.Wednesday, June 30, 2010 ' 7:25 PM
Flooded with tears ;
Thanks my colleagues for the Pizza treat :] i love them, and i really do.
left the company with tears. Hugged some of them, i dont bear to leave ):
thanks them for the care and fun they once gave, i will sure visit them soon.
i missed so many people. Without their voice, it seems Like so much different.
guys there, i want your to take good care dont stress up for work.
relax and let it be in its way. So all my dearest friend, see Your soon.
this few days things isnt going on the right track, so i was like erm letting go everything.
actually i do mind a lot of things and i just told You its okay or nevermind.
You dont even bother how i feel and how sad am i, You simply dont.
walk out is the best way, hackcare is the best solution to hide from everything.
goodbye to those whom are leaving or to those who i leaving.
i wanna go to national museum, it seems to be veh nice. Who is willing to go with me?
might be emo
but isnt as emo as what You think ;
left the company with tears. Hugged some of them, i dont bear to leave ):
thanks them for the care and fun they once gave, i will sure visit them soon.
i missed so many people. Without their voice, it seems Like so much different.
guys there, i want your to take good care dont stress up for work.
relax and let it be in its way. So all my dearest friend, see Your soon.
this few days things isnt going on the right track, so i was like erm letting go everything.
actually i do mind a lot of things and i just told You its okay or nevermind.
You dont even bother how i feel and how sad am i, You simply dont.
walk out is the best way, hackcare is the best solution to hide from everything.
goodbye to those whom are leaving or to those who i leaving.
i wanna go to national museum, it seems to be veh nice. Who is willing to go with me?
might be emo
but isnt as emo as what You think ;
.Monday, June 28, 2010 ' 9:11 PM
If it's time to say goodbye just let it go.
This is the computer im using in office :] After afking for like 10 min.
the computer will appear this photo, watch dog! So damn cute.
and the lolipop up there is Hui Zhen bought for me de (:
thanks to her, and that bad Hway Hou promise to buy for me end up he lied!
but nevermind. I taste it already, thanks to Hui Zhen!
work was like veh boring the whole computer system was down for like from 1 to 5pm.
was walking around freedomly and and my crazy manager asked me to wear mask.
just because i have flu -.- she's like sibei kiasu. Alright, but it's okay because i hate her.
having fucking bad headache now. Im going off now to rest, takecare readers.
bad point there's a lot.
good point there's only a few.
.Friday, June 25, 2010 ' 8:03 PM
If Love was true, there should be hurt.
i love this hamster, i feel like buying it right now but provider if mum allow.
which i know is impossible for mum to agree with it ): sigh.
im gonna cook this hamster into curry chicken :] im joking, lol. I won't bear.
alright i hate today's rain -.- i swear. my place there was like flooed.
when i walked the water was sure above my ankle, my shoes was totally wet -'-
yeah thanks to the rain, my long pants, clothes, jacket, bag was all wet.
more cruel stuff, i was forced to stay in a air con room straight after i was drenched.
oh my hell god, i cannot imagine there are so many cruel people.
i thought my beloved will be texting with me, after his work he was left missing in action again.
yeah thanks to everyone, i dont wanna blog for today already. I hate today alots x thousand.
dearest beloved, i bitchy missing You alot. Really alot.
where are You currently, missing in action? Or busy doing what thing?
i feel like seeing You right now, feel like holding your hand right now.
feel like lying on your shoulder, feel like looking at your moley face.
but where are You? dearest, You ruined my mood. You really did.
super girl, stupid life.
random girl, random post.
which i know is impossible for mum to agree with it ): sigh.
im gonna cook this hamster into curry chicken :] im joking, lol. I won't bear.
alright i hate today's rain -.- i swear. my place there was like flooed.
when i walked the water was sure above my ankle, my shoes was totally wet -'-
yeah thanks to the rain, my long pants, clothes, jacket, bag was all wet.
more cruel stuff, i was forced to stay in a air con room straight after i was drenched.
oh my hell god, i cannot imagine there are so many cruel people.
i thought my beloved will be texting with me, after his work he was left missing in action again.
yeah thanks to everyone, i dont wanna blog for today already. I hate today alots x thousand.
dearest beloved, i bitchy missing You alot. Really alot.
where are You currently, missing in action? Or busy doing what thing?
i feel like seeing You right now, feel like holding your hand right now.
feel like lying on your shoulder, feel like looking at your moley face.
but where are You? dearest, You ruined my mood. You really did.
super girl, stupid life.
random girl, random post.
.Thursday, June 24, 2010 ' 7:14 PM
There's no good story without romance ;
work was like fucking bored, i swear.
time is passing so slow. It took years to reach 5pm -'-
when is the day to bid goodbye.
when the world is ending.
time is passing so slow. It took years to reach 5pm -'-
when is the day to bid goodbye.
when the world is ending.
.Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ' 3:41 PM
Love can make You do things
that You never thought possible ;
Happy 17th Birthday to Leelim dar :]
&
Happy 17th Birthday to Jubellina slut :]
currently mood was rather shag i just dont know why, or maybe i too miss someone le.
yesterday somehow we managed to clear something but i do hope what we said
about each other would change soon. In Christine's heart You are still as important.
just wanna love You as much as Long as i can, life is precious. Time is precious.
i dont wanna waste all this year while being with You, i want to hold your hand tight
and continue walking our path till our hair become really white.
by that time if we can still holding onto each other, then my life is really veh worth walking.
please dont let history happen again, down deep inside there's a scar that wasn't heal yet.
gonna random send You a text soon depends when bah :]
if You ask me next generations what i want You to be, i rather choose You as my husband.
not only a lover. Lover it means only together, is that what You only want in your heart?
if that so, i wont change the facts. Just wanna let You know, why will i Jealous or whatever.
