♥ It doesn't last forever.

.Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ' 1:47 AM

Kept sleeping in the classroom when teacher asked us to revise.
My migraine is getting worst, feel like vomiting and fainting at any moment D;
No matter what, I have to finish my N level first (; Studies comes first!
After recess I teared in the classroom, thinking of something, skipped.
Lifeskill, Mr Chong prepared a small graduation party for us.
He went to find our photo when we are in secondary 1, those innocent face.
Unfortunately his unable to find my photo, or else i'll be so paiseh larhs ;x
He wrote cards for each and everyone of us and said those touching words.
Jubellina and I teared, I regretted not letting Mr Chong to know me more.
Dismissed from school, slacked and home sweet home (;

Things that I wanted to say to Mr Chong ;
Thanks you for being such a great teacher towards our class,
Enduring our nonsense and craps all along.
You never gave up our class no matter how naughty are we.
Infact, you still continue to encouraged us and do what you can for us.
When we are taking social studies N level, you spent so much time to print those
Social studies notes for us to study, and wanted us to pass with flying colours.
I wanted to say sorry to you, in the past I used to send you those stupid message
That I did not know it would hurt you, and I insisted of not communicating with you.
After I leave Juying Secondary, I'll never forget you no matter what.
You're the teacher that treated our class the best, you'll always be in our heart (;

The stress is killing me, all I do is think, about the past.
The future, the present, what happened, why they happened?
Will things get better? The whole world is moving.
And I seem stuck in my place, I can't go back. And change things.
Can't move forward, being stuck here is slowly killing me.
Thoughts are rushing through my brain, some meaningless.
Some stupid, some disturbing. I can't seem to stop them.
It's life coursing through my veins? Heartbeat? Air? Vision?
Can I tell? Vision blurry, Somewhat yes.
Mortal flurry, living test. Black out emotionally.
It's loneliness going through my brain. Feelings? Care? Tearful?
Can I yell? Stressful Scurry and begging rest.
Clumps of hair are falling off my head, life has no meaning.

♥
Everything have changed.
I feel like avoiding you all the time.
Give me some days to consider should we remain as couple.
Jiayou for your coming N level.

It Is Impossible For A Man To Learn,
What He Thinks He Already Knows.

.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 3:22 AM

School was damn boring leh, either sleeping or chatting.
Not even studying for any subject in class, crapping around with friends.
I love recess time the most, kept playing and joking around with friends (;
ITP lesson kept changing lap, walk until leg tired. In the end chosen library.
Was damn boring when we are in library, nothing to chat and only lie on the table.
School dismissed! Went canteen with friends and chatted quite a bit.
Went Leelim dar's house watched television and covering one of my eyes up.
Because eyes swallow until almost burst out D; a bit too much larhs ;x
Went central accompany them to eat, then bus home le (;
Super shag uh, i've so many doubts inside my mind. Bye readers.

If I could save you, I would do it all for you.
Whenever it needed to be done, I devote everything to you.
And nothing to me, i'm useless to myself.
Which make me useless to everyone else.
I try to do everything right about you, but it's just too much for me.
I wanna sleep until i'm nothing.
At least then I won't have to watch myself fade away.
I watch my tears spill into the the ocean of sadness.
Wondering if i'll ever learn how to love myself.
I want to know so many things, and to enjoy the beauty that life brings.
But I do everything for you, for I feel not worthy of my time.
Yes I disappoint like it's all I can do, please don't forget. It's all for you.

♥
We are definitely drifting apart already,
Words getting little each day.
I've nothing more to say towards you.
Till now, games are still as important than me.
So I really have given up on you lerhs.
Too tired to talk more with you, so i'm speechless (;

Insecurity Covered With
Careful Dreams.

.Monday, September 28, 2009 ' 5:54 AM

Peiwen' Boyfriend cooked scramble egg for me in the morning (;
It taste real nice larhs, she still brought with her my favourite chili sauce!
So sweet of her larhs ;x i love her lots lots man.
Lesson started, craps around in class even though teacher was teaching.
Fall asleep during Chemistry while doing corrections for prelim's paper.
Woke up during Chinese lesson for awhile and slept through the period
Until recess time! Stupid Leelim' Dar kept disturbing me outside my window.
Kena scolded by me, because she disturbed me when I'm sleeping so soundly!
After recess was Maths lesson assemble @ learning room.
Crapping around with Jubellina ' Mummy and others (; Super fun larhs.
Took picture of a beautiful butt, and Jubellina' Mummy blue tooth to others!
Walao, so bad of her larhs (; Had tuition after school.
Reached home @ about 7pm. Had dinner, and drink lots of water!
I'm so thirsty larhs, alright. I shall end off here! Bye readers (;

