♥ It doesn't last forever.

.Saturday, February 28, 2009 ' 11:37 PM

postpone my tuition earlier as i wanted to go out with friends & baby .
in the end all was ruined , fuck alright .
i was waiting for you call ? what the fuck are you doing over there ? f
enjoying your pool session with friends uh ? good good ,
i shouldn't had postpone the tuition time , it doesn't make any differents at all .
i get really very fucking pekche ,
if you rather with your friends & don't meet us can you just at least tell us ? waiting for you
keep waiting & waiting . nabei , i really had enough .
after days everything had changed . forget it , i'm too fed up to even say anything now .

went out things happened , i hatred things like that alright .
atmostphere was fucking lousy can , in the end things became smoothly .
went taman jurong with jastine darling , zhenyuan , peiwenboyf , leelim & baby
to have our dinner , finish eating baby went to the community centre to play
basketball with a laolan derhs didi siia , that small boy primary 3 nia ,
he's so fucking damn laolan , we scolded him ;x
took bus back to leelim's house downstairs to slack .
& went leelim house , snatch durian with leelim (;
baby , zhenyuan & peiwenboyf ride bicycle to central to buy durain .
while leelim accompany me , she helped me wash my hair ,
kanasai , she have no skill sia . Haha , ); baby wear contact lens .
damn cute can , my cute baby haha , too bad he don't know how to take out ;x
helped him wear like kanasai , kept blinking his eyes , he wear himself .

Thanks jastine darling , peiwenboyf & leelim's dar derhs help (;
sorry for those attitude ,
i love your (;

baby .
although this few days we kept quarreling .
baby , believe me . I still loved you a lot );
when i'm shivering under the air - con & rain .
thanks for hugging me and make me warm
baby , you said you wanna me to marry you (;
i'm waiting . Sleep tight , i miss you .

Thanks people who concern about my leg (;
i'm alright , thanks guys ;D

.Friday, February 27, 2009 ' 5:00 PM

people doing morning run , i doing walking run .
i hatred my form teacher damn lots .
it's unlucky for me to stay in your house , Atlas sucks alright .
he caught me & he doesn't believe that my leg was injured .
insisted to call my parents and clarify , -'- lorhhs .
ask my parents to bring me home (; not bad uh .
bid goodbye to all of my friend & baby );
i misses them ley , haish . I'll show no more respect to you .
because you don't earn respect from me , -'- off far away from me too .
reached home , mum's bringing me to see doctor .
my knee is so fucking pain , that uncle so violent ;x
now my leg was wrapped like a present ? lols haha .
difficulties in walking man ); wondering tomorrow how to go out nehs .

baby .
my life's was screwed up .
you can choose to walk out alrights ,
i guess you don't need me anymore .
i'm a burden & a stress towards you .
i promised , i won't shed anymore tears for you .
or else , i'm gonna involve in an accident .

the moment i saw you ,
i really hatred you .
just hope that you don't appear infront of me .
hatred you to the core max max max ,
nabei , right from the start i shouldn't had choose this school .
whole school sucks like hell .

.Thursday, February 26, 2009 ' 6:37 AM

Happy 5th Month Anniversary To Baby & Me (;

baby , hope even you moved house , our love won't change .
i don't take words for nothing , hope what you say you
really mean it alright (; baby , i'll love you with all my heart .
we should cherish the time which left for us now ,
thanks for accompany this few days till night time .
will we separate after you're gone from boon lay , i had a feeling that we'll .
no matter what , baby always remember me in your heart alright .
you'll always be in my heart & i couldn't find any reason to stop myself
from loving you . hope every sat we would go out together like what we
used to be can ? although i wish you would go back to the past but i knew it's hard .
just be yourself bahs , baby no matter what my heart will stay on .
remember what i told you about a guy sms his stead with 6 sms of saying
how much love they put in for he/her & i claimed that you didn't do that .
now i realised it was all craps also ya ? they can say as much as they wanted in msg .
in their heart they don't feel that way too (; baby , i trust you for what you had say .
just now i fell down , you still take your initiative to walk with me till my house staircase .
baby , slowly i felt that you treated me even better , my love for you increases even more .
please don't let me down again (; i will love you till ever .

after my atlas practice .
hanhui , zhenyuan , baby , cynthia , leelim , peiwenboyf , jastine darling .
we all were playing with basketball .
baby & me 1 group , zhenyuan & peiwenboyf , leelim & hanhui .
because cynthia went home to put her bag .
she came back , i stopped playing . I fell down thanks to peiwenboyf ;D
haha , good good ! tmr i don't need run for mass PE & netball ,
playing basketball with them was like damn fun can haha .
i loved the way we gather & so , haish class i'm gonna be lonely soon .
evon & meiling kena kicked down to 3T2 , left jubellina to accompany me .
if she didn't come school ); im gonna be alone for sure , sobs TT .
now i'm gonna to have my dinner lerhs larhs , hungry (;

everything had gone back to the same (;
thanks people for taking initiative too .

.Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ' 6:43 AM

To my part - time boyfriend .

our friendship seems to be drifting sooner ,

i don't know what makes me thinks this way , anyway last long

with your boyfriend alrights . i would feel better to see your both

to be always together (; sweet forever , & of course last till marriage .

last night don't know why i just cried when i think of you .

i'm trying to recall when is the last time we last went out with each other ?

i remember is the day when we went to watch the wedding games movie

& it's almost going to be one month soon , times really fly so fast .

one blink of our eyes , march holiday coming soon , everything is changing le ,

just because we are in different class ? we both are busy with our own stead .

the time we could spent together it's only recess time , is this all we want ?

slowly recess time we will not be with each other & our friendship will come to the end ?

why am i thinking so much ? -'- all my mind off ,

craps & nonsense please give me a break , i'm so fucking stress .

studies sucks , give me a break too ! i had enough , my brain gonna burst soon .

♥♥♥

baby .

i wished you would go back to the past with me .

definitely i won't change back into my secondary 1 horrible side .

i only wish you would become that boy i once know , it's hard .

now that you had become so strong , i can't even make you cry for me .

when will be the time you will cry for me again ?

if i were to die infront of you , will you shed your tears for awhile just to let me feel happy ?

is it possible for me to walked back and face my friendship & relationship

towards both of you ? i respected both of your the most , what had i get in the end ?

forget it , i shall walk on with my life .

i couldn't change my fate but i can change the path which i'm gonna walked on .

baby & part - time boyfriend , i misses both of your past & i loved your v' much .

someone i fucking hate ,

why did you come school for ?

to disturb people , parents paid school fee for you to disturb people ?

craps & nonsense can , mind your own fucking business .

if can please keep pon school don't come school larhs (;

-'- far far away thanks !

if i were to end everything in one day ,
where will i possible go ?
heaven or hell , up to god to decide.
somethings are better off left unsaid ,
somethings are better off left undone ,
somewords are better off left unspoken .

.Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ' 6:17 AM

now i'm in the school lap posting my post (;

wasn't late for school , meet baby inside bus .

English Reading Period i was talking rather than reading ;x

disturbing people & so , time to go back to classroom .

had my english lesson , do my common test corrections .

maths lesson was totally know nothing like an egg , so -'- .

i don't understand what the -'- is he teaching ,

chinese lesson , kena thrown out by teacher .

didn't bring my textbook & workbook .

seat outside classroom with jubellina mummiie , chat like nobody's business .

talking loads of craps , sharing lots of stuff .

awhile selyn & christina kena thrown out too ;x haha .

we chatted even more uh , recess time! went toilet & have our breakfast .

baby came up , disturb disturb disturb .

back he went back to his class , was sms-ing with him .

& now was having IT program lesson , damn shiok can .

[ Editied ]

after school went sushi with leelim , pearlyn , meiling & shanting .

leelim, shanting & pearlyn eating buffet while meiling & me wasn't .

that manager banned pearlyn from going to that sushi restaurant because something

happened , i know why she is the manager of that restaurant ,

because she's fat , boobs big , butt extra extra big (:

ask bangalah fuck her upside down , so c'b -'- up .

we are not going back to that sushi restaurant anymore , their service

were horrible , terrible & lastly vegetables .

end of my scolding (: buhbye !

♥♥♥

a sentences to describe ♥ .

♥ hurts ,
it makes you blue
it makes you cry
makes you fall down in your knee
makes you sorrow
makes you hollow
makes you feel down
but even so ,
love is still love indeed .

baby .

Let this words not only touch your eyes ,

let them travel through your soul ,

and let them rest in your heart as you rest in mine ...

baby , ily & imy loads lods ;D

i hate to you see ,
whenever you appeared infront of me !

kindly get lost please (;

anyway , considering whether to put my blog as private @@@

.Monday, February 23, 2009 ' 3:48 AM

just reached school @ 7.20am .
obviously it's just late right ? stand behind .
doing lots of nonsense , lols .
went back class get back my common test results ,
& the result is so damn fucking bad , forget it !
CHRISTINE ANG , gonna buck up uhs .
after school slacked awhile & i went home le ,
boring , my life is either sleep or eat , -'- !
going to become pig for sure haha .

baby .
i miss you ((:

the day you leaving is coming nearer ,
what should i do ?