You should know it too, because i really care. Hope, it does let You change.
was terribly sick now, needs bed to accompany me. Got to go peeps.
we can never really love anybody
with whom we never laugh.
yesterday somehow we managed to clear something but i do hope what we said
about each other would change soon. In Christine's heart You are still as important.
just wanna love You as much as Long as i can, life is precious. Time is precious.
i dont wanna waste all this year while being with You, i want to hold your hand tight
and continue walking our path till our hair become really white.
by that time if we can still holding onto each other, then my life is really veh worth walking.
please dont let history happen again, down deep inside there's a scar that wasn't heal yet.
gonna random send You a text soon depends when bah :]
if You ask me next generations what i want You to be, i rather choose You as my husband.
not only a lover. Lover it means only together, is that what You only want in your heart?
if that so, i wont change the facts. Just wanna let You know, why will i Jealous or whatever.
You should know it too, because i really care. Hope, it does let You change.
was terribly sick now, needs bed to accompany me. Got to go peeps.
we can never really love anybody
with whom we never laugh.
.Tuesday, June 22, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.
Happy 17th birthday to my dearest :]
meet boyfriend and dar, trained down to City Hall and meet baby there.
a lot stupid things happened. Like in a chaos, baby went to bring hanhui over to meet us.
things back to normal, had our dinner at marina square. Steamboat.
but the steamboat i swear its so terrible :] although steamboat isnt nice.
but everyone crap with each other, i laughed until im veh full. Lol.
and my face confirm 100% red. After that, cut cake outside.
hanhui so bad throw cream at baby and dar. Celebrating dar's advance birthday too.
8plus trained back to Jurong Point, and caught movie ' Karate Kids'
2nd time watching. I still laughed eh, it's so nice! and i love it.
leave Jurong Point like 12plus, baby's father drove all of us home (:
the way you behave,
it still hurts me. I swear ;
a lot stupid things happened. Like in a chaos, baby went to bring hanhui over to meet us.
things back to normal, had our dinner at marina square. Steamboat.
but the steamboat i swear its so terrible :] although steamboat isnt nice.
but everyone crap with each other, i laughed until im veh full. Lol.
and my face confirm 100% red. After that, cut cake outside.
hanhui so bad throw cream at baby and dar. Celebrating dar's advance birthday too.
8plus trained back to Jurong Point, and caught movie ' Karate Kids'
2nd time watching. I still laughed eh, it's so nice! and i love it.
leave Jurong Point like 12plus, baby's father drove all of us home (:
the way you behave,
it still hurts me. I swear ;
.Monday, June 21, 2010 ' 7:30 PM
What's the point of making yourself sad?
thanks hui ping for making me laughed like mad woman today :]
only by going to work and hanging out with girlfriends can cheer my day up.
im getting closer with everyone when each day passed but what's the point?
im leaving the company next wednesday already, the moment i think of it.
i feel like staying in the office for like 24 hour to take a good look at them.
leaving the company it seems like i have lost hundreds of friend over there.
just hope that after i left, all of us will still like contact but i know we won't.
just wanna wish them goodluck in whatever they do and takecare of themself.
next wednesday im gonna write out whom i miss and i really care for.
after tomorrow, everything is gonna end end end ~
those promise, those love, those everything is like dream
somehow im like living in my fairytales for few years already.
story keep repeating repeating and repeating yet lesson was not learnt.
having handphone anot it doesnt matter already, it really doesnt ;
so yeah i still heart You alot, but i should like stop it already.
even though i cherish,
it's still meaningless.
only by going to work and hanging out with girlfriends can cheer my day up.
im getting closer with everyone when each day passed but what's the point?
im leaving the company next wednesday already, the moment i think of it.
i feel like staying in the office for like 24 hour to take a good look at them.
leaving the company it seems like i have lost hundreds of friend over there.
just hope that after i left, all of us will still like contact but i know we won't.
just wanna wish them goodluck in whatever they do and takecare of themself.
next wednesday im gonna write out whom i miss and i really care for.
after tomorrow, everything is gonna end end end ~
those promise, those love, those everything is like dream
somehow im like living in my fairytales for few years already.
story keep repeating repeating and repeating yet lesson was not learnt.
having handphone anot it doesnt matter already, it really doesnt ;
so yeah i still heart You alot, but i should like stop it already.
even though i cherish,
it's still meaningless.
.Sunday, June 20, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
Love is a waste of time.
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im pretty alive for time being :] soon, i dontknow if i would still stay alive.
but god tells me i will and i have a veh long life and long path to walk on.
i love hanging out with girlfriend, they fool me i trick them.
it's like a never ending laughter. They really made my day, thumbs up for them!
if im still alive, im never gonna see You alive standing infront of me.
and i will never, wanna play this game again as a history. Im okay with this game.
let's play it all over again. I'll sure make You lost your breath.
the day is getting nearer, who is gonna win and lose? Let's see.
alright, readers i shall stop crapping. My post might be short, but is still interesting :X Lol.
one heartbreak is like a thousand lessons.
loving again is being stupid and dumb.
it's time to move on by not looking back to the past,
the time will heal the wound like how You heal it and returned thrice to me.
does feeling still matter everything?
it doesnt ;
but god tells me i will and i have a veh long life and long path to walk on.
i love hanging out with girlfriend, they fool me i trick them.
it's like a never ending laughter. They really made my day, thumbs up for them!
if im still alive, im never gonna see You alive standing infront of me.
and i will never, wanna play this game again as a history. Im okay with this game.
let's play it all over again. I'll sure make You lost your breath.
the day is getting nearer, who is gonna win and lose? Let's see.
alright, readers i shall stop crapping. My post might be short, but is still interesting :X Lol.
one heartbreak is like a thousand lessons.
loving again is being stupid and dumb.
it's time to move on by not looking back to the past,
the time will heal the wound like how You heal it and returned thrice to me.
