't get easier with time.
in fact, it gets harder. The secret is finding someone who's willing to be weak & strong
@ the same time. The secret is finding someone who's willing to work with you &
who will push you, challenge you, make it harder for you to leave.
the beauty is in the struggle.
my attitude changes in 5 seconds flat,
from sweetheart to a bitch,
so don't test that.