.Sunday, February 22, 2009 ' 8:32 PM

prepared & off to work at around 7.50am .
today was rather tiring larhs ,
reached home i straight went to bathe , so hot !
came out , dry my hair was suppose to sleep derhs .
but leelim dar sms-ed me and asked me to accompany her
to jurong point & i haven eat i was so fucking hungry .
okays larhs , i go change & go out lerhs .
i'm lazy to update liaos .

baby ,
when i woke up from my bed ,
you're the first i'm thinking of ,
the first person i'm gonna called .
lastly , i miss you .

when i'm waiting for your call .
what are you doing ? playing with your games .
while i'm silly waiting over here , i'm so fucking tired of it .

.Saturday, February 21, 2009 ' 7:20 AM

afternoon had my tuition ,
after the tuition i prepared & went out lerhs .
meet baby at my bus stop , peiwenboyf came out from her bus stop .
& reached xingnan , zhenyuan supposed to come up but he missed
the bus , we waited him @ jurong point instead (:
we were supposed to watch movie @ jurong point derhs .
but the show we wanted to watch had already started .
so baby suggested that we should go vivo city to watch .
we bused down to vivo , when we reached . We immediately
went to the golden village to buy our tickets , -'- can .
the movie i wanted to watch had also started , rest of the show was like
what the fuck , in the end we choose watched Pink Panther 2 .
the movie was like damn funny larhhs , the man look so rather stupid
& idiotic ;x haha , overall the movie was quite okays nahs .

after movie , went to the ladies & bused back to jurong point lerhs .
reached , wait for bus again ! what the -'- always wait wait wait .
finally came , reached home at about 11pm nehs .
tmr still need work , i'm so fucking tiring uh !
nevermind , shall sleep in the afternoon tmr haha .
that's my life .

baby .
finally we catched a movie together uh (:
you uh , keep eat eat eat .
shit shit shit ! cheys , joking nahs ;x
i love my baby boy ((:

my dream had been fufil lerhs .
should i be happy or not ?

.Friday, February 20, 2009 ' 4:01 AM

reached school on time .
started common test paper again ,
@ 8.15am i slept till 8.30am woke up , got shock by teacher's voice ;x
skipped and was social studies lesson , chong kang kang didnt come .
relieve teachers took over , chit chat . nonsense everywhere .
after school slacked in 4a3 classroom with baby & friends .
he went basketball afterwards & we went jurong point .
walked awhile came back outside school and wait for baby .
all went back sweet home le , short post bahs (:
i'm feeling so un-well , feel like vomiting .

baby .
@ least you're being honest to me .
of course i trust you .
baby , i love you .

my mind was in a confusing mood .

.Thursday, February 19, 2009 ' 5:14 AM

today i meet leelim dar & peiwenboyf under my void deck .
we revised our science for today's common test (;
baby came to meet us at about 6.45am .
then pearlyn came we went to bus stop to bus down to school .
common test started , 20 min i finished combined science exam can .
& slept through the whole exam , woke up lesson lesson skipped !
physic lap , i didn't pay attention at all . i took peiwenboyf's de micky mouse
& walked round the school (: kept playing with that soft toys when i was having
lesson . Make myself laugh , lol . can imagine how fucking boring am i uh ?
recess time , bought a burger and went back to class shared it with jubellina
mummy , baby came to look for me . recess over off he go !
skipped skipped , after school leelim , peiwenboyf , zhenyuan , pearlyn , shanting ,
baby & me went to have mac again . this time i shared it with baby .
after that all went to my void deck and gamble lol .

shanting left after gambling for a while ,
i lost $5 to baby today (:
but nevermind , i had to earn back soon alright .
money please drop down from the heaven .
i'm poke like hell now , searching around for $$$$$ (:
had tuition @ 7.30pm , teacher told me alot of stuff .
regarding relationship , studies & others .
i was so engross of what he say nahs , i was so keen haha .
baby just now accompany till 7.20pm he went off le .

baby .
if one day i were to leave you .
would you say to me ' baby , can you don't leave me ' ?
this question had been in my mind for long .
i wished to ask you but i don't have the courage .
you are so different from past , will you ever shed a tears just for me ?
4 months plus le , i had been crying like water tap towards you .
when is the last cry you had just shed tears for me ?
should be 2 years back ba , saw that ?! IT'S 2 years back ! how long is it ?
now that you're strong because i hurted you badly in the past .
perhaps this is all my retribution ba .
& your friends teaches you how to be strong & so .
now words in my mind was ' i couldn't live without you ' .
did your heart think that way too ? wondering @@ .

can you just be honest ,
& stop all nonsense , please !

.Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ' 4:25 AM

today baby waited for me under my void deck (:
when i meet him , we still had to wait for pearlyn neh !
took bus , peiwenboyf came up from her bus stop .
we kept revising our maths worksheet , fucking difficult lorhs .
exam started , once i saw the maths paper i almost faint on the floor !
it was so fucking nabei difficult , my mind totally blank & i gave up .
v' steady derhs i only know how to do one question nia -'- lorhs .
i slept through out the paper (: was sleeping so soundly can ,
today happened something ;x privacy nia , only my class know (:
after school leelim dar , jastine darling , peiwenboyf , pearlyn & baby
we went to mac to have our lunch but i didn't eat (: saving money ma !
went peiwenboyf's house , i was studying my science for tmr , well well well !
around 6 , we started gambling (: i wasn't seriously playing nahs ,
that stupid baby of my ! i bet $50 with him ! & i won can ((:
he continue play & in the end i owe him $4000 , i gave him 4 slap (:
he slap me back uh ): violent kids ! ;D leelim dar & jastine darling went home .
rest send me to my house void deck (: on the way peiwenboyf & zhenyuan was
fighting so violently man ;x scary couples , worst than me & baby !

baby .
must try to change your temper man ,
your temper can scare us norhs , aiiyos .
in the past you wasn't like that derhs nahs ,
stop being stubborn lerhs alrights ((:
loving you , & of course thanks for your so many slap can !
i'll get my revenge back soon ! @#$%^&*() !

hate people showing attitude & temper ?
check yourself before saying other (:
i had no offence when i wrote this sentences !

.Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ' 3:53 AM

today was waiting for baby's bus to reach my bus stop .
in the end ended up quarreling , i hatred these feeling .
it's 7.19am le so we decided to take cab to school .
reached school saw each other machiam don't know each other .
my heart was so bloody pain can ,
half taking my exam half thinking of our stuff .
my mind was in a confusing mood can -'- .
do until 8am without checking i just fall a sleep lerhs (:
8.30am wake up pass up the exam paper .
sms-ed with baby , everything's fine lerhs , chill man !
skip skip skip , when recess almost end baby came to my class
to look for me , chatted & joked awhile he went off lerhs (;
skip skip skip , ITP lesson was enjoying using com can .
end of school ! meet baby in the canteen , kept disturbing him .

went library to slack with baby while waiting peiwenboyf
to finish her CIP nehs , damn long !
so i asked baby to come my house first , meet leelim outside school .
came my house , baby used com . Leelim teaching me maths and seems
like she's going crazy haha , one question i can do very long nehs ;x
joked around like siao , i told them i'm serious to them but they treated me as
a clown lahs ! asshole lahh , kept on laughing , when eating dinner i make
as ugly face as possible (: leelim treat me eat ice-cream , i eat even horrible man .
they went off , disturb until very shiok uh , i'm afraid of tmr's common test nahs !
later atnight i'm calling jastine darling for chat nehs (:

baby , asshole !!
kept bullying me ! beat me , kick me !
i'm gonna smack your face tmr can (: try me sweetheart .
i love you lots lots x3 . mwuacks !

everything will be fine after a rainbow .

.Monday, February 16, 2009 ' 3:54 AM

i don't even wish to be part of my family members .
no trust no anything , your think properly .
why will i lie to you & made your stop believing in me ?
i lost freedom ? i'm a human not a pet ,
don't control me as if i don't have any life ,
wanna to kick me out of house ? by all means .
i'm definitely waiting alright !
i don't have mood to post more lerhs ,
my home simply sux, it don't bring me love but HATE !

nag nag and nag ,
i had enough of everything .
your simply don't understand me .
your can simply hack care me derhs alright .

.Sunday, February 15, 2009 ' 2:17 AM

FUCK YOU HARD !

woke up early in the morning for work .
chit chatted a lot with jubellina mummy (:
shared those funny stuff yesterday .
reached home at about 11.35am .
bathe , use computer while blowing my hair to dry .
awhile i went to sleep lerhs (:
woke up at 5pm , eaten my lunch & now posting over here .
i'm still waiting for my baby's call ,
how long should i still wait nehs ? haish .
jubellina mummie asked me to accompany her play maple .
while pearlyn called me for chat too .
chatting with peiwenboyf in msn ;D
end of my post .

baby .
i'm still waiting for your call ,
as you say you will do it (:
i love you .

i'm really so afraid that .
it's time for both of us to bid goodbye to each other .
if you had left me ? how am i gonna to survive ?
if something had lost , it's hard to mend it back .
franking speaking from my heart , i wish you to be my future husband .
do i have the chance ? few more month , our distances will become ever far
i really couldn't bear to see you go , while writing this entry , my tears
kept rolling down to my cheek , boy ! i really love you a lot .
althought memories can be kept , will it kept forever ?
i only wish you are my forever from 26 september 2008 .
if time can stopped on yesterday valetine's day ?
15 years of my life , it will be the greatest happiness i had ever had .
when you're with me i can feel your love ,
the moment we are separated things are differents .
you're so important to me , do you even know that ?