does feeling still matter everything?
it doesnt ;
.Saturday, June 19, 2010 ' 10:44 PM
The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love.
worked half day for today, veh veh veh boring i swear!
till i went up to my oringinal job admin and that really bright my day :]
evening >> Tang Restaurant for dinner & Orchard after that for shopping.
visited dar and boyfriend while they are working, they are slacking! Bad girls.
home @ 9.40pm, gonna sleep soon uh. My eyes is going to close anytime!
short post for today because i have nothing more to edit :X
got to go have to work for tomorrow morning also! Buhbye readers.
the life and love we create
is the life and love we live.
till i went up to my oringinal job admin and that really bright my day :]
evening >> Tang Restaurant for dinner & Orchard after that for shopping.
visited dar and boyfriend while they are working, they are slacking! Bad girls.
home @ 9.40pm, gonna sleep soon uh. My eyes is going to close anytime!
short post for today because i have nothing more to edit :X
got to go have to work for tomorrow morning also! Buhbye readers.
the life and love we create
is the life and love we live.
.Thursday, June 17, 2010 ' 7:54 PM
Love one another and You will be happy,
it's as simple and as difficult as that.
i love my work place.
i love the people there.
i love them and they will stay in my heart till ever :]
i love the people there.
i love them and they will stay in my heart till ever :]
the story never stop repeating,
im numb and veh tired about it.
im numb and veh tired about it.
.Wednesday, June 16, 2010 ' 8:00 AM
Accept the things which fate binds You,
and love the people with whom fate brings You together
but do so with all your heart.
and love the people with whom fate brings You together
but do so with all your heart.
Christine™ can no longer tolerate those people whom are so gey gao.
even $0.10 also want kaobei, like very beggar Lahs.
and Singapore should be a veh clean place, but guess what.
i was in the bus just now and whereby a uncle sneezed so loudly -.-
and wipe his nose liquid onto his pants, repeated again and again.
i simply got veh annoying, kept turn my head and looked at him. Fucking irritated.
wow i feel like hugging a lot of people now :] esp all of my friends.
gonna meet up with them and hug them tightly, to those who really cherish people around You
have to hug them tightly, in case one day they just die suddenly.
Christine™ have turned matured, she believe things will be over after weeks.
wanna leave a happy life from today onwards, those who not worth me to love
i will ignore and continue my life. Gonna change new environment again
hope like im able to adapt it and continue living without regrets.
this isn't a emo post :] it's like wanna tell myself that i have matured.
the longer i live, the more i realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me
is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the remarkable
thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
we cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
we cannot change anything but the only thing we can change is our own attitude.
i am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how i react to it.
dream as if You will live forever
live as if You will die today.
even $0.10 also want kaobei, like very beggar Lahs.
and Singapore should be a veh clean place, but guess what.
i was in the bus just now and whereby a uncle sneezed so loudly -.-
and wipe his nose liquid onto his pants, repeated again and again.
i simply got veh annoying, kept turn my head and looked at him. Fucking irritated.
wow i feel like hugging a lot of people now :] esp all of my friends.
gonna meet up with them and hug them tightly, to those who really cherish people around You
have to hug them tightly, in case one day they just die suddenly.
Christine™ have turned matured, she believe things will be over after weeks.
wanna leave a happy life from today onwards, those who not worth me to love
i will ignore and continue my life. Gonna change new environment again
hope like im able to adapt it and continue living without regrets.
this isn't a emo post :] it's like wanna tell myself that i have matured.
the longer i live, the more i realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me
is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the remarkable
thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
we cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
we cannot change anything but the only thing we can change is our own attitude.
i am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how i react to it.
dream as if You will live forever
live as if You will die today.
.Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ' 9:52 PM
Love just doesn't sit there,
like a stone
it has to be made like bread
remade all the time, made new.
the photo was like so ugly, thanks to Cynthia uh. Took such a ugly photos of me ):
i loved the cake veh much, but boyfriend smashed all on my face. Bad girl .
work was like getting bored bored bored, but the people there all are getting better.
Kaichin hugged me today, i dont feel like leaving the company. Can i choose to stay?
is it still possible? I hope i can change and stay in that company.
im not getting shy of talking to strangers already, i find it making friends is like so good.
i heart them a lot, really. If time could reverts, i swear i will stay at this company.
time passes veh fast. Another 1 week plus im leaving already, hope time stop there.
i wonder if my planning should continue, seriously i dont like dogs -.-
i dontknow where's your heart uh, even though i do so much can You fucking feel it?
You never! But nevermind, be yourself then. Because the only hope on You is disappearing soon.
hmph, gonna earn many many money. A lot people's birthday coming up, my money fly
to dontknow where soon ): I still owe singtel money.Lol, cut my lines bahs.
want a phone also dontknow for what, everyday listen to song only. Lol.
come on, i miss all my colleagues. What should i do? Im so headache ;
love is missing someone whenever You are apart
but somehow feeling warm inside because You're close in heart.
i loved the cake veh much, but boyfriend smashed all on my face. Bad girl .
work was like getting bored bored bored, but the people there all are getting better.
Kaichin hugged me today, i dont feel like leaving the company. Can i choose to stay?
is it still possible? I hope i can change and stay in that company.
im not getting shy of talking to strangers already, i find it making friends is like so good.
i heart them a lot, really. If time could reverts, i swear i will stay at this company.
time passes veh fast. Another 1 week plus im leaving already, hope time stop there.
i wonder if my planning should continue, seriously i dont like dogs -.-
i dontknow where's your heart uh, even though i do so much can You fucking feel it?
