.Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ' 7:57 AM
school was just as bored as usual,
changes ITP teacher, this teacher fucking laolan.
really hatred him. Half india and half chinese.
he looked more like those bangalah larhhs, where's our
last time derhs ITP teacher? That teacher was the best.
sigh! Hope if can that teacher will take over our class once again.
after school, leelim' dar house. Slacked disturbed them.
behind, fucking big quarrel with baby.
i don't wish to elaborated also.
went poineer mall to have our lunch, leelim' dar treated me with it ((:
because i cried, that's why she coax me with mac ;x
cool uh, earned a meal like that ;D and that stupid of my baby i hate him!
meet evon at mac too, that stupid dumbass mummy.
peiwen' boyf and zhenyuan will of course be there too.
they both also quarrel? Lol, why this few days couple kept quarreling?
reached home at about 5.50pm, used computer and bathe.
hanhui then arrived at my house. Started our tuition at 6.45pm.
ended at 9.35pm bahs, hmm. I'm making him boiling blood larhhs ;x
he teached me properly and i'm joking like a clown with him.
lucky he didn't scold me, but i know he almost do it.
perhaps i wasn't serious enough, but i'll try my best to work fucking hard ((:
♥ baby.
Yous sure know what Yous had done D;
since month i didn't cried like this jialet already,
Yous are the one making me tears.
and i've been using violent on Yous,
beating Yous like nobody business.
i couldn't control myself, it's the angryness that came out
from my heart. I'll try to change if i can do it larhhs.
seriously, i hate that eyes staring.
why should it take place?
i didn't even do anything in the very first place? zzz.
changes ITP teacher, this teacher fucking laolan.
really hatred him. Half india and half chinese.
he looked more like those bangalah larhhs, where's our
last time derhs ITP teacher? That teacher was the best.
sigh! Hope if can that teacher will take over our class once again.
after school, leelim' dar house. Slacked disturbed them.
behind, fucking big quarrel with baby.
i don't wish to elaborated also.
went poineer mall to have our lunch, leelim' dar treated me with it ((:
because i cried, that's why she coax me with mac ;x
cool uh, earned a meal like that ;D and that stupid of my baby i hate him!
meet evon at mac too, that stupid dumbass mummy.
peiwen' boyf and zhenyuan will of course be there too.
they both also quarrel? Lol, why this few days couple kept quarreling?
reached home at about 5.50pm, used computer and bathe.
hanhui then arrived at my house. Started our tuition at 6.45pm.
ended at 9.35pm bahs, hmm. I'm making him boiling blood larhhs ;x
he teached me properly and i'm joking like a clown with him.
lucky he didn't scold me, but i know he almost do it.
perhaps i wasn't serious enough, but i'll try my best to work fucking hard ((:
♥ baby.
Yous sure know what Yous had done D;
since month i didn't cried like this jialet already,
Yous are the one making me tears.
and i've been using violent on Yous,
beating Yous like nobody business.
i couldn't control myself, it's the angryness that came out
from my heart. I'll try to change if i can do it larhhs.
seriously, i hate that eyes staring.
why should it take place?
i didn't even do anything in the very first place? zzz.
277 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Sunday, June 28, 2009 ' 1:51 AM
was rottening the whole day at home,
and seems like mapling i'm in the wrong huh?
laughs, Yous can maple while i can't?
are Yous trying to be fair, and i'll never become a maple freak.
now Yous realised how Yous treated me in the past?
online don't even bother to say hello to me?
am i doing the right thing, do Yous finally know how i feel?
haish, no use explaining.
school reopen tomorrow already, i bet the history will be back again.
quarreling everyday like we used to because of what again?
i bet it's the same reason again, nevermind.
school reopen i won't free lerhhs, i don't want waste time quarreling le.
that's all i wanna say, got to go already.
♥ baby.
if quarreling makes Yous happy,
go ahead, I can quarrel with Yous as big as Yous want.
do whatever Yous want okay?
since Yous already do things hurt me so much.
i won't bother if one more things pop out again.
Yous do things hurt me can, i do things Yous don't like
and Yous can show me those fucking attitude ((;
cool, i won't angry. Because Yous let me understand Yous even more.
i'm a girl with full of attitude and stubborness, hey.
go ahead and find those girls who are gentle, no attitude and no stubborness.
i believed there are few beside Yous already.
now i don't wanna think anything, studies is all i want now.
since Yous said Yous had enough? ((: i think we better give each other
a break, tired of facing Yous and i believed that same goes to Yous too.
i dunno if time can revert back,
i don't wish to live with this kind of life.
忍一时, 风平浪静.
退一步, 海过天空.
so sorry, i wouldn't be the one to give in.
i'm stubborn and this won't change.
and seems like mapling i'm in the wrong huh?
laughs, Yous can maple while i can't?
are Yous trying to be fair, and i'll never become a maple freak.
now Yous realised how Yous treated me in the past?
online don't even bother to say hello to me?
am i doing the right thing, do Yous finally know how i feel?
haish, no use explaining.
school reopen tomorrow already, i bet the history will be back again.
quarreling everyday like we used to because of what again?
i bet it's the same reason again, nevermind.
school reopen i won't free lerhhs, i don't want waste time quarreling le.
that's all i wanna say, got to go already.
♥ baby.
if quarreling makes Yous happy,
go ahead, I can quarrel with Yous as big as Yous want.
do whatever Yous want okay?
since Yous already do things hurt me so much.
i won't bother if one more things pop out again.