.Saturday, February 14, 2009 ' 8:05 AM

Happy Valentine's Day !

meet baby at my bus stop peiwenboyf came then zhenyuan (:
we took bus 502 to orchard road and do some window shopping .
we had our lunch in mac at lucky plaza after eating ,
baby is busying finding his everlast watch nehs .
baby & zhenyuan bought roses for me & peiwenboyf (: so sweet of them .
baby get a heart balloon for me , thanks baby (:
orchard quite siien so we decided to go to vivo instead .
walked around baby is still busying finding his watch larhs .
walked round & round , & finally we found but only left white colour ,
we advised baby not to have it , easy dirty nahs .
went to take a view near the sea (: water was so fresh , puff puff !

i wanted to go sentosa & so we went norhs ;D
bought the tickets , trained to sentosa .
we took tram & went to a beach , slacked at there .
romantic while looking up onto the sky & sea .
took some pictures with baby (:
went to have our dinner , toilet & when we was about to go
home , we realised that there's no more tram anymore .
we don't know where to walked uh , anyhow walked !
we went up the a bus it brings us back to the station .
took train back to vivo .
mrt back to boon lay , had so much fun while walking to the mrt station
and while we are in the mrt , joker = baby & zhenyuan .
reached boon lay , daddy come drive us home .
drive baby home then peiwenboyf & zhenyuan .

baby .
it's my first time i'm having so much fun with you .
today's memories will be kept inside my mind till the day
i left this world or even you left me
thanks for those present & memories you had bring to me .
baby , iloveyou . Takecare mwuacks .

soon you are gonna leave me lerhs (;
shall cherish the time that god had left for us .

.Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 4:17 AM

meet pearlyn under my void deck as usual went school together .
went school outside waited for baby to arrived and i saw leelim .
pearlyn & leelim accompany me to wait for baby nahs ,
went in school seat down in the parade square kept disturbing people .
asking leelim for sweet (: blah blah blah .
in class was almost doing own stuff uh , making joke around ourself .
fire fire fire , went down to parade square chatted as loud as speaker .
lol , like nobody's business created jokes & laugh like mad man .
recess time , eaten with evon , peiwenboyf , jubellina , meiling & pearlyn .
zhenyuan bought a bunch of small lolipop for peiwenboyf , damn sweet norhs .
we damn jealous can , we went off we oie ~ ~ ~ .
because we jealous marhs ;x haha . then baby bought things for me too (:
peiwenboyf & me walked our own cause they all went off with oie ~ ~ ~ .
when i was on my way to my classroom baby called me out again .
he gave me a 3 lolipop in a bunch , it means i love you [ wo ai ni ] .
this year should be my best valentine's day lerhs (: i'm so touched man .

after school slacked in canteen , peiwen boyf was so sad nahs .
had chat with netball teacher , awhile peiwenboyf gone case .
leelim , pearlyn & me went to play basketball with zhenyuan & baby in school .
played until on fire , we took bus down to central , went in kfc .
and went to buy contact lens , walked back to school .
chatted with baby & friends awhile & all went home lerhs .
4pm plus meet peiwenboyf & leelim under my void deck .
we bus down to jurong point , she wanted to eat mac larhs .
went round the whole place , before leaving the place .
i bought sushi for baby nahs , bus down to juying bus stop again .
baby was so hungry he finished it & i passed him the present (:
all went hanhui's house , & home lerhs !

baby .
this is the first year i'm so touched for the gifts you actually gave me .
this valentine's day will be the first time i'm smiling so happily .
hope you loved the present i bought for you ,
thanks for your tortoise & 2 other stuff which make me feel so touched .
i appreciated everything , baby i love you mwuacks x3 .
lastly , takecare of your injured finger !

tmr will be valentine's day .
hope i will enjoy myself with baby (:

.Thursday, February 12, 2009 ' 3:44 AM

baby waited for me under my void deck in the morning .
went school , chatted in the hall with peiwenboy , leelim & evon .
went class chemistry was sleeping all the way or else just chat like
nobody's business , laughs . Went recess .
kena di siao by that stupid hwa keong , lols .
had my breakfast , saw baby accompany him & we went back to class le .
maths we were fooling around in the classroom , eat biscuit man (:
geography lesson was sleeping all the way , chinese do some workbook .
ding dong ! end of school lerhs , went canteen look for peiwenboyf they all .
mood changed , tears drops . After that went jurong point with
peiwenboyf , pearlyn , evon , leelim & baby .
walked around , had our lunch at long john silver .
walked around , leelim bought a big big tortoise that i really loved alot de .
all the way i'm carrying it man , as if it's mine lols .