Can't move, can't think, nothing soothes.
On the drink, all aloof, need a drink.
Wanna lay down and sleep, motivation is now gone.
Wanna find some reasons to keep and plodding along throughout the dawn.
All of the life I live make me yawn, feel like a daze, feel like a sheep.
Deal, hike and graze, eat the lawn. Damn, i'm out and gone, so tired!
Must I put in the fence? I'd rather be wired.
Rather than being so dense, feel like a daze, don't feel at all tense.
Deal, psyched and lays, won't really be required.

♥
Strongest love.
Will it go back to how we used to?
Hmm, no one knows yet (;

It Takes Years To Earn Trust,
It Takes 1 Second To Destroy.

.Sunday, September 27, 2009 ' 9:59 PM

Happy 15th Birthday To Desmond (;

Meet Peiwen' boyfriend under void deck, she brought fried rice for me to eat.
So good of her uh? (; Slacked, abc while chatting with each other.
Went home bathe and prepared, went out with family and meimei's friend.
Headed to Bugis again, daddy bought me a spaghetti top (;
Went Sim Lim Square to look for handphone's cover for my meimei's friend.
Went Bugis Junction shopped for awhile and off to Taman Jurong for dinner.
Reached there, all stall was almost closed. What the fuck!
Had stingray for dinner, don't have the appetite to finish while thinking of something.
Back sweet home after that, was feeling so moody because of someone D;
Lazy to elaborate who was it, alright I will stop here.
Goodnight readers!

I miss you, it's all I have to say.
You're missing, I thought it would better that way.
But it kills me. And i can't fight this reliance.
I'm drowning here, amid this sick, strange silence.
I need you, to tell you what i feel.
To hear you, and remember what is real.
When we said nothing but it said so much.
When we ran away to get in touch.
I feel you here so lost inside me.
I need you now, or i'll fall apart completely.
I miss myself, that piece you still hold.
This space is hollow, leaves me so cold.
I can't forget you, I never will.
The way you changed, still making me missing you.

♥
Our love seems not to be the same anymore.
I wondered why.
You've fall in love with someone or me?
We no longer as sweet as before.
You love lying to me now.
Why? What happened to us?
Sigh, let us just walk one day count one day.

Where Are You,
When I Needed You The Most?

.Saturday, September 26, 2009 ' 7:24 PM

Happy 1 Year Anniversary To Jianwei And I (;

Happy Birthday To Jeff' Daddy (;

Jianwei came to meet me, I feed him on his cough medicine.
Off com and off to meet Peiwen and Zhenyuan.
Something happened, only Peiwen is joining us for outing today D;
Jianwei felt so sleepy suddenly, I realised the cough medicine causes drowsiness ;x
I suggested we should go west mall to have our lunch first.
Jianwei kept falling asleep even at koufu when we are ordering our food.
I bought porridge for him to eat, the taste like -'- .
Leave it there and we went arcade, left after awhile.
Trained down to bugis, Jianwei can still sleep while standing.
Oh my god, i cause him to be so poor thing huh D; shopped around in bugis street.
Bought nothing home, went to the bugis junction saw Jeff' Daddy and whole gang!
Meet Jianwei's sister for dinner and so, she's friendly but i'm shy! >.<

I will love you deeply, I will love you so much.
I love the sound of your voice, and your warm smile.
Your kind, thoughtful way. The joy that you bring to my life everyday.
When I'm with you, enternity is a step away;
my love continues to grow, with each passing day.
This treasure of love, I cherish withthin my soul.
How much I love you, you'll never really know.
Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly,
Deep inside my heart.

♥
Sandwich.
Sorry to cause you to have drowsiness.
We quarrel during our outing too.
I believed it's all my unreasonable action.
But what I want, really did not fulfill.
I'm just feeling disappointed, but it's okay.
As what you've said, i think it's true.
When you really have the heart, you'll know what i want.
Lastly, happy 1 year anniversary.
Love you.

Dumb Changed, Different From Days Ago.
Concern Decreasing, Not Like Before.
Whatever Is It, Goodluck.