You never! But nevermind, be yourself then. Because the only hope on You is disappearing soon.
hmph, gonna earn many many money. A lot people's birthday coming up, my money fly
to dontknow where soon ): I still owe singtel money.Lol, cut my lines bahs.
want a phone also dontknow for what, everyday listen to song only. Lol.
come on, i miss all my colleagues. What should i do? Im so headache ;
love is missing someone whenever You are apart
but somehow feeling warm inside because You're close in heart.
.Monday, June 14, 2010 ' 9:22 PM
Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.
which place would You choose if it's your birthday ;
1. New York
2. Swensens
3. Jack's Place
3. Japanese Restaurant
4. Indonesia Restaurant
5. Thai Restaurant
to those who happen to passby my blog, can your leave a tag down to let
me know if You are the one having birthday which place will your choose
for having dinner at? Guys out there help me :]
my work is getting even boring when each day passed.
have nothing to do again, but nevermind im leaving the place soon already.
and im getting veh bored too cannot find anyone to accompany me.
gonna find someone to standby me 24 hour :X but confirm hard to find uh.
work come first than anything else :] hopefully the next Job will be better.
oh yeah i kept yawning while im working today, few hundred times.
gonna believe me, i never got so tired before ; What the hell only.
my head grow a painful bun thanks to someone uh, got free bun. Lol.
im going off to somewhere soon and will be back when its time.
few more weeks im gone :] but if reader miss me, must wait me to be back.
love built on beauty,
soon as beauty, dies.
1. New York
2. Swensens
3. Jack's Place
3. Japanese Restaurant
4. Indonesia Restaurant
5. Thai Restaurant
to those who happen to passby my blog, can your leave a tag down to let
me know if You are the one having birthday which place will your choose
for having dinner at? Guys out there help me :]
my work is getting even boring when each day passed.
have nothing to do again, but nevermind im leaving the place soon already.
and im getting veh bored too cannot find anyone to accompany me.
gonna find someone to standby me 24 hour :X but confirm hard to find uh.
work come first than anything else :] hopefully the next Job will be better.
oh yeah i kept yawning while im working today, few hundred times.
gonna believe me, i never got so tired before ; What the hell only.
my head grow a painful bun thanks to someone uh, got free bun. Lol.
im going off to somewhere soon and will be back when its time.
few more weeks im gone :] but if reader miss me, must wait me to be back.
love built on beauty,
soon as beauty, dies.
.Friday, June 11, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Happy 17th birthday to myself :]
meet baby at Jurong Point, wanted to catch Karate Kids but was full already.
end up watched Shrek Forever After 3D instead, not bad :] veh funny.
love the fat fat cat inside, baby bought me a small durian cupcake.
after movie, baby came to my house waited for parents to prepare and headed
Taman Jurong for our dinner, baby looked so shy uh while eating keep eating white rice Lol.
home at 9.40pm, and friends surprised me. Sang birthday song so loud!
my parents also heard it when they are at home. Thanks them veh much (:
i love all my girlfriend, and thanks Lahs smash cake on my face ): so oily.
but still enjoyed with them, slacked and home @ forgotten what time Lahs.
used computer awhile and went to bed already.
thanks to those who text and wished me in facebook :] Your people are loved.
i have start planning what to do for your big day, hope it does touches You.
and it might be the last year already :] so, hmph hope You appreciate it bah.
gonna work hard and earn more money, father birthday coming soon also le.
gonna broke no matter how much i earned in this few months.
Christine gonna buck up no more slacking and resting at home! Gambateh.
letting go will be better for both of us,
since the love is no longer there.
Happy 17th birthday to myself :]
meet baby at Jurong Point, wanted to catch Karate Kids but was full already.
end up watched Shrek Forever After 3D instead, not bad :] veh funny.
love the fat fat cat inside, baby bought me a small durian cupcake.
after movie, baby came to my house waited for parents to prepare and headed
Taman Jurong for our dinner, baby looked so shy uh while eating keep eating white rice Lol.
home at 9.40pm, and friends surprised me. Sang birthday song so loud!
my parents also heard it when they are at home. Thanks them veh much (:
i love all my girlfriend, and thanks Lahs smash cake on my face ): so oily.
but still enjoyed with them, slacked and home @ forgotten what time Lahs.
used computer awhile and went to bed already.
thanks to those who text and wished me in facebook :] Your people are loved.
i have start planning what to do for your big day, hope it does touches You.
and it might be the last year already :] so, hmph hope You appreciate it bah.
gonna work hard and earn more money, father birthday coming soon also le.
gonna broke no matter how much i earned in this few months.
Christine gonna buck up no more slacking and resting at home! Gambateh.
letting go will be better for both of us,
since the love is no longer there.
.Wednesday, June 9, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
Love is a choice You make from moment to moment ;
went for work with red eyes and my manager wanna me to go home, i kpkb.
then manager allow me to stay till 12pm then home, had a hard time waiting for bus -.-
so many cars passes by dontknow what they are horning, boyfriend called me to ask to find a
accompany down to Orchard for free movie, wanted to find baby and his totally missing.
and managed to find Zhihan in the end. Meet her at Jurong Point, and trained down.
called baby's house kpkb and his coming down to meet us too. Meet Boyfriend, dar and baby
at Orchard, the movie ' The Loser ' is quite funny in some way and i couldnt understand
what are they talking about -.- and dar just laughing non-stop for what they said.
i was full of question mark inside my empty mind, lol. Bitch her :X
after movie, immediately trained down to Queensway at about 9pm plus.
dar had her tongue pierced, hahaa she's like a mute. And now she's finally not odd one out le.
baby went home, we went down to Jurong Point's mac. Bestie treats for fries, not bad that
dar still can take fries, claps for her :] home after that, had dinner at 12am -.- Lol.
it sounds supper rather suit huh, okay and im going off now. Goodnight readers!
how can i forget You when your always on my mind? How can i not want You
when your all i want inside? How can i let You go when i can't see us apart?
how can i not love You when You control my heart? Often times we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn't mean that we've
stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye
is a painful way to say i love You. One day You will love me, the way i loved You.
one day You will think of me the way i thought of You, one day You will cry for me,
the way i cried for You. One day You will want me, but i won't want You.
sometimes we tend to be despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is,
it's not our loss, it's theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
You taught me how to love, You thought me how to laugh, You taught me how to cry.
but when You left, You forgot to teach me how to live without You and how to forget You.
someday i may regret the way we ended, but i will never regret what we had.
why am i so afraid to lose You when You're not even mine.
why am i feel so weird when You get close to any girl?