after buying all stuff went back school outside to slack nehs .
baby then tell me actually that tortoise is he bought for me derhs .
i jitao very happy can , big & soft uh ! my dreams comes true !
thanks baby (: loves loves nahs .
carried all the way back home , some people says even the tortoise is
fatter & bigger size then me ley , haha .

baby .
thanks for the big tortoise ,
i will cherish it as if it's my child derhs (:
you really make me so touched by your surprise .
loves baby , i'll pass you your present tmr okays !
loves baby , takecares , mwaucks x3 lots lots lots lots .

dare to dream ,
it will definitely come true (:

.Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ' 4:08 AM

waited baby at my bus stop , he cab down all the way from his house .
board the bus , reached school just late alright -'- .
late nevermind but get caught by mr singh because of my hair .
he say this ' you know i can expelled you out of school just because
of your hair ' ? i was thinking -'- now he isn't what , why talk cock ! laughs .
he make me go to the toilet to clip up my fringe , sibei kuku .
because of this & i quarrelled with baby , haish -'- .
was feeling very sorry , i shouldn't show baby that attitude .
just that mood swing man , thanks all friends for all of your concern (:
i'm deeply appreciated by it can ! end of school went round whole school
look for my missing peiwenboyf can , she's really missing .
meiling , leelim , pearlyn & me go round calling kok !
haha , in the end no one replied us , we went back to canteen .
saw her walked towards to the netball court & we headed there too .

started our training , first was quite fun nahs .
in the end it simply sucks like hells can , nabei .
the coach also don't like us ? so what for i attend ?
she asked me to play inside the court as centre defence .
i was full of question mark in my head , i was like what the -'- ?
when the games started , she say ' christine don't know what is happening ,
step out ! ' Wah , beautiful . Because of your this beautiful sentence .
I'm not gonna attend netball alrights , when we are released she stare at me (:
not bad uh ;D meiling scolded her until very xialan , i know the coach knew .
she's just acting (: not bad uh haha , miss tng wanted me to go netball ?
give my father a call alright , my father don't even wanted me go for that -'- netball
because of that stupid idiotic coach , ask her -'- off ;D

baby .
sorry for the attitude ,
thanks for waiting for me after my netball (:
i love you like what i used to be .

school is for teaching us ,
not for scolding okay -'- !

.Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ' 4:19 AM

wasn't late for school but peiwenboyf , jubellina , zhenyuan & baby
late for school nehs , baby kelian can . his hair kena cut !
damn funny lorhs , like helmet man (: he don't need any helmet
anymore lerhs ;x skipped until after school .
wandering everywhere in school , slacked in canteen
& went to leelim's dar house with peiwenboyf , zhenyuan ,
pearlyn , hanhui & baby .
gamble gamble , i lost $1 ley . nevermind ;D
then went to my house downstair that zoo playground .
hanhui didn't come he went home lerhs .
zhenyuan & peiwenboyf playing wrestling man .
they fight until damn fierce lol , laughing away .
even those small kids were just playing in the playground laugh
at them too , looks like a movie to us uh .

pearlyn went home lerhs , rest of us chatted together
under my blog , chatted alot of stuff nahs , shared alot of things .
played magic & blah blah blah ;D
send them to bus stop then peiwenboyf & me walked home .
anyway , peiwenboyf & me had decided to let go of our nose piercing (:
tmr netball , sucks man ! cannot don't go ! asshole -'- !

baby .
some disappointed in you .
but at least you changed quite alots le .
your helmet hair ;D hahas ,
takecare nahs , loves you mann .

don't take things for granted .

.Monday, February 9, 2009 ' 5:15 AM

went school was late & stand behind my class .
chatting around with friends surrounded me .
went back to class was geography .
took test & sleep , i don't even understand what's
that stupid question asking about (:
chemistry i was sleeping throught out larhs .
it's so damn boring uh , but i must start to pay attention le .

after school was eating in canteen with friends & baby lahs .
had fun with baby , cat fight with him in the canteen ,
was rather xia suay nahs ! hahas .
he went for his basketball while peiwenboy , pearlyn & me went leelim's
house to gamble until 5 we went off to jurong point to get our
wrapping paper , 6.15pm went to take bus back to school .
because i wanted to wait baby for his basketball nahs .
meet him lerhs , slacked awhile & bus home .
had steamboat as my dinner ;D best man , was so full !

baby .
your violent did decrease uhs ;D
but still quite violent uhs !
loving you to the max .

less word , less trouble .