.Friday, September 25, 2009 ' 7:46 AM

I'll never trust you again, you've toyed with the lives of men.
I'll never listen to what you so I tell you to go away.
The pain inside is starting to numb, don't talk to me you're idiotic and dumb.
Dumb promise to be there when I am bored and low.
All are just lies, sigh! Now i believe that no one can be believe.
Feeling so fucking shag uh. I'll stop updating until tomorrow bahs.
Nights readers.

I sit here thinking about all of it, your hair in my face.
Your arms around my waist. Your lips against mine.
It was all just lies again, none of it it's love. Just your lies!

♥
Stupid Sandwich.
I hate you, bastard bodoh!
Pangseh kia, Roars.D;
But you're cute ;x

It's Time To Be Honest,
Tell The Truth Then.
No Point Hiding Until Truth Being Find Out.

.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 5:33 AM

She's losing control! Emotions running high.
Feels like she just wants to curl up and die.
There's a secret she keeps hidden, somewhere where no one can find.
The ghosts of her past that constantly haunt her mind.
For you to understand you have to break her apart.
And like a piece of puzzle, put back together her heart.
But she's locked it up, so no one can get near.
She doesn't want it to hurt, breaking again is her greatest fear.
She runs away from the voices, but the hands pull her apart.
There's a pain inside her coming from her heart.
She can't be saved, all hope was lost.
The day that her path and his were crossed.

It's what I am and yet you don't give a damn.
Sweet and sour tears fall from the waterfall of my eyes.
In front of myself in the mirror I can no longer disguise.
You can see it too, because of the things you put me through.
I try to fake just one more smile, knowing all along that it will only last a little while.
Because I'm just so god damn. Everything that I try to do.
Because I'm still in love with the likes of you.
That's all I ever feel, they tell me in time all this will heal.
I could prentend that I've moved on and forgotten your name.
But it would be a horrible lie, I could that you that 'I'm Fine'
And try to hide the shame and even when all I do is cry.
Not knowing if or when my heart will mend.
Hopelessly hoping for something hopeful to begin.

♥
Sorry boy.
I'm so unreasonable.
Our love is never that strong anymore.
Perhaps whatever I do, you're not happy with it.
I don't feel like facing you anymore.
I'm so fucking sick of it, It's my attitude and temper faults.
So sorry, I cannot endure you and I believe you no longer can endure me too.
Let's walk our own way until we choose to talk to each other once again.
You never love me like before, never care me like before.
You are not you anymore, you've totally changed.
Since you're sick, Takecare of yourself.

I Sigh.
The Chorus, The Repetition.
The Quiet Confirmation Of
Four Lungs,
Four Hands,
Left Empty.

.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 5:02 AM

Get out of my life, stay out too. Cause i no longer want you here.
It amazes me how you can play two roles so well.
I really thought I knew you, but of course it was all lies.
And do you even care that you hurt me? No of course you don't.
I was nothing to you, something you simply used.
So please just leave, because I really cared about you.
I honestly did, I didn't want to see you. Make the same mistakes.
Those before you did, you didn't even know I knew the mistakes.
But i knew all along, So I wanted to stop you.
I didn't want to see you be hurt, but i could care less now.
Go ahead, do with your life, what you please, just leave me out of it.
Because I used to care, but now I realize.
You never cared about me, while I on the other hand.
Just now have stopped, you never had an ounce of any care towards me?
Did you? Fine then. At least now it's better that neither of us care.
So long then, have a nice life.
I know you'll forget me, but i'll never forget you.
No longer matters though (;

Even when you are there, you just ignore me.
Always put little things before me. All i wanted to hold is a conversation.
But I'm told your words aren't even worth my time. You bore me!
What happens if I want to say I love you?
Will you block my words or will they shove you?
Will you feel what I have felt? Will it make your cold heart melt?
Will you realize I finally rose above you?
I just don't care anymore, now I know what love is for.
Now I'll not be ignored because I've been broken before.
I'm tired of waiting for a word, because I know it goes unheard.
I no longer want my loved returned, for someone who would have it burned.
I'll be okay, even with this pain, even with these tears.
Just as long as I know your happy, I don't mind crying like this.
You can still be happy, and ignore my tears.