You made me feel so jealous everytime.
then manager allow me to stay till 12pm then home, had a hard time waiting for bus -.-
so many cars passes by dontknow what they are horning, boyfriend called me to ask to find a
accompany down to Orchard for free movie, wanted to find baby and his totally missing.
and managed to find Zhihan in the end. Meet her at Jurong Point, and trained down.
called baby's house kpkb and his coming down to meet us too. Meet Boyfriend, dar and baby
at Orchard, the movie ' The Loser ' is quite funny in some way and i couldnt understand
what are they talking about -.- and dar just laughing non-stop for what they said.
i was full of question mark inside my empty mind, lol. Bitch her :X
after movie, immediately trained down to Queensway at about 9pm plus.
dar had her tongue pierced, hahaa she's like a mute. And now she's finally not odd one out le.
baby went home, we went down to Jurong Point's mac. Bestie treats for fries, not bad that
dar still can take fries, claps for her :] home after that, had dinner at 12am -.- Lol.
it sounds supper rather suit huh, okay and im going off now. Goodnight readers!
how can i forget You when your always on my mind? How can i not want You
when your all i want inside? How can i let You go when i can't see us apart?
how can i not love You when You control my heart? Often times we say goodbye
to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn't mean that we've
stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye
is a painful way to say i love You. One day You will love me, the way i loved You.
one day You will think of me the way i thought of You, one day You will cry for me,
the way i cried for You. One day You will want me, but i won't want You.
sometimes we tend to be despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is,
it's not our loss, it's theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
You taught me how to love, You thought me how to laugh, You taught me how to cry.
but when You left, You forgot to teach me how to live without You and how to forget You.
someday i may regret the way we ended, but i will never regret what we had.
why am i so afraid to lose You when You're not even mine.
why am i feel so weird when You get close to any girl?
You made me feel so jealous everytime.
.Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
It is better to be hated for who You are than
to be loved for what You are not ;
to be loved for what You are not ;
Happy 3rd month anniversary to baby and I :]
baby texted me exactly 12am wishing me 3rd month anniversary (:
so sweet of him and i was sleeping at that time, im gonna type out what he messaged me.
he said ; ' Happy 3rd month anniversary baby :) we have gone through so long.
hope we can last this time. And sorry that i could not give You a good birthday celebration
because your baby dont have much money ): but i promise i will give You a super super good
one next year. Lastly, happy 3rd month :) love You alot, muacks. And i never forget wor ^^
sleep early, love. '
I'm veh happy to receive this message from baby, it surprised me that he still remembered.
yeah hopefully this time we would last if not it's really gone case le.
in the evening he came to my house to find me :] it had been half years that he last
came to my house, should be last year's christmas day.
watched brune lee movie with baby in my room, the show was like hmph fighting all the time.
was kinda bored i suppose :X baby left at 11pm, and i immediately slept after that.
i was like so super tired, and no more contact ever he left :] Lol.
alright, but nevermind. He should have his own things to do too bah.
he cherish his friends a lot a lot, that's why. Haiya, i understand everything anyway.
alright got to go already, hope it would have another next month.
what was the point having unending life if that life was without love?
love makes the time pass, time make the love pass.
.Monday, June 7, 2010 ' 10:04 PM
If there's no suffering, there wouldn't be human in this world.
each day passes, my life is getting even more and more boring.
work to me was a terrible one, im veh sick of it. The people there oh my god.
is getting even more unfriendly already, was like hardly open my mouth when im working.
i'm going to stop working at this company by end of this month but i dontknow how to tell
them that im leaving, i dont have the courage to tell them. Sigh, lifes seriously sucks.
getting fatter already. Damn Lahs, wonder how to stop my mouth from eating :X
i miss my beloved, all are busy le. No more time for me at all, haish. Loneliness super shag.
short post for today, im seriously not in the mood at all. Goodnight readers.
when im in danger,
will You appear infront of me?
i just wonder.
work to me was a terrible one, im veh sick of it. The people there oh my god.
is getting even more unfriendly already, was like hardly open my mouth when im working.
i'm going to stop working at this company by end of this month but i dontknow how to tell
them that im leaving, i dont have the courage to tell them. Sigh, lifes seriously sucks.
getting fatter already. Damn Lahs, wonder how to stop my mouth from eating :X
i miss my beloved, all are busy le. No more time for me at all, haish. Loneliness super shag.
short post for today, im seriously not in the mood at all. Goodnight readers.
when im in danger,
will You appear infront of me?
i just wonder.
.Sunday, June 6, 2010 ' 4:51 PM
If there's a way, there's a path, there will be a will.
was rottening at home, was suppose to go out with baby but i think he's still sleeping.
thought im able to meet him today. Dontknow when gonna get the chance to meet again.
was waiting for the phone call since 1pm till now 4.40pm already, not a single call.
think he must be veh tired, let him sleep bah. I cannot be so unreasonable also i suppose.
sigh sigh, im seriously rottening a lots. Rot until keep on wanting to eat eat eat.
im getting fatter i know, but only food accompany me ): where's my baby and friends?
they are missing missing missing, shag. Haish .___.