.Sunday, February 8, 2009 ' 7:59 PM

baby gave me a morning call as i asked him to do so last night ;D
woke up prepared while waiting for jubellina to sms me .
meet her at my house bus stop at around 7.35am .
her father drive us to bukit batok , we started our work .
around 10 plus we went to have our breakfast near regent .
after eating went back regent & slacked then walked back
to look for his parents after that his father drive me home (:

went home bathe , sms-ed with peiwenboyf .
update my blog & on phone with pearlyn .
later going jurong point to collect the present yesterday i had bought .
off i go , nothing more to add on ;D

[ colour poem from Love Matter ]
when the phone rang , ' green green ' ( ring ring )
i ' pink ' ( pick ) up the phone .
' yellow ' ( hello )
' blue ' ( who ) is this ?
' white ' ( what ) you want ?
you don't ' purple-ly ' ( purposely ) call me .
make me angry , i won't call you ' black ' ( back )

[ editied ]
was sleeping & jubellina woke me up went to accompany her .
jubellina mummiie don't be sad alright ;D your dog will
definitely be fine derhs kay ? went over to regina's house slacked ,
jubellina & me headed to pearlyn's house to have steamboat for
our dinner , we created alot of jokes , hahahas .
suddenly mood changed when i got home ,
i don't know what's my mind thinking just full of un-solve problem .
shall end here , my mood swings like mad .

baby .
i don't wish you to hide anything from me ,
anything just tell me can lerhs .
i hate people hiding things from me alrights .
i didn't say i don't trust you or what uhs ,
i'm just reminding you okays ,
loves baby , muacks .

it's quite obvious , whether you have the heart to tell me
the truth or you prefer hiding it from me is up to you .
because i can make no decision .
please don't ask me anything about this grey words .
i had no comments to it -'- .

.Saturday, February 7, 2009 ' 7:27 PM

was rottening at home alright , -'- man .
my family all went out and left me alone at home , because i have
tuition later on , ta marhs derhs ! i don't wanna have tuition anymore
man , i don't even pay attention to it , wasting my parents money .
luckily i was on phone with peiwenboyf or else i will be bored to death .
atnight watching night movie with peiwenboyf ;D edit later bahs .
anyway , i hate when i sms-ed ppl & they don't replied ? -'- them !

[ Editied }
i'm back from jurong point with peiwenboyf .
we watched the show ' The Wedding Game ' .
after watching we went around the park near jurong point .
slacked and we chatted , while sms with baby .
quarreling just because i promised to watch with him the show during
valentine's day , sorry i broke my promise lerhs .
i didnt really attention in the movie also , i wanna watch it with you again .
& you insisted that it's wasting of money ? haish , i dont know what to do .

♥baby .
thousands of sorry towards you .
since i had say what i should say lerhs ,
you choose to hack care me & continue showing
me this kind of attitude ? forget it larhhs ,
go ahead & be angry if you want ,
i try not to show you any attitude lerhs .
is you force me derhs , alrights !

don't let me find out something that shouldn't be found .
i guess i knew the truth & i guess i had guess it correctly , it's only the choice
if you will choose to admit a not .

.Friday, February 6, 2009 ' 10:06 PM

morning was suppose to meet baby inside bus larhs ,
but i missed his bus ;x hahas , he waitied me outside school .
& we went to our own respective cca group , miss tng asked us
to write our reflection about our netball , lol .
my friend & i wrote , we hate netball blah blah blah ;D
come on lahs , i really hate netball to the core alright .
i won't write as if oh i loved netball so' so much , laughs !

mr chong create a lot of joke in class during his social studies lesson ,
boon chong was kena di siao like siao lahs ;D i was laughing
loudly away man , i loved mr chong lesson , seem to be like
funny session uhs , hahas .
after school went back home , had my lunch & used computer here .
waiting for baby to go home & meet me again .
going leelim's house & peiwenboyf's house for gambling soon !
ended here lahs (:

baby .
i missed you so much uhs ;D
quickly quickly come back worhs .
jiayou for your basketball tourament (:
i lovess youus , i dotes youus .