Went shopping with Peiwen, Jastine and Leelim (;
Trained down to Choa Chu Kang, Yishun and Bugis.
We were searching for neoprints for the whole day.
Finally we went bugis instead larhs, aren't really very tiring.
Went Peiwen's house and headed to Central, had dinner over there.
War started, hmm. I don't care anymore, and I'm so tiring of it -'-.
Zhenyuan and Peiwen sent me home larhs, thanks them.
Mood wasn't good now, I should stop blogging already.
Some photo will be posted, goodbye readers!

♥
Forget about this love.
We no longer love each other like before.
The moment we see each other, we quarrel.
Let's put everything aside, concentrate on our studies.
I'll never be the important status in your heart and mind.
I'll stop everything controlling you this and that.
I've given up (; You should be happy.

Your the Jewel Of My Seas.
The Apple Of My Eye.
Your never Ending Beauty.
Can Always Make Me Sigh.

.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 1:33 AM

Right now, I hate myself.
I hate everything about me, I hate I'm not beautiful.
I hate that I don't feel special, I hate that I hate myself.
I feel that I have this ball of depression.
Pushing down on the my top of my lungs, and my spine.
I don't know what to do, It makes me feel sick.
All I want to do, is vomit up my emotions.
And I have these notions, that life isn't worth living.
What is worth living life for? I feel as if i have this fog.
Covering my brain, And blinding my eyes and i hate it!
I hate feeling like no one cares, I hate feeling like I've fixed me.
Just to find myself breaking apart.

I hate the way you hug me and the way you talk to me.
I hate the way you read my mind and the way you're always right.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worst when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around and I hate it when you lie.
But mostly I hate the way, I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

♥
As days goes by, you no longer need me (;
And i no longer need you.
What happen? It's the fault of your game.
I don't mind, and I really don't.
Go ahead and enjoy whatever you liked.
I'll not stop you, goodluck for your exam boy!

When We Come To Days Like This,
And Times In Our Lives We Can't Forget ;
Those Are The Memories That We Should Cherish.

.Monday, September 21, 2009 ' 8:31 AM

I won't ever believe in whatever promise people give me already.
Because I believe there will be no promise, all are just lies!
Promise so much, in the end they just broke it like nobody business.
How fragile is a human's heart? Words can even kill them.
Don't mention using a knife to stab inside, shag.
I'm totally feeling super low now, who want to share my pain with me?
Who want to suffer the same which I am suffering now?
Who want to stand in my shoes to face those nonsense I am facing?
I feel like pulling out my heart and throw it into the sea, I don't feel like being a human.
It's totally like shit. No one understand me, no one know what I want.
Am I so difficult to be understand and get along? Does problem lies on me?
Should I just stop talking with others and reflect myself?

Promises are like babies, easy to make, hard to deliver.
Promises are like putting water in a slotted spoon.
Promises are like rain pouring down in the middle of the sea.
Promises are like a fan blowing during a winters Freezes.
Promises are like using a wet sponge on a forest fire.
Promises are like using a bubble gum to patch up with a tire.
Promises are like cutting down a tree with a plastic sword.
Promises are like how you keep your word.

♥
Where is the promise you used to promise me?
Where is the past you?
Where is the love you used to give me?
Why you broke the promises that you gave me?
Why things happened to us in this way?
Why have you changed?
Sigh, stepping into a relationship is to give each other love.
When I am alone? Where are you?
When I need you, where are you?
Are you enjoying yourself with computer games?
My ear bleed, you don't bother.
I wonder if one day I leave this world suddenly, will you realise it?
Will you cry and ask me not to leave? I doubt so.
How long have you last tag me in my blog? You rather view other people blog than mine.
If that so, I am closing down my blog. So what if memories are all inside?
It's totally rubbish and shit to you. You don't fucking care at all.
Baby Sandwich. You've changed.

The Memories Abound And The Smiles, Though Half -Hearted, Are Genuine.
A Mix Of Emotions A Varied As A Box Of Crayons.
But Time Has Won It's Game, And So I Must Concede.

.Friday, September 18, 2009 ' 7:47 AM

I wonder why now a days people don't have sense of originality, copy and copy.
Follow what people liked, is it a good thing to be proud of ? Laughs.
Then they shall be a cat ( copycat ) for life, so damn fed up.
I hate to see things i liked to be like by someone that i hate D;
Alright, nevermind. I'm fine with it (; I won't give a damn to them! -'- .