Gemini Horoscope ;
In a positive state of mind today, filled with optimism and a hopeful lookout.
your inspirational attitude is likely to draw admiration from others and increase
your chances for social contacts, business advancement, or a new romance.
take advantages of all opportunities and channel them into constructive possibilities.
Relationships are especially affectionate and friendly at this time,
and You may benefit socially or materially through an opportunity offered to You
by a friend, this is a good time for parties, social gatherings, and other
pleasant activities. You way just meet someone that makes all this socializing
more than just a good time.
if You have the heart,
this wouldnt be the outcome.
.Saturday, June 5, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
I'm trying to overcome it and face it bravely ;
today went Jurong Point >> Redhill >> Bugis >> Orchard >> Holland >> Taman Jurong.
thanks parents for buying me a shorts and a clothes that i long wanted :]
it had been a veh long time that i hang out with my family for shopping already.
i realised that my parents was like extremely cute eh, love disturbing them.
made them laughed, and mummy was like laughing until no more energy to walk ):
went to Orchard just to get my hula hoops. Parens really dotes me Lahs, muacks them!
treated them for dinner, as long as they enjoyed it. Hehee, Sheng Shiong for awhile
and home after that. Playing with my hula hoops awhile and playing with my computer.
later im gonna play with it awhile before going to bed, gonna work tomorrow morning. Yawn!
oh yeah, i hate man with no gentlemans. Saw a men today, his waiting for dontknow his
girlfriend or his wife to buy dinner for him and he simply just sit and wait for the food to
reach infront of him -.- i kept looking at him, what kind of gentleman is that. Damn him.
seriously he throw man's face Lahs. Even daddy was like asking also.
maybe he fat until cannot move Lahs, but expect a woman to buy for him -.-
even chili also need wife or girlfriend help him take, nabei if i have a boyfriend like him.
i would have left long ago, no gentleman but a gigglo to me. What the hell.
nevermind just dont waste my time angry for this little stuff, make myself more angry only.
the photo on top is an ipad :] it looked so style and cool right.
im gonna save money and buy that, Yesterday saw someone using it in mrt.
like veh cool sia, watching show using that kinda big screen.
kept looking at him, oh my god i must be veh Jealous Lahs.
i rather buy this ipad than itouch, i think it cost around $600 plus i suppose.
wow, was waiting to earn more money and to buy this. Hopefully im able to.
oh yeah manager today gave me a pen as a reward -.- it's like kinda zz.
im not a person who collect pen Lahs, and the pen was like er not buy one.
is like she dontwant to use de, zz. Im not a rubbish collector after all. Lol!
alright, i got to go already. Waiting for hair to be dry and off to bed.
goodnight readers ~ Please tag before leaving my blog, or i will shoo you off! :x
if it's time just leave.
dont bother to say goodbye.
it's meaningless afterall.
thanks parents for buying me a shorts and a clothes that i long wanted :]
it had been a veh long time that i hang out with my family for shopping already.
i realised that my parents was like extremely cute eh, love disturbing them.
made them laughed, and mummy was like laughing until no more energy to walk ):
went to Orchard just to get my hula hoops. Parens really dotes me Lahs, muacks them!
treated them for dinner, as long as they enjoyed it. Hehee, Sheng Shiong for awhile
and home after that. Playing with my hula hoops awhile and playing with my computer.
later im gonna play with it awhile before going to bed, gonna work tomorrow morning. Yawn!
oh yeah, i hate man with no gentlemans. Saw a men today, his waiting for dontknow his
girlfriend or his wife to buy dinner for him and he simply just sit and wait for the food to
reach infront of him -.- i kept looking at him, what kind of gentleman is that. Damn him.
seriously he throw man's face Lahs. Even daddy was like asking also.
maybe he fat until cannot move Lahs, but expect a woman to buy for him -.-
even chili also need wife or girlfriend help him take, nabei if i have a boyfriend like him.
i would have left long ago, no gentleman but a gigglo to me. What the hell.
nevermind just dont waste my time angry for this little stuff, make myself more angry only.
the photo on top is an ipad :] it looked so style and cool right.
im gonna save money and buy that, Yesterday saw someone using it in mrt.
like veh cool sia, watching show using that kinda big screen.
kept looking at him, oh my god i must be veh Jealous Lahs.
i rather buy this ipad than itouch, i think it cost around $600 plus i suppose.
wow, was waiting to earn more money and to buy this. Hopefully im able to.
oh yeah manager today gave me a pen as a reward -.- it's like kinda zz.
im not a person who collect pen Lahs, and the pen was like er not buy one.
is like she dontwant to use de, zz. Im not a rubbish collector after all. Lol!
alright, i got to go already. Waiting for hair to be dry and off to bed.
goodnight readers ~ Please tag before leaving my blog, or i will shoo you off! :x
if it's time just leave.
dont bother to say goodbye.
it's meaningless afterall.
.Friday, June 4, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
No matter how much i sacrificed, to You it's never enough ;
yesterday we celebrated advance birthday of Jubellina, Leelim and mine.
meet Boyfriend and walked to Poineer Mrt to meet Jubellina and Leelim.
while waiting for Cynthia and Jastine we suggest to go atm first.
who knows they have already reached :X trained all the way down to Pasir Ris.
and i swear Cynthia was really veh noisy, she cannot sit still and listen to her songs.
keep on texting everyone of us and disturbed us. Hahaa, but she's cute Lahs.
reached Pasir Ris all of us cab down to Wild wild wet by 2 groups.
get changed everything and jump into the water, although wild wild wet is big
but the things inside was like veh little only. Played a scariest games. Omg @-@
boyfriend shouted like nobody's business and my eardrum nearly burst eh .__.
but overall it's veh fun playing with them Lahs, was tend to suntan but the weather isnt
really veh hot enough. All of us went to the wave pool. I somehow regret going because
im only the one who dontknow how to swim ): i wore safety vest and Cynthia was worried
for me, she piggybank me throughout the journey till the wave stopped.