Yous do things hurt me can, i do things Yous don't like
and Yous can show me those fucking attitude ((;
cool, i won't angry. Because Yous let me understand Yous even more.
i'm a girl with full of attitude and stubborness, hey.
go ahead and find those girls who are gentle, no attitude and no stubborness.
i believed there are few beside Yous already.
now i don't wanna think anything, studies is all i want now.
since Yous said Yous had enough? ((: i think we better give each other
a break, tired of facing Yous and i believed that same goes to Yous too.
i dunno if time can revert back,
i don't wish to live with this kind of life.
忍一时, 风平浪静.
退一步, 海过天空.
so sorry, i wouldn't be the one to give in.
i'm stubborn and this won't change.
275 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Friday, June 26, 2009 ' 9:07 AM
Happy 9th Month Anniversary To Baby And I ;D
woke up @ l pm plus, played computer and had my lunch at the same time.
bathe and bring my meimei to central, accompany her rebond her hair.
meet peiwen' boyf there ((:
around 4pm plus, hanhui, zhenyuan & baby came.
awhile zhenyuan left, he meeting people.
while walking towards bus stop saw leelim' dar ;D
left central all accompany my meimei home.
and i left with them to have dinner at poineer mall & walked to jeff' papa house.
slacked and do nothing, was bored to death.
8pm plus walked to bus stop and bus down with peiwen' boyf and baby to
the stadium there to have our supper at 日本春, super duper nice.
after our sushi, stupid peiwen' boyf told baby about my paiseh things.
baby laughed until he nearly fall down, what the hell?
dumb peiwen' boyf made me so malu lorhs D; baby all the way laughing at me.
then i nearly fall down while walking, baby laughed and fall on the floor.
what the fuck D; pluck all their teeth, sian!
peiwen' boyf made a nickname for me, clumsy whale! LOL.
okay, now i better go mapling already ((:
♥ baby.
sandwich baby,
Yous are so cute nahs.
give me so many cute face ((;
we had so much quarrel and finally walked to our 9th month.
hope we would really last long.
hope Yous won't give me any problem again alright D;
don't made me drop tears and sad again.
i love Yous, muacks.
once school reopen,
i wonder if the history will repeat?
bathe and bring my meimei to central, accompany her rebond her hair.
meet peiwen' boyf there ((:
around 4pm plus, hanhui, zhenyuan & baby came.
awhile zhenyuan left, he meeting people.
while walking towards bus stop saw leelim' dar ;D
left central all accompany my meimei home.
and i left with them to have dinner at poineer mall & walked to jeff' papa house.
slacked and do nothing, was bored to death.
8pm plus walked to bus stop and bus down with peiwen' boyf and baby to
the stadium there to have our supper at 日本春, super duper nice.
after our sushi, stupid peiwen' boyf told baby about my paiseh things.
baby laughed until he nearly fall down, what the hell?
dumb peiwen' boyf made me so malu lorhs D; baby all the way laughing at me.
then i nearly fall down while walking, baby laughed and fall on the floor.
what the fuck D; pluck all their teeth, sian!
peiwen' boyf made a nickname for me, clumsy whale! LOL.
okay, now i better go mapling already ((:
♥ baby.
sandwich baby,
Yous are so cute nahs.
give me so many cute face ((;
we had so much quarrel and finally walked to our 9th month.
hope we would really last long.
hope Yous won't give me any problem again alright D;
don't made me drop tears and sad again.
i love Yous, muacks.
once school reopen,
i wonder if the history will repeat?
273 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ' 8:57 AM
woke up super later today, ate and went to poineer mall
with my mummy and meimei, meimei wanted to cut hair.
shopped for awhile and went home, maple for the whole day.
called by evon, and went down to meet cynthia and her.
went home after 6.30pm, stupid cynthia kept disturbing and bullying me!
had my dinner and mapling for the whole day until now, 12am.
my headache came, what the fuck.
i think it's because of facing the computer too long nahs.
i go bathe and rest lerhhs ((:
♥ baby.
i don't know what are Yous thinking?
but i'll never do things which betrayed Yous.
now Yous realised my feeling?
and Yous always do that and hurted me?
do Yous understand the feeling now?
i'm really deeply hurt, haish.
no matter what, how Yous wanna think go ahead then.
why do Yous have the right to do that,
yet i can't? is it fair towards me?
i've nothing more to say, totally speechless.
with my mummy and meimei, meimei wanted to cut hair.
shopped for awhile and went home, maple for the whole day.
called by evon, and went down to meet cynthia and her.
went home after 6.30pm, stupid cynthia kept disturbing and bullying me!
had my dinner and mapling for the whole day until now, 12am.
my headache came, what the fuck.
i think it's because of facing the computer too long nahs.
i go bathe and rest lerhhs ((:
♥ baby.
i don't know what are Yous thinking?
but i'll never do things which betrayed Yous.
now Yous realised my feeling?
and Yous always do that and hurted me?
do Yous understand the feeling now?
i'm really deeply hurt, haish.
no matter what, how Yous wanna think go ahead then.
why do Yous have the right to do that,
yet i can't? is it fair towards me?
i've nothing more to say, totally speechless.