Why human changes so fast? They have 2 faces facing different people.
While facing me, they tend to be so good and generous.
But behind of my back? Nonsense, shit all flew out (; that was like so damn cool lah.
I believed in retribution therefore, i won't care how much they said behind my back.
Someone close me, seems to have change to a another person?
I dunno what's wrong with the person? I won't bother much too.
After today's post, I'm gonna MIA until Monday and definitely I'll be back!
Buhbye readers ;D

♥
Sandwich.
You've totally changed.
You should know what i hate.
But you don't bother, yet you kept continue doing it.
You took every word of mine as a joke, haish.
You never talked to me seriously, I looked more like a fool.
I don't feel like bothering you anymore.
If one day, I no longer talk to you.
Don't ask me why, you know the answer clearly more than I do.

Should I Hum?, Should I Sing?
Should I Bite My Tongue And And Not Say A Thing?

.Thursday, September 17, 2009 ' 5:16 AM

Went school quite early, ask about some maths question which I don't understand.
Maths paper began, haha! Nearly fainted, I swear. Sigh!
Skipped damn lots question, and left with 3 pages undone although I've the time.
Nevermind, went for breakfast in the canteen. Craps around, and stupid Peiwen.
Her joke combined with mine was really funny larhhs, craps with that lame girl!
Went back hall for another exam which is Chemistry, hmm. Kept asking for answer.
Sigh! This time i confirm failed with flying colours for sure D;
After school, went Leelim' dar house. Walao, I'm like a clown in her house!
Kept making them laugh and made myself mad and as if I'm a fool lah.
Slacked and went home @ 7plus. Had dinner and watching tv at the same time.
Alright, i want to go enjoy my durian already ;D Buhbye readers!

♥
Your lips can only be kissing me but not for other girls.
Your eyes can only be looking at me but not other girls.
Your ears can only be hearing me whispering you but not other girls.
Your hands can only be holding my hands but not other girls.
- Lastly, can you do it boy?

I Love You Today
As I Have From The Start
And I'll Love You Forever
With All Of My Heart.

.Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ' 8:14 AM

Had Geography exam this morning, guess what? I seriously know nothing about it.
I've not been studying for this sickening subject since school starts.
Our paper duration was 1 hour 30 min, i finish my paper around 15 min.
And slept throughout the exam, dreaming all kinds of stupid stuff.
What a wonderful sleep is that, while I am sleeping, my classmates are still doing.
Woke up at 9.15, was about to sleep back. Got disturbed by stupid Chingyen' Twin
Which seated in front of me. Kept knocking and pushing my table, -'- her !
Waited for teacher to collect the paper, went canteen to have our lunch.
Hmm, I've no appetite to eat at all. Not even eating half plate of my rice.
Went mama shop, played those childish games and went off to Leelim' Dar's house.
Watched tv, play games and watch video, left her house at 12 plus.

Went Pioneer Mall with Mummy and Meimei, bought my curve ruler and Mac.
The Mac was super delicious la and now causes me sore throat, -'- lorhs.
Jianwei came to find me after school, used computer for the whole day?
How cool of him (; And I kept kaobei kaobu beside him D;
On phone with Jubellina and Peiwen in the night time, happy gossiping in phone chat! Lol.
Jianwei left and i went to bathe and now blogging over there.
I'm now going to revise for my Chemistry and Maths.
I've want to pass with flying colours but not fail with flying colours.
Goodnight readers (;

♥
Feeling uneasy,
But what had happened?
Know what? I really hate our current life.
It's simply sux to core alright?
I'll see how it goes ba, if not let's say goodbye.
Seriously, you are driving me mad soon! Arghh.

Two Stars In The Heaven Twinkling So Brightly.
In A Lonely Sky.
Together Forever.
Until They Die.

.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 8:20 AM

School was a fine one, had Maths Prelim from 8am to 10am.
Question marks suddenly appeared from my mind, scratching my bloody head!
I was trying to do the question again and again. In the end, it was still blank -'-
What the fuck, looking around to see whether answer pops up a not?
Time's up, compared answer with classmates. I've so many careless mistake!
Feel like banging my head onto the table, shag. Why didn't i read the question carefully!
Forget it, took Science paper at 11am. Once i flip to the first page, i told myself I'm dying.
I jitao feel like fainting on the spot, totally know nothing about it.
Turning elsewhere, trying to get answer. But, no answer came back la.
Anyhow fill in the blanks! And slept throughout the examination.
Complaining about the question that it was hard and so! -'- lorhs!

