.Friday, September 24, 2010 ' 5:21 PM
The love is never enough
for me to Love You.
i am back for blogging, this will be my last post before departing Singapore.
3 more days and i am going to depart from Singapore le (:
excited and of course afraid too uh, scare couldnt come back also =x Lol.
because no matter what other countries not as safe as Singapore uh.
i'm like poke to hell already ): hard earn money fly with wings already!
after i come back Singapore, gonna reformat my computer and so.
money earn hard, spend super duper easy uh ! What the hell xD.
nevermind, after this trip and come back it's time for me to save money liao!
Do you still ever love me?
leaving Singapore already, yet You have time You wouldn't give me a call.
have time You rather login into facebook, comment this person and that person.
am i so easy to be neglected? And You will comment my post, or like.
now it's no longer me but other woman (; if that's the way huh. I'll let You be.
my heart is really numb this time, alright i rather don't talk so much already.
i'm going home now! In office currently, goodbye people.
Lol, my blog machiam rottening. No one come in also, LOL! -.-
no guy is worth your tears &
the one who is won't make You cry.
3 more days and i am going to depart from Singapore le (:
excited and of course afraid too uh, scare couldnt come back also =x Lol.
because no matter what other countries not as safe as Singapore uh.
i'm like poke to hell already ): hard earn money fly with wings already!
after i come back Singapore, gonna reformat my computer and so.
money earn hard, spend super duper easy uh ! What the hell xD.
nevermind, after this trip and come back it's time for me to save money liao!
Do you still ever love me?
leaving Singapore already, yet You have time You wouldn't give me a call.
have time You rather login into facebook, comment this person and that person.
am i so easy to be neglected? And You will comment my post, or like.
now it's no longer me but other woman (; if that's the way huh. I'll let You be.
my heart is really numb this time, alright i rather don't talk so much already.
i'm going home now! In office currently, goodbye people.
Lol, my blog machiam rottening. No one come in also, LOL! -.-
no guy is worth your tears &
the one who is won't make You cry.
.Tuesday, September 21, 2010 ' 2:30 PM
The way You took me for granted
hurt me more than I ever hurt You.
Love that kills.
sometimes i feel like it's not worth it because i hate having to miss You.
i hate having to deal with everything I love about You everyday and not able to be with You.
i hate it all. Sometimes i hate Loving You. If only You understood how much You have dug
yourself into my heart. I'm scared if I take You out, i might bleed to death.
do anyone know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn't actually kill You.
like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should.
when someone promised to cherish forever says, "i never loved You" it should kill You instantly.
you shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that,
trying to understand how