.Thursday, February 24, 2011 ' 2:25 PM
I may have been the one to end us,
but i still love You.
I've tender up my resignation letter, finally i feel so relieved.
but still I'm searching for other jobs now. Or else, who gonna pay my tuition fees.
like finally leaving that company, i feel more happier than everyday thinking so much.
i need a break in between to rest too. Quite tired for all this while.
needed more sleep, headache have been everyday almost acting up.
jiayou Christine, You are the one only can help yourself to walk pass all this.
Psychological Facts:
when a person cries and the first drop of tears comes from the right eye,
it's from happiness. But when the first roll is from the left, it is pain.
this psychological facts is up to your to believe.
but i was thinking, whoever people cried. Who bothers and care which side roll tears down first.
haha, but perhaps from now onwards can try to test it out (:
life for me was hard to walk, I've finally know what's life.
and what a reality world, and people we'll met. It's cruel & painful.
gonna move on, those who kept on changing boyf, girlf like clothes.
please stop all this, it's like kinda your still don't know what's love.
think twice for the future, it's not a game or what.
Just because You can't find a guy who treats You right,
doesn't mean You should be with someone who doesn't
.Tuesday, February 15, 2011 ' 5:25 PM
It's better to laugh about everything,
than cry about nothing.
I'm back for blogging! (:
yesterday was Valentine's Day, i was happy that last year i wasn't with him, but this year was.
but things doesn't turned out good at all, everything just cocks up.
we quarreled for like no bloody reason, for just little things.
i tend to angry with him for every action or little things he did that i hate it.
but i was still happy that I'm able to celebrate with him this year, next year perhaps no more.
he brought flower for me day before Valentine's Day, i was happy & touched okay.
it was quite surprising, for a un-romantic man like him. HAHA!
on the way home, i was just angry with him again & at the moment i did wanted to let go of him.
i find it hard & of course i wouldn't bear, i don't know i can tolerate the nonsense how long,
soon, it will be bidding goodbye! Hope, it's the day that i really given up on him.
some say that you don't know what you have until you lose it.
but what if you knew what you had and you and you lost it anyway?
it's okay to fall in love and let them know how you feel,
but be sure you are in the position and time to do so.
perhaps one day i may regret the way we ended up,
but i will never regret what we had.
memories is hard to erase, unless they are heartless.
i' have been fighting for too long,
and now i don't know what am i fighting for.