Mood suddenly changed, I don't know what had happened to me?
Sky seems like dropping down, building seems like collapsing down.
My heart have been swallowed down into my stomach.
Mind and Brain thinking of nonsense things, wondering everywhere.
Leg don't feel like walking, staying stationary at a place.
Liver, Kidney, Intestine seems like jumping around in my body.
Every part of mine body signal me to give up everything that I'm waiting and asking for.
Should I? I'm so bewildered about my own life!

♥
Sorry baby sandwich.
I mood swing for don't know what reason
But I controlled myself not to attitude you, and therefore i did it.
I may not standby you 24 hours but I promised that I'll try my best.
You are the only guy that I'm doing so much for.
And I really hope you will appreciate for what I am doing.
Lastly : I love you precious boy, that lives in my heart wherever I am (;

If I've 100 Years Old To Live,
I Rather Don't Want it.
I Just Want To Be With You For The Rest Of My Life.
How Long I Can Live, It Doesn't Really Matter.
I Only Bother Whether You Are With Me?

.Monday, September 14, 2009 ' 6:47 AM

It's all my fault!
I don't know when the world got so twisted.
Everything got turned upside down.
But something tells me that the whole thing was my fault.
Everyone keeps telling that i need to change.
Something need to get better.
But no one will tell me what is it.
I've gone wrong, gone astray.
Fallen short of someone's expectations.
And with that I've lost a lot of expectations for myself.
I was never meant to be someone worth being.
Everytime someone remind me that I'm doing it wrong.
Even when I don't know what is it.

Hundreds of people complaining about my attitude,
While some people told me that having a attitude like that is unique.
I'm so bewildered, why cannot I be myself?
Should I change for others? My attitude and temper kills millions of people.
They hate me a lots, they feel like taking up a knife to stab through my heart.
Just because, my attitude sucks!

♥
I'm sorry baby, I'm so so sorry.
That I've said things to hurt you.
Days go on, and I don't know why i do the things i do.
You were the one that fixed a heart of coal.
Everyday I yell at you.
Sometimes I admit I don't know why.
I guess I'm just greedy with you.
I say mean things that even hurt you.
I don't really mean it.
You do what you do,
And I'll try to fix us.
I'd hate to see a future with out my one and only man.

★
The way I wanna hold your hand.
The way i wrote your name on my school papers.
The way I share my happiness with my friends.
The way my heart beats faster.
And the way I feel when I imagine you with me.

.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' 7:49 AM

My mood really swings 360 degree, i feel that some guys are really irritating.
Kept contacting me and asking for a meet up? What the fuck?
Might as well fuck off as far as they can? Zzz.
Really so irritated and piss off by them, because of them my temper changed.
And quarrel with my innocent mother, made her damn angry now.
I'm so lazy to bother those ill-bred person, pity his parents for having a son like him.
Sigh, Quite old liaos still acting like as if his like a small kids?
My goodness, really pity him so much. His just a retarded person.
Alright, stop my craps over here. Anyway,
I'm not free to entertain some guys without their balls. Laughs!

♥
We are living in our own world,
Each day passes,
Everything have change (;
But i'll never stop it for happening.
It's all our fate,
i'll definitely accept it.
Do whatever you like ba, enjoy your life!

★ If Pretty And Handsome Are Enough,
Then Human No Need To Have A Heart.
Whether Their Heart Are Good Or Bad,
They Do Not Bother,
They Only Goes By Looks.
Then Might Having The Person But Without Their Heart!
Laughs!

.Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ' 7:31 AM

Reached school early (; Revise for my English, letter writing's format.
Paper 1 was alright ba, but paper 2? Hmm, maybe I can said I am prepared to fail.
Alright, skipped everything. After school, went Leelim' Dar house.
Cooked maggie for all of them to eat, see such a good maid am I huh? Tsk!
Went Zhenyuan's house and then Peiwen' boyf's house.
Had dinner at her house, left at 8pm. Haish, super shag uh!
This few days kept quarreling with people around me, and it was always the same person.
I am really living under a lot of stress already, no matter what i do.
It seems like it is all my fault? Haish. Life's really fucking sucks okay!
I guess i do not want to live and independent on guys already.
I do not need any guys and I am able to live happily too.

People with no life spamming people's blog? Laughs!
But why? I do not know what those spammers gain.
Sigh, alright nevermind. Did not want to talk about it again.