don't let people look down on you ,
show them that you can do it ,

.Thursday, February 5, 2009 ' 5:13 AM

Firstly , Happy Birthday Regina Ang Li Jun .
nearly late for school today uhs , reading period .
was reading article about alot of cats being killed man .
don't know which idiotic fellow without heart do those heartless murderer .
curse them die faster man -'- ass .
anyway whole day was not attentive in class of course ,
each day passes my class slowly lots & lots people missing man .
5 people suspension today , rest didn't come .
& only 19 people studying in class , can imagine that ? bloody ass .
nevermind skipped , during chinese lesson miss teow didn't come .
& don't know what that stupid idiotic fellow uncle called , wanna issue me
a pink form sia , know for what reason ? just because i'm
walking around disturbing other people & talking to other people , such lame
stupid old uncle uhs , in the end also didn't issue me uhs , his mouth
was so huge alright , he came into our class till our class dismissed ,
his mouth never even closed before still ask us to complete our work
while his mouth kept opening man asshole -'- .

after school slack around in canteen , had my lunch with sister of course .
played around , chit chat & all .
left school went to look for jubellina near west grove ,
i didn't go alone of course with meiling , peiwenboyf , zhenyuan & pearlyn .
around 5.30pm i went home , bathe & eat .
went to meet ♥bi , his class went sentosa today .
he bought a pair of ear ring for me man ;D thanks ♥bi .
it's butterfly luhs (; beri nice i loved it hahas .
♥bi , zhenyuan , peiwenboyf & pearlyn send me home .
i needed to have my tuition alright siienn , if not i can accompany
♥bi even longer man ass -'- !
during tuition time , i keep yawn & eyes closing lols .
after lesson ends , my eyes became as big as goldfish .
lol , i'm like this & im so so so lazy zzz !
gtg larhhs , playing internet mahjong with ♥bi larhs .

♥bi ,
each day passes ,
i love you even more .
but your violent didn't changed uhs .
i'll skin you alive sooner ! stupid ♥bi .

in the end things all ended up like this ?
is that what we really wants ?
if so , then so be it bahs .

.Wednesday, February 4, 2009 ' 4:27 AM

stomach was not well , therefore i didn't went school today .
slept until 1.15pm then wake up , had my lunch .
taken medicine & watch tv lerhs , 5.35pm went school outside
to get something from friend slack awhile & headed back home lerhs .
had my dinner while watching television , going central to deposit
my money inside ;D buhbye !

♥bi .
kept beating me , i want to complain
about you ! Box your stomach just not (:
not bad uhs , kept bullying me also don't know why ):
i'll skin you alive uhs , barbie !

things are unexpected .

.Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ' 10:42 PM

i fucking hate those cheebye fucking big mouth auntie .
all mother die like -'- .
what for have a mouth uhs ? open as if no father mother .
lols , no different from hippo .
hope those auntie die like -'- , like sabo-ing people for nothing ?
all kindly -'- off uhs .

after school peiwenboyf & ♥bi came my house ,
hanhui came and then leelim ;D around 3.30pm we
all went off and headed to peiwenboyf's house , hell notes .
we gamble mahjong & blackjack , all my money lost like hells man .
lost about $8 plus , ♥bi today won alot man (:
haha congrates ♥bi , 9+ reached home .
my stomach was so bloody pain now , perhaps tmr not going to
school bahs , see how is tmr then , gtg !

♥bi .
kept bullying me uhs ,
hope you can change really make me until
very derhs pekche lerhs sia , grrr !
Roarr , loves loves hubby ;D

money is nothing ,
while life is even more important .

.Monday, February 2, 2009 ' 6:41 AM

was late for school ley , bus was so fucking cold nehs .
pearlyn , peiwenboyf , ♥bi & me were shivering like hell .
reached school was late and stand at the back i was joking around alright ;x
hack care all those teachers , pearlyn & peiwenboyf kena caught
attire & hair colour from their form teacher , lucky i'm not in her class .
run around the basketball court for 10 rounds , i was so fucking tired lol .
mr tuban wanna us to copy lines , went class immediately copy like siao .
all the way to recess time , i didn't even have the time to go down man .
jubellina mummie bought something up for me (: of course i paid her back
money uh ;D cannot take it for granted worhs hahas .

after school stay in canteen ♥bi wanna to copy his stupid lines ,
in school machiam sleeping for him only hahas .
bus down to jurong point with pearlyn ,
peiwenboyf , zhenyuan , ♥bi & me . As pearlyn is meeting someone .
walked around jurong point & slacked awhile that guy appeared .
walao , his magic was super good uhs , even i couldn't even
see any mistake nehs , had our lunch at long john silver ,
saw regina & shanting we walked together but half way both gone case .
reached home at about 9pm ++ (:
anyway , i'm having a serious sore throat now .
gonna drink more plain water lerhs buhbye !

♥bi .
takecare of your gastic uhs , so weak derhs ?
how takecare of me uhs .
thanks for your lolipop you bought for me at mini-toons (:
something happened between uhs ;x
sorry bi , shouldn't had ask you go to queensway when you are
very unwilling ): i love you tons .

if we are meant to be together ,
we will still last .