271 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ' 8:59 AM
Happy 16th Birthday To Leelim' Dar ((:
Happy 16th Birthday To Jubellina' Mummy ((:
woke up quite early nahs, as usual bathe and prepared.
meet pearlyn and baby under my void deck, went to wait for peiwen' boyf.
then meet leelim' dar @ 651 for our breakfast.
and the food was simply fucking disgusting can? No taste, wtf!
okay forget it, zhenyuan came then jastine' darling, evon' mama and jeff' papa.
train down to harborfront and bus down to sentosa, the trip was quite fun but
alot quite alot of people quarrel, but all already settle ((:
played water together with baby and fellow friends, cool larhhs.
i simply loved it, and captain ball with they all.
walao, peiwen' boyf and me was like catching the ball as if it was gold!
snatching and just lie on the floor to catch for the ball ;x damn funny lo.
and it was definitely very fun larhs, hahas.
stupid leelim' dar that cute cute. Haha, kept letting me bullied nahs.
waited for a very long period then reached our turn to bathe, sian can.
had our dinner at harborfront there @ about 8plus.
9plus train down back to poineer, bid goodbye to all of the boys.
they are going down to arena, while the rest of us went home already.
thanks leelim' dar for sending me home ((: nice dar of her!
sms with her awhile and stopped, cause that pig going to sleep already.
okays larhs, stop my nagging here already. I'm also tired.
♥ baby.
dumbass baby, kept making me angry.
Yous made that silly faces Yous simply looked so cute!
stupid attitude of yours better change, if not i'm gonna skin Yous alive!
lastly, sandwich baby love Yous larhs! But no kiss today! ((:
in a relationship, nagging won't stop the quarrel.
it will add on fire to the person whom is listening to the craps!
meet pearlyn and baby under my void deck, went to wait for peiwen' boyf.
then meet leelim' dar @ 651 for our breakfast.
and the food was simply fucking disgusting can? No taste, wtf!
okay forget it, zhenyuan came then jastine' darling, evon' mama and jeff' papa.
train down to harborfront and bus down to sentosa, the trip was quite fun but
alot quite alot of people quarrel, but all already settle ((:
played water together with baby and fellow friends, cool larhhs.
i simply loved it, and captain ball with they all.
walao, peiwen' boyf and me was like catching the ball as if it was gold!
snatching and just lie on the floor to catch for the ball ;x damn funny lo.
and it was definitely very fun larhs, hahas.
stupid leelim' dar that cute cute. Haha, kept letting me bullied nahs.
waited for a very long period then reached our turn to bathe, sian can.
had our dinner at harborfront there @ about 8plus.
9plus train down back to poineer, bid goodbye to all of the boys.
they are going down to arena, while the rest of us went home already.
thanks leelim' dar for sending me home ((: nice dar of her!
sms with her awhile and stopped, cause that pig going to sleep already.
okays larhs, stop my nagging here already. I'm also tired.
♥ baby.
dumbass baby, kept making me angry.
Yous made that silly faces Yous simply looked so cute!
stupid attitude of yours better change, if not i'm gonna skin Yous alive!
lastly, sandwich baby love Yous larhs! But no kiss today! ((:
in a relationship, nagging won't stop the quarrel.
it will add on fire to the person whom is listening to the craps!
270 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Monday, June 22, 2009 ' 7:59 AM
Happy 16th Birthday To Baby ((:
slept until 2.30pm, had my dinner and played computer.
phone calls from baby, blah blah blah. maple with fellow friends.
bathe and prepared, baby called me because his waiting for me
under my void deck already ;x guess what?
when i opened my house gate, his standing outside already.
haha so sorry made him waited for so long.
meet pearlyn under my void deck too,
walked to peiwen' boyf's house together.
they played mahjong, while i'm just sitting beside looking at them play.
boring, cynthia' laogong and evon' mama arrived.
we went downstairs with cakes, baby and leelim' dar looked shy alright ;x
hanhui and zhenyuan so bastard, smash baby's face ley.
poor baby lorhhs, being chased by hanhui round and round.
stupid zhenyuan, smash my face for nothing too?
dumbass okay! ((: went back to peiwen' boyf's house,
helped baby wash his hair. while peiwen' boyf helped me wash ;D
blackjack session, damn cool can neither did i lose or win.
went home after that, reached home @ about 9.50pm bahs.
♥ baby.
sandwich baby,
this is the first time Yous celebrated this happy?
haha, hope Yous liked the present i've given Yous.
dumbass baby, loved to eat the cake uhs ((:
if i've the chance to celebrate with Yous again,
next year will be a better one okay?
birthday boy, i love Yous muacks ;D
work hard to earn for something,
don't wait because chances don't come by itself.
269 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Sunday, June 21, 2009 ' 9:07 AM
was disturbed by leelim' dar in the morning, kpkb.
and i went to bathe, prepared off to bus stop,
bus down to central, went to reborn my fringe.
peiwen' boyf arrived, all kpkb beside me.
wah, i can say my hair was damn kuku now, what the fuck.
that person totally have no skill at all, haish D;
my pathetic hair, spent 2 hours in the salon and went off to take my lunch
with leelim' dar and peiwen' boyf, hanhui came.
walked to gek poh and bus down to jurong point, bought birthday cake.
shopped and fool around, made hanhui so paiseh ;x
4plus went off, reached home @ about 5plus.
went off to dinner at taman jurong, was suppose to be our treat to daddy.
in the end daddy treat us, Father's day like equal to nothing.
had finish our dinner, went to buy biscult and so much other things.
bought stingray back home, eat it with rice again.
haha, even my parents said i'm not gonna grow fat is fake.
lol, nevermind nahs. Anyway school reopening soon.
i won't be eating many delicious food liaos D; so must enjoy now! ((:
♥ baby.