♥
Boy, right from the very start.
You did not seems like having any fault at all.
You simply just push all those blames to me?
If you still cannot forget the past, then let's break up.
No point dragging things out whenever we are quarrel.
When i drag your things out, you'll skip that subject and shoot me?
How much you used to hurt me? Think about it.
I am not a toy, if computer are important to you.
Do not bother to find a girlf. You'll just neglected them like nobody business.
Seriously I am feeling very fucking tired. You hurt me fucking lots.
You better remember this sentence!

★ Brave Women Fear Nothing,
Brave Man Fear Brave Women.

.Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ' 7:11 AM

Social Studies paper for today D;
Lol, i guess i am dead soon. Thanks to Chingyen' Twin for teaching me some! (;
Slacked at central after exam with Jastine, Peiwen & Leelim.
Home at 6plus.

♥
We're drifting from each other already.
Goodluck for whatever you're doing.
We no longer understand each other, but still thanks for enduring my temper (;
Sweetest Goodbye!

★ People Said By Exchanging Heart,
Relationship Will Last?
Is It True?

.Sunday, September 6, 2009 ' 7:39 AM

I'm feeling super shag LOL!
My blog is totally down like fuck, i decided to stop blogging and whatever.
So, people out there goodbye for maybe time being(;

.Friday, September 4, 2009 ' 7:27 AM

This two days kept revising for N level exam, so worried about it.
Went Chinyen's twin house to tuition as well as study a bit.
Kept playing with that stupid greedy coco (; She's so super cute la.
Played Uno, Snake & Ladder, I am always the winner! So cool.
Bored of it. I went to find coco to play with me.
Watched tv, talk cock and make myself and others to laugh.
Super self - entertaining larhs. Laughed until my whole face red.
Looked like tomato (; Went home at 9pm plus.
Had my dinner and waiting for people to talk to me in msn, im super boring! Yawn.
Okay okay, i got to go lerhs (; Bathe and sleep!
Oh yea, thanks Peiwen' boyfriend to buy me a rainbow carebear too!

♥
Stupid (;
Violent act? Same with me huh.
I am waiting for another carebear from you leh :x
Haha, I've 2 now. Sort of yours!
Okay la, Jiayou for your N level too (;
Takecare oh!

★
You Either Die A Hero
Or You Live Long To See Yourself Become The Villain.

.Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ' 12:22 AM

Woke up at 9+, bathe and prepared then meet Leelim' dar near my house bus stop.
Bus down to Jurong Point, she bought breakfast for me (; at Old Chang Kee.
Train down to Woodlands to meet the supplier to get my Superman Tanktop and
Leelim' dar derhs Mr Bump Polo Tee. Super cute uh,
Went KFC to eat something cheap. Also Leelim' dar treat larhhs.
Went arcade, saw huge care bear walao! My eyes cannot leave care bear uh,
kept staring until Leelim' dar pulled me away. She top up abit of money and
treat me the mini rider, feel so giddy after sitting.
Went to Comic's shop as she wanted to buy handphone strip,
i kept staring at care bear once again. I insisted i wanted one care bear!
Give black face and so. Went toilet, she told me she go out of toilet first
her mum called her. After toilet break, i kept giving those stupid noise again.
She just pulled me out of the causeway point. Lol,
When training back to Jurong Point half way. She took out a care bear that i wanted (;
Haha, Stupid Leelim' dar she trick me uh!

I was so curious about how she got it when i was always with her?
The truth was, when im in the toilet she lied me about her mum called.
And she run to mini toons to buy for me, and surprise me with it (;
Hehe, cute care bear beside me now larhs. Staring at me! So cute.
Went Jurong Point, shopped awhile and arcade for awhile.
I helped her caught a cute bear (; Just for $1 only. Hmm, thanks me uh.
Went value shop to buy drinks also her money, Lol. Home sweet home after that.
Came home, mother nagging again haish!
Why she seems to be so unreasonable already?
I am so piss off larhs, forget it. Having tuition later already, i go rest le!

♥ I've nothing more to say about you.
You are the one letting me thinking of negative thing everyday.
Heart's aching inside, Tears rolling down from my eyes,
Brain's bewildered a lot of things. Leg's stop walking from where am i standing.
Hands feel like taking up a penknife, and mouth to say goodbye.
Sigh, everything really had changed. Mr, thanks for hurting me so much.
And thanks for giving me the best when we went out.
You bright up my day and on the same time you can simply made me fed up.

I Can See Your Point.
But I Think You Are Full Of Shit.
Because You Will Never Shit Finish Whatever You Have In You!