thanks veh much my sweet Laogong :] went to shower and everyone was complaining that
they are veh hungry. Hahaa, and guess what the sun suddenly become so hot -.-
want suntan also cannot we have already shower ourself le, tsk. But nevermind.
settle ourself inside a kopitiam and almost all of us had Western food for dinner
only Cynthia ate Nasi Lemak uh. After finishing, Cynthia and Jastine take the small cakes out
wow i was like hmph :] looked veh nice, and they forced us to finish it ): im veh veh full !
anyway thanks them veh much. Trained back to Jurong, on the way i fall asleep.
and something shame happened to me Lahs. Slept halfway my head bang onto the
mrt window and i swear it's veh loud until everyone looking at me plus laughing zz -.-
included all of my sisters, all making fun of me. Thanks veh much Lo, walao shame die me.
reached Poineer Mrt we feel like riding bicycle to Jurong Bird Park hill again.
all home to prepare only me, went to boyfriend's house. Put bags and everything.
this trip Cynthia joined us and it's her first time riding bicycle up to Bird Park's hill.
im sure she enjoyed a lot although its like veh tiring, and ytd all of us sweat until -.-
like we are bathing all the way. Buay tahan uh, but we managed to chat a lot while we reached
the high high hills :] around 10.35 we ride down, the wind was like so damn marvellous!
i swear that i love the wind a lot a lot, it rocks my day somehow.
home at around 11.30pm, shower and slept at almost 1am.
this advance birthday i love it veh much uh, my birthday think celebrating with family.
all of my friends are working too. Last year's celebrations is the best one, i missed it.
having friend to me is veh important without them i might be still staying in my darkness corner
they rocks my day, craps, talking cock and making fun of each other :]
nonsense for the whole day. And that is why i think that friends is important.
laugh laugh laugh and the time will definitely pass veh veh fast.
sometime happy time i wish that time would extended to like
36 hours per day instead of 24 hour, but that is impossible Lahs.
just hope that everyone will cherish the time as well as the person they are hanging with.
they might leave suddenly, no ones will know when they are going to leave this world for, eg.
from the day i lost something, my dictionary added 2 words. Cherish and to Treasure.
i dont think it's still worth me waiting,
from what you said and what your action did.
it's no longer important ;
meet Boyfriend and walked to Poineer Mrt to meet Jubellina and Leelim.
while waiting for Cynthia and Jastine we suggest to go atm first.
who knows they have already reached :X trained all the way down to Pasir Ris.
and i swear Cynthia was really veh noisy, she cannot sit still and listen to her songs.
keep on texting everyone of us and disturbed us. Hahaa, but she's cute Lahs.
reached Pasir Ris all of us cab down to Wild wild wet by 2 groups.
get changed everything and jump into the water, although wild wild wet is big
but the things inside was like veh little only. Played a scariest games. Omg @-@
boyfriend shouted like nobody's business and my eardrum nearly burst eh .__.
but overall it's veh fun playing with them Lahs, was tend to suntan but the weather isnt
really veh hot enough. All of us went to the wave pool. I somehow regret going because
im only the one who dontknow how to swim ): i wore safety vest and Cynthia was worried
for me, she piggybank me throughout the journey till the wave stopped.
thanks veh much my sweet Laogong :] went to shower and everyone was complaining that
they are veh hungry. Hahaa, and guess what the sun suddenly become so hot -.-
want suntan also cannot we have already shower ourself le, tsk. But nevermind.
settle ourself inside a kopitiam and almost all of us had Western food for dinner
only Cynthia ate Nasi Lemak uh. After finishing, Cynthia and Jastine take the small cakes out
wow i was like hmph :] looked veh nice, and they forced us to finish it ): im veh veh full !
anyway thanks them veh much. Trained back to Jurong, on the way i fall asleep.
and something shame happened to me Lahs. Slept halfway my head bang onto the
mrt window and i swear it's veh loud until everyone looking at me plus laughing zz -.-
included all of my sisters, all making fun of me. Thanks veh much Lo, walao shame die me.
reached Poineer Mrt we feel like riding bicycle to Jurong Bird Park hill again.
all home to prepare only me, went to boyfriend's house. Put bags and everything.
this trip Cynthia joined us and it's her first time riding bicycle up to Bird Park's hill.
im sure she enjoyed a lot although its like veh tiring, and ytd all of us sweat until -.-
like we are bathing all the way. Buay tahan uh, but we managed to chat a lot while we reached
the high high hills :] around 10.35 we ride down, the wind was like so damn marvellous!
i swear that i love the wind a lot a lot, it rocks my day somehow.
home at around 11.30pm, shower and slept at almost 1am.
this advance birthday i love it veh much uh, my birthday think celebrating with family.
all of my friends are working too. Last year's celebrations is the best one, i missed it.
having friend to me is veh important without them i might be still staying in my darkness corner
they rocks my day, craps, talking cock and making fun of each other :]
nonsense for the whole day. And that is why i think that friends is important.
laugh laugh laugh and the time will definitely pass veh veh fast.
sometime happy time i wish that time would extended to like
36 hours per day instead of 24 hour, but that is impossible Lahs.
just hope that everyone will cherish the time as well as the person they are hanging with.
they might leave suddenly, no ones will know when they are going to leave this world for, eg.
from the day i lost something, my dictionary added 2 words. Cherish and to Treasure.
i dont think it's still worth me waiting,
from what you said and what your action did.
it's no longer important ;
.Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ' 10:53 PM
It's only the memories that left behind ;
the photo on top it started to disappeared from the left, so yeah.
this is a veh incomplete photo, i ever though it would be back to it's original.
i was totally wrong, i was the last survivor but soon it will left only the background.
no more calls, no more text. i thought im proud that photo at least left both of us.
i don't think im lucky either, no matter how much i love You, how much i care.