3rd day without seeing Yous,
takecare alright ((:
tomorrow Yous will be the birthday boy lerhs,
sandwich baby it's time to grow up!
loves, muacks.
everyday we're making changes.
and i went to bathe, prepared off to bus stop,
bus down to central, went to reborn my fringe.
peiwen' boyf arrived, all kpkb beside me.
wah, i can say my hair was damn kuku now, what the fuck.
that person totally have no skill at all, haish D;
my pathetic hair, spent 2 hours in the salon and went off to take my lunch
with leelim' dar and peiwen' boyf, hanhui came.
walked to gek poh and bus down to jurong point, bought birthday cake.
shopped and fool around, made hanhui so paiseh ;x
4plus went off, reached home @ about 5plus.
went off to dinner at taman jurong, was suppose to be our treat to daddy.
in the end daddy treat us, Father's day like equal to nothing.
had finish our dinner, went to buy biscult and so much other things.
bought stingray back home, eat it with rice again.
haha, even my parents said i'm not gonna grow fat is fake.
lol, nevermind nahs. Anyway school reopening soon.
i won't be eating many delicious food liaos D; so must enjoy now! ((:
♥ baby.
3rd day without seeing Yous,
takecare alright ((:
tomorrow Yous will be the birthday boy lerhs,
sandwich baby it's time to grow up!
loves, muacks.
everyday we're making changes.
268 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Saturday, June 20, 2009 ' 12:22 PM
went our with family today ((:
went Bugis, Outram Park and Orchard road & Jurong Bird Park's Hill.
just to look for baby's birthday present, Bird Park was not counted larhs.
now left leelim's dar present haven buy, maybe tomorrow buying bahs.
reached home @ about 10plus, meet peiwen' boyf and evon' mama
under my void deck, chit chat and went 651 to meet evon' mama derhs mama.
ate ate ate, chit chat and crap around. We laughed so loud uh.
peiwen' boyf and evon' mama send me home after that, thanks uhs ((:
reached home @ about 12 plus norhhs ;x
maple for hours and now is 3.30am already and i'm still awake!
okay larhs, going sleep already.
♥ baby.
wah, keep bullying me horhs in phone?
when i meet Yous i'm gonna make Yous face the
consquences that Yous owe me! Roar.
sandwich baby, i missed Yous lots lots.
2nd day without seeing Yous D;
pull up your socks.
i believe i will ((:
went Bugis, Outram Park and Orchard road & Jurong Bird Park's Hill.
just to look for baby's birthday present, Bird Park was not counted larhs.
now left leelim's dar present haven buy, maybe tomorrow buying bahs.
reached home @ about 10plus, meet peiwen' boyf and evon' mama
under my void deck, chit chat and went 651 to meet evon' mama derhs mama.
ate ate ate, chit chat and crap around. We laughed so loud uh.
peiwen' boyf and evon' mama send me home after that, thanks uhs ((:
reached home @ about 12 plus norhhs ;x
maple for hours and now is 3.30am already and i'm still awake!
okay larhs, going sleep already.
♥ baby.
wah, keep bullying me horhs in phone?
when i meet Yous i'm gonna make Yous face the
consquences that Yous owe me! Roar.
sandwich baby, i missed Yous lots lots.
2nd day without seeing Yous D;
pull up your socks.
i believe i will ((:
268 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Friday, June 19, 2009 ' 8:40 AM
woke up @ 1plus pm, super duper tired lorhhs.
bathe prepared and went bus down to jurong point with my mum and sister.
ate at kopitiam, then shopped around.
so boring larhhs, walk here and there it's still the same place.
around 5plus we went near to the bus interchange there to buy durian
and other things to bring home to eat, 8plus meet evon' mama downstairs
my house, chatted until 10plus and i came back, haish boring life horhs?
sian, tmr going out again with parents. Lucky i won't be bored.
♥ baby.
call getting lesser and lesser?
i don't mind, as long as Yous are not bored.
i knew things would happen in this way.
takecare and do everything successfully.
i'll be supporting Yous behind, all the best dearest
sandwich baby.
if it's time to let go, don't bother to hold it.
no matter what it will still leave Yous,
it's just the matter of time.
267 days,
bathe prepared and went bus down to jurong point with my mum and sister.
ate at kopitiam, then shopped around.
so boring larhhs, walk here and there it's still the same place.
around 5plus we went near to the bus interchange there to buy durian
and other things to bring home to eat, 8plus meet evon' mama downstairs
my house, chatted until 10plus and i came back, haish boring life horhs?
sian, tmr going out again with parents. Lucky i won't be bored.
♥ baby.
call getting lesser and lesser?
i don't mind, as long as Yous are not bored.
i knew things would happen in this way.
takecare and do everything successfully.
i'll be supporting Yous behind, all the best dearest
sandwich baby.
if it's time to let go, don't bother to hold it.
no matter what it will still leave Yous,
it's just the matter of time.
267 days,
we had spent together.
.Thursday, June 18, 2009 ' 8:15 AM
i'm back to blog lerhs, this few days was having so much fun with friends.
thrown all stress behind and just enjoyed like nobody business.
i missed my family while staying overnight for 4 days outside,
but once i reached home my mum insisted that she dun miss me at all.
i'm so sorry mummy, i'm the one betraying your trust.
and our conversation just stop like this, it had been 2 hours we last talked.
haish, i know no matter what i say it doesn't change the facts at all.
because it's the fact that i lied to Yous and hurt Yous so much.
night cycling everything.
1st night 7am slept, 2nd night 4am plus, last night 5am plus.
then all the way we are just sleeping till afternoon around 2 to 3 plus.
today worst? slept till around 4 plus then wake up? Laughs.
it's my first time sleeping until this late.
reached home @ about 8.50pm, no one even bothers to talk to me.
i bet i've already neglected this family alot, no one to care for me now.
haish, sorry to my parents. I've disappointed your again and again.
♥ baby,
i've already knew when Yous reached home we'll then drifted again,
i swear from now onwards, if nothing to ask from Yous.
i won't contact Yous.
Games & movie is all Yous only want, childishness?
will Yous change? I don't know whether did Yous listen to what hanhui had said.
Yous wasn't like this in the past, if i've the chance.
i would choose not to know Yous from the start,
and i bet Yous heard that i told hanhui that while being with Yous
i wasn't happy at all, this is my truth answer.
Yous had been disappointing me, thrown me aside when Yous are busy.
if this is what Yous called as stead? It's better if we walk different roads.
i've been worrying about Yous, did Yous worry for me?
haish, forget it. It's better if i don't talk too much, it's still meaningless.
after this 4 days of mia-ing,
i finally know what i really wanted.
thrown all stress behind and just enjoyed like nobody business.
i missed my family while staying overnight for 4 days outside,
but once i reached home my mum insisted that she dun miss me at all.
i'm so sorry mummy, i'm the one betraying your trust.
and our conversation just stop like this, it had been 2 hours we last talked.
haish, i know no matter what i say it doesn't change the facts at all.
because it's the fact that i lied to Yous and hurt Yous so much.
night cycling everything.
1st night 7am slept, 2nd night 4am plus, last night 5am plus.
then all the way we are just sleeping till afternoon around 2 to 3 plus.
today worst? slept till around 4 plus then wake up? Laughs.
it's my first time sleeping until this late.
reached home @ about 8.50pm, no one even bothers to talk to me.
i bet i've already neglected this family alot, no one to care for me now.
haish, sorry to my parents. I've disappointed your again and again.
♥ baby,
i've already knew when Yous reached home we'll then drifted again,
i swear from now onwards, if nothing to ask from Yous.
i won't contact Yous.
Games & movie is all Yous only want, childishness?
will Yous change? I don't know whether did Yous listen to what hanhui had said.
Yous wasn't like this in the past, if i've the chance.
i would choose not to know Yous from the start,
and i bet Yous heard that i told hanhui that while being with Yous
i wasn't happy at all, this is my truth answer.
Yous had been disappointing me, thrown me aside when Yous are busy.
if this is what Yous called as stead? It's better if we walk different roads.
i've been worrying about Yous, did Yous worry for me?
haish, forget it. It's better if i don't talk too much, it's still meaningless.
after this 4 days of mia-ing,
i finally know what i really wanted.
266 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Friday, June 12, 2009 ' 6:51 AM
i'll be mia from blog after this post, nothing more to post uh.
whole day was rottening at home ley, wtf.
no one jio me out too D; pathetic me.
i wanna find jobs soon huh, or else i'll be always spending money
as if my fathers own a bank lol.
oh ya, dumbass dar is back! Welcome her.
meet her up soon horhs, bought me 2 present? Thanks to her uh!
haha, i'll smack her butt when i saw her, 1 week didn't saw her!
i missed her like siao lerhs, dumbass joker!
okay larhhs, got to go and msg lerhs. Boring blog!
sandwich baby,
Yous seems like busying with your things D;
Yous thrown me aside again,
nevermind as long as Yous are not bored.
by all means to do your things ((:
i understand Yous.
will things turn out bad?
260 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Thursday, June 11, 2009 ' 8:34 AM
yesterday went to celebrate my advanced birthday @ east coast,
of course it was a enjoyable one, many of my friends came.
ride bicycle with baby, it was a terrible one kay.
we are always the slowest and last, in the end changed partner i'm with
peiwen' boyfriend and baby with zhenyuan.
jumped into the water to play, wah it was so bloody cool kay.
had so much fun inside, lucky all of my friend was gentle to me uhs.
haha, played @ east coast until 7plus we went to bathe prepared and went
off to a nearby coffee shop to have our dinner, all ate as if
many days we haven been eaten, finished our dinner @ 9 plus.
bus down to nearest mrt and train home, so tiring kay.
thanks baby for the bonia wallet, cynthia' laogong for the cake and
jastine' darling for the clothes ((:
today, morning being disturbed by that purbor evon' mama.
she's terribly kaobei kay, i didn't see anyone worst than her,
my leg was so flucking pain i guess it's because i ride bicycle yesterday.
woke up prepared and went to jeff's papa house to look for them.
zhenyuan and peiwen' boyf already reached, and baby came too.
went 815 to have our lunch, slacked nearby.
and they decided to play mahjong so zhenyuan, peiwen' boyf and baby
went jeff's papa house to get the mahjong and went to peiwen' boyf's house.
while evon' mama and i went to gek poh and then bus down to central
then to peiwen' boyf's house, talk cock all the way ((:
stupid zhenyuan kept making those retarded face, and those silly action
made us laugh till super loud lorhs, haha.
evon' mama and baby send me home at 6plus as they wanted to return
mahjong back to jeff's papa house too, and they went back to peiwen' boyf's house.
reached home, bathe and on computer for mapling awhile.
time to blow my cake ((: wee woo wee, it's durian cake can.
it's nice but too creamy larhhs, thanks daddy uh!
went down to bukit batok to have dinner over there.
wah, chili crab, fried fish with full of garlic, hot plate toufu, sweet and sour pork and
the last dish was kang kong uh? ((: popo and my cousin joined us for dinner.
i can say this year was my most happiest birthday i've ever have.
reached home @ about 10 plus, being called down by baby and friends.
was about to walk down to stairs, i heard ghost sound.
and definitely i knew it was that stupid zhenyuan who made it.
so i decided to walk down from another stairs, saw them.