You don't bother to care at all, it doesn't affect You at all too.
the picture was taken last year and it's the day before my birthday it means advance birthday.
but this year, during my birthday my friends beside me are less than 5 fingers.
yeah everyone is missing in action, but nevermind yeah.
hope everyone surrounded me find their own happiness well, goodluck to all.
was crying now i suppose, veh hard to keep the tears coming down. Nevermind, skipped.
my manager today praise me infront of my another colleague, asked her to learn from me -.-
laughs Lahs, make that girl like veh paiseh. I don't need her to praise me.
because she praise only awhile behind i do wrong things, can see that she veh fucked up.
this job is really making me going mad. Whatever they cannot cope and throw to Christine
and that's me! Lol. I looked like a rubbish bin to collect all unwanted rubbish hor?
anyway im not getting close to the Yu Xia which i always mention earlier on.
the strange feeling was like when she just came back from Beijing.
dontknow weather is she the one who changed or im the one who changed it doesn't matter too.
work, studies everything i cannot cope. Im like no differents from any idioits -.-
she is going to be veh lonely soon, veh veh soon. Perhaps it started from Saturday ):
my thickskin Cynthia laogong wanted me to write about her eh.
so what should i write about her leh? Oh yeah, i miss her i love her i want her :X
she should be veh shy when she saw it uh, taoyen! Hahaa.
gonna see her soon, this coming friday our Pasir Ris trip to dontknow either Wild Wild Wet or
Escape ThemePark :] Gonna see her die in my hand soon. HAHAAA ( evil laugh )
can see that my dearest laogong is enjoying her life veh veh well uh, so jealous of her.
wanna exchange my fate and life with You le lah Laogong, veh shag de leh.
alright, laogong enough Liao mahs? I nothing to say to You le lahs. Troublesome! Love You.
gonna cherish and treasure
before it really disappear once again.
this is a veh incomplete photo, i ever though it would be back to it's original.
i was totally wrong, i was the last survivor but soon it will left only the background.
no more calls, no more text. i thought im proud that photo at least left both of us.
i don't think im lucky either, no matter how much i love You, how much i care.
You don't bother to care at all, it doesn't affect You at all too.
the picture was taken last year and it's the day before my birthday it means advance birthday.
but this year, during my birthday my friends beside me are less than 5 fingers.
yeah everyone is missing in action, but nevermind yeah.
hope everyone surrounded me find their own happiness well, goodluck to all.
was crying now i suppose, veh hard to keep the tears coming down. Nevermind, skipped.
my manager today praise me infront of my another colleague, asked her to learn from me -.-
laughs Lahs, make that girl like veh paiseh. I don't need her to praise me.
because she praise only awhile behind i do wrong things, can see that she veh fucked up.
this job is really making me going mad. Whatever they cannot cope and throw to Christine
and that's me! Lol. I looked like a rubbish bin to collect all unwanted rubbish hor?
anyway im not getting close to the Yu Xia which i always mention earlier on.
the strange feeling was like when she just came back from Beijing.
dontknow weather is she the one who changed or im the one who changed it doesn't matter too.
work, studies everything i cannot cope. Im like no differents from any idioits -.-
she is going to be veh lonely soon, veh veh soon. Perhaps it started from Saturday ):
my thickskin Cynthia laogong wanted me to write about her eh.
so what should i write about her leh? Oh yeah, i miss her i love her i want her :X
she should be veh shy when she saw it uh, taoyen! Hahaa.
gonna see her soon, this coming friday our Pasir Ris trip to dontknow either Wild Wild Wet or
Escape ThemePark :] Gonna see her die in my hand soon. HAHAAA ( evil laugh )
can see that my dearest laogong is enjoying her life veh veh well uh, so jealous of her.
wanna exchange my fate and life with You le lah Laogong, veh shag de leh.
alright, laogong enough Liao mahs? I nothing to say to You le lahs. Troublesome! Love You.
gonna cherish and treasure
before it really disappear once again.
.Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ' 11:35 PM
In this world, the word Love is only meant for You :]
work was a terrible one, things missing where i done it half way.
the QC room was in a chaos, manager is also veh headache with it.
im much much more terrible. The things i made lost, i feel so uneasy.
after work went to interview another Job, i was considering to take up that offer.
its time for me to change a job Environment. The current one, im so speechless.
poor boyfriend and daddy waited me for interview for like 1 hour plus :X
after interview daddy drove boyfriend and i to Jurong Point and he went home.
guess what, we bump into Baby and Hanhui eh :] So qiao, made me bump onto someone
when baby hold onto my hand, because i was like too shy! Cheys.
walked around with them and craps like how we used to, Love them lots lots Lahs.
love those craps and nonsense with them Lahs, some cute Friends i have.
love to see baby's face, like so cute :] Hahaa, anyway it's late now. Im off to bed already.
frankly speaking,
i dont need a true friend like You.
it disappointed me tons, you wouldnt know.
the QC room was in a chaos, manager is also veh headache with it.
im much much more terrible. The things i made lost, i feel so uneasy.
after work went to interview another Job, i was considering to take up that offer.
its time for me to change a job Environment. The current one, im so speechless.
poor boyfriend and daddy waited me for interview for like 1 hour plus :X
after interview daddy drove boyfriend and i to Jurong Point and he went home.
guess what, we bump into Baby and Hanhui eh :] So qiao, made me bump onto someone
when baby hold onto my hand, because i was like too shy! Cheys.
walked around with them and craps like how we used to, Love them lots lots Lahs.
love those craps and nonsense with them Lahs, some cute Friends i have.
love to see baby's face, like so cute :] Hahaa, anyway it's late now. Im off to bed already.
frankly speaking,
i dont need a true friend like You.
it disappointed me tons, you wouldnt know.