they sang birthday song and i was so paiseh nahs, made wishes and blew
the candle. And i don't know which silly person applied those cake cream on
my face! wahlao, and they kept applying more and more and i looked like crown.
went back home, mummy gave me angbao, sister gave me a watch and
my father gave me a handphone, W595. Black, oh i long wishes to have it!
thanks family, lastly cannot forget my popo. She gave me angbao in the
morning too, thanks family, friends and baby ((:
sorry sandwich baby,
my attitude was rather too over to Yous.
but believe me i still love Yous kay.
thanks for everything during my birthday although
some wasn't a succesful one.
i believe your birthday would be better ((:
is it wrong to blew 2 time candle in one day during bday?
oh oh oh, i've done it what should i do?! D;
of course it was a enjoyable one, many of my friends came.
ride bicycle with baby, it was a terrible one kay.
we are always the slowest and last, in the end changed partner i'm with
peiwen' boyfriend and baby with zhenyuan.
jumped into the water to play, wah it was so bloody cool kay.
had so much fun inside, lucky all of my friend was gentle to me uhs.
haha, played @ east coast until 7plus we went to bathe prepared and went
off to a nearby coffee shop to have our dinner, all ate as if
many days we haven been eaten, finished our dinner @ 9 plus.
bus down to nearest mrt and train home, so tiring kay.
thanks baby for the bonia wallet, cynthia' laogong for the cake and
jastine' darling for the clothes ((:
today, morning being disturbed by that purbor evon' mama.
she's terribly kaobei kay, i didn't see anyone worst than her,
my leg was so flucking pain i guess it's because i ride bicycle yesterday.
woke up prepared and went to jeff's papa house to look for them.
zhenyuan and peiwen' boyf already reached, and baby came too.
went 815 to have our lunch, slacked nearby.
and they decided to play mahjong so zhenyuan, peiwen' boyf and baby
went jeff's papa house to get the mahjong and went to peiwen' boyf's house.
while evon' mama and i went to gek poh and then bus down to central
then to peiwen' boyf's house, talk cock all the way ((:
stupid zhenyuan kept making those retarded face, and those silly action
made us laugh till super loud lorhs, haha.
evon' mama and baby send me home at 6plus as they wanted to return
mahjong back to jeff's papa house too, and they went back to peiwen' boyf's house.
reached home, bathe and on computer for mapling awhile.
time to blow my cake ((: wee woo wee, it's durian cake can.
it's nice but too creamy larhhs, thanks daddy uh!
went down to bukit batok to have dinner over there.
wah, chili crab, fried fish with full of garlic, hot plate toufu, sweet and sour pork and
the last dish was kang kong uh? ((: popo and my cousin joined us for dinner.
i can say this year was my most happiest birthday i've ever have.
reached home @ about 10 plus, being called down by baby and friends.
was about to walk down to stairs, i heard ghost sound.
and definitely i knew it was that stupid zhenyuan who made it.
so i decided to walk down from another stairs, saw them.
they sang birthday song and i was so paiseh nahs, made wishes and blew
the candle. And i don't know which silly person applied those cake cream on
my face! wahlao, and they kept applying more and more and i looked like crown.
went back home, mummy gave me angbao, sister gave me a watch and
my father gave me a handphone, W595. Black, oh i long wishes to have it!
thanks family, lastly cannot forget my popo. She gave me angbao in the
morning too, thanks family, friends and baby ((:
sorry sandwich baby,
my attitude was rather too over to Yous.
but believe me i still love Yous kay.
thanks for everything during my birthday although
some wasn't a succesful one.
i believe your birthday would be better ((:
is it wrong to blew 2 time candle in one day during bday?
oh oh oh, i've done it what should i do?! D;
259 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ' 6:11 AM
i was just a maid, servent and even a spare tire to Yous.
i guess i never live as a human in your heart before.
or am i just a toys which had been dumped and Yous pick it up again.
thrown me aside whenever Yous have your things to do.
i bet when i'm lost in a forest, Yous will be the one running home and
thrown me alone in that forest. If i've a pair of leg.
should i just leave Yous or just sticking Yous and continue let Yous
treat me in this way? Yous told me Yous are tired? Then i'm not tired?
i believed without Yous my life will be more peaceful.
but without Yous, my life seems like something was missing.
i feel so confused, whatever decision. I'll push it to another time.
i'm too tired to think of anything lerhs, Yous can simply fuck off
don't let me see Yous again, i fucking hate Yous.
Yous go and think about it larhhs kay,
anyway thanks for that bonia wallet Yous had bought for me,
much appreciated.
if i've a chance to change this world,
i would revert everything back.
and i promise i'll choose not to know Yous.
because Yous are the one making me fucking heart broken!
257 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Saturday, June 6, 2009 ' 3:30 AM
After this post, i'll MIA for time being.
today whole day was mapling at home,
this few days mood wasn't good plus nothing more to update
since leelim' dar that joker had went to taiwan this morning.
super duper miss her lorhs, ytd had so much fun with her ((:
went breakfast with her, she ride me and we went to jurong point park
with jeff' papa, evon' mama, peiwen'boyf, zhenyuan & baby.
baby and leelim' dar take turn to ride me, they seems like riding
a big fat pig kay? so damn heavy ((: leelim' dar didn't complained alot larhs.
went jeff's house slack after back from the jurong bird park.
reached home with sunburn face and arms. The wind there was so cooling larhs!
i really miss leelim' dar so much, 1 week of taiwan trip plus
1 week of avoiding H1N1 and she'll be staying at home D;
2 weeks couldn't see her, sigh! she said she'll only come out only on
baby's birthday? D; haish, sian uhs! nevermind, i'll be waiting for my
leelim' dar to be back ((: love her tons.
sandwich baby,
hmm, i've nothing more to say regarding us.
as days goes by, Yous should know more clear about how's our
relationship lerhs, enjoyed games and do things on our own.
haish, i dunno what changes us into this state lerhhs.
of course i do hope our love will last? Is that still possible?
cherish and treasure everyone around Yous,
Yous might lost them one day.
today whole day was mapling at home,
this few days mood wasn't good plus nothing more to update
since leelim' dar that joker had went to taiwan this morning.
super duper miss her lorhs, ytd had so much fun with her ((:
went breakfast with her, she ride me and we went to jurong point park
with jeff' papa, evon' mama, peiwen'boyf, zhenyuan & baby.
baby and leelim' dar take turn to ride me, they seems like riding
a big fat pig kay? so damn heavy ((: leelim' dar didn't complained alot larhs.
went jeff's house slack after back from the jurong bird park.
reached home with sunburn face and arms. The wind there was so cooling larhs!
i really miss leelim' dar so much, 1 week of taiwan trip plus
1 week of avoiding H1N1 and she'll be staying at home D;
2 weeks couldn't see her, sigh! she said she'll only come out only on
baby's birthday? D; haish, sian uhs! nevermind, i'll be waiting for my
leelim' dar to be back ((: love her tons.
sandwich baby,
hmm, i've nothing more to say regarding us.
as days goes by, Yous should know more clear about how's our
relationship lerhs, enjoyed games and do things on our own.
haish, i dunno what changes us into this state lerhhs.
of course i do hope our love will last? Is that still possible?
cherish and treasure everyone around Yous,
Yous might lost them one day.
254 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Thursday, June 4, 2009 ' 7:08 AM
this few days woke up super early lorhhs.
meet leelim' dar because she's leaving singapore to taiwan lerhs D;
i'm gonna miss her for sure derhhs, that cute elephant!
leelim' dar came to find me in the morning, meet peiwen' boyf
under my void deck too, then meet baby in bus.
wah, it had been 2 days that i last met him lorhs D; super miss this
dumbass alot too. Went jurong east as i went to repaired my
handphone, it died so badly on my hand man.
it almost enter coffin kay D; lucky i saved it back on time.
then bus down to arena, baby larhs! He misses pool so badly.
more than me ley? That sandwich him! Fried him with egg uh.
zhenyuan and evon came too, played that stupid pool.
wasted my $3, getting no more interest in pool lerhs, sick of it!
slacked, went to eat maggie chit chat.
then hanhui and baby went back to play 1 more round,
see them play looked really so interesting larhhs, too bad i won't play!
bus back to jeff's house nearby place to slack.
pearlyn came too, i last since her i tink was last saturday bahs?
and decided to find cynthia' laogong since we last met her.
slacked at her house, went central to shop with pearlyn for awhile.
awhile we went to temple to slack for awhile and bus back down to
pearlyn's house, she bought maggie for evon' mama and i.
her mother then cooked hotdogs for us ((: nice larhhs kay.
shyt, i'm getting heavier lerhhs. Everyday eat 5 meals ?
can imagine that? LOL, nono. I rather god kill me now kay!
fat like pig, nono i really can't imagine myself in that looks.
slacked awhile more with those bunch of fellow friends and home!
sandwich baby,
went to meet girl lorhs D:
haha, see see Yous miss pool more than me horhs.
stupid sandwich i'm sure i'll fried Yous one day with egg kay!
to make Yous taste more tasty, asshole.
my birthday coming uh, what surprises are Yous going to give me huh :x
i'm waiting patiently over here haha! See how flucking thickskin am i?
is it hard to wait for a person to change back to themself?
will it take a long time?
why do people changes so fast too?
make me hatred them so much!
meet leelim' dar because she's leaving singapore to taiwan lerhs D;
i'm gonna miss her for sure derhhs, that cute elephant!
leelim' dar came to find me in the morning, meet peiwen' boyf
under my void deck too, then meet baby in bus.
wah, it had been 2 days that i last met him lorhs D; super miss this
dumbass alot too. Went jurong east as i went to repaired my
handphone, it died so badly on my hand man.
it almost enter coffin kay D; lucky i saved it back on time.
then bus down to arena, baby larhs! He misses pool so badly.
more than me ley? That sandwich him! Fried him with egg uh.
zhenyuan and evon came too, played that stupid pool.
wasted my $3, getting no more interest in pool lerhs, sick of it!
slacked, went to eat maggie chit chat.
then hanhui and baby went back to play 1 more round,
see them play looked really so interesting larhhs, too bad i won't play!
bus back to jeff's house nearby place to slack.
pearlyn came too, i last since her i tink was last saturday bahs?
and decided to find cynthia' laogong since we last met her.
slacked at her house, went central to shop with pearlyn for awhile.
awhile we went to temple to slack for awhile and bus back down to
pearlyn's house, she bought maggie for evon' mama and i.
her mother then cooked hotdogs for us ((: nice larhhs kay.
shyt, i'm getting heavier lerhhs. Everyday eat 5 meals ?
can imagine that? LOL, nono. I rather god kill me now kay!
fat like pig, nono i really can't imagine myself in that looks.
slacked awhile more with those bunch of fellow friends and home!
sandwich baby,
went to meet girl lorhs D:
haha, see see Yous miss pool more than me horhs.
stupid sandwich i'm sure i'll fried Yous one day with egg kay!
to make Yous taste more tasty, asshole.
my birthday coming uh, what surprises are Yous going to give me huh :x
i'm waiting patiently over here haha! See how flucking thickskin am i?
is it hard to wait for a person to change back to themself?
will it take a long time?
why do people changes so fast too?
make me hatred them so much!
252 days.
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ' 10:53 PM
terrible feeling, how i wish baby was beside me.
haish, handphone dropped on the floor.
this time handphone was definitely spoilt, LCD screen can't even
see a single word or number, what the fluck can!
mood was totally bad, quarrel again.
haish, my fault. Yarhhs, blame on no one.
my life's was this flucking bad from the start, end of it.
simple common sense can tell Yous that
eyes aren't meant to cry all the time,
but when tears are all that comes forth
it's so difficult to see the truth behind the lie.
the tears that run down my face
they are the only one who know my fate
i hid it from Yous, i hid it from me.
my tears are the only one that set me free.
what's in my mind
nobody knows, it's far too blank
standing high with two empty eyes
chin up but looking sideways
gazing into the thin air.
what's she standing for
she has no idea anymore.
baby, perhaps my words are too harsh.
since Yous can ask me go ahead to do the decision i want,
i guess Yous no longer love me that much too.
Yous wanted to go and run to the endless path,
just tell me, i promise i'll respect it and let Yous have your way.
since this few days both of us are busy with our own things.
here's my heart,
i'll let Yous break it.
251 days.
we had spent together.
.Tuesday, June 2, 2009 ' 7:52 AM
woke up early due to stupid stomachache,
went to the toilet and i couldn't get back to sleep anymore.
on my tv and prepare my breakfast ((: rice plus curry.
msg with evon for awhile and i prepared for my outing with Dumbass Bestie!
bus down alone to jurong point interchange to wait for that dumbass to reach.
went shopping @ jurong point for awhile and headed down to vivo city ;D
damn boring uhs, things was so expensive. All we know was just eat!
ate @ the long john silver ((: yummy yummy kay.
camwhored, but none of it we liked. What the hell can?
weather was so freaking hot like don't know what kind of shyt.
joked around @ vivo, 4 plus we bus back down to jurong point.
reached there about 6plus, shopped until 8plus and we bus home.
dumbass bestie and i shared alot of things ((;
i loved her so much kay,
laugh, laugh and laugh is only what she knows ;x
haha, cute chubby bestie!
spent so many money today? Are Yous heart pain?
lucky i'm not yarhs ? At most $10 but Yous ? $70?
haha, rich uhs. Next time treat me liaos horhs!
i'm a broke girl.
sandwich baby,
i missed Yous so much.
i don't know whether Yous miss me anot nahs.
haish, i really feel like seeing Yous larhhs.
sandwich baby, see Yous soon alright?
love Yous lots lots, muacks <3.
i dunno whether will we fade?
it depends on the fate that god gave us.
went to the toilet and i couldn't get back to sleep anymore.
on my tv and prepare my breakfast ((: rice plus curry.
msg with evon for awhile and i prepared for my outing with Dumbass Bestie!
bus down alone to jurong point interchange to wait for that dumbass to reach.
went shopping @ jurong point for awhile and headed down to vivo city ;D
damn boring uhs, things was so expensive. All we know was just eat!
ate @ the long john silver ((: yummy yummy kay.
camwhored, but none of it we liked. What the hell can?
weather was so freaking hot like don't know what kind of shyt.
joked around @ vivo, 4 plus we bus back down to jurong point.
reached there about 6plus, shopped until 8plus and we bus home.
dumbass bestie and i shared alot of things ((;
i loved her so much kay,
laugh, laugh and laugh is only what she knows ;x
haha, cute chubby bestie!
spent so many money today? Are Yous heart pain?
lucky i'm not yarhs ? At most $10 but Yous ? $70?
haha, rich uhs. Next time treat me liaos horhs!
i'm a broke girl.
sandwich baby,
i missed Yous so much.
i don't know whether Yous miss me anot nahs.
haish, i really feel like seeing Yous larhhs.
sandwich baby, see Yous soon alright?
love Yous lots lots, muacks <3.
i dunno whether will we fade?
it depends on the fate that god gave us.
250 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
.Monday, June 1, 2009 ' 4:49 AM
woke up @ 10am, spam call baby but he didn't wake up D:
prepared and kept spam call leelim' dar every 2 min, she's so piss of by me ;x
haha, cute larhs her. Had lunch together with her @ central.
rent cd and went leelim' dar house, baby reached.
slacked until 2plus, baby went off to youth game things at JJC.
we went peiwen' boyf's house, slacked until 4plus and went off to arena.
for pool session again ((: 6pm baby came.
went off before 7pm, baby accompany me home and bid goodbye to him le ((:
now i wanna go maple lerhhs ((:
dumbass baby,
thanks for piggy back me uhs.
i loved that feeling alot larhhs ((:
cute baby sandwich!
soon,
june holiday will gonna be over D;
prepared and kept spam call leelim' dar every 2 min, she's so piss of by me ;x
haha, cute larhs her. Had lunch together with her @ central.
rent cd and went leelim' dar house, baby reached.
slacked until 2plus, baby went off to youth game things at JJC.
we went peiwen' boyf's house, slacked until 4plus and went off to arena.
for pool session again ((: 6pm baby came.
went off before 7pm, baby accompany me home and bid goodbye to him le ((:
now i wanna go maple lerhhs ((:
dumbass baby,
thanks for piggy back me uhs.
i loved that feeling alot larhhs ((:
cute baby sandwich!
soon,
june holiday will gonna be over D;
249 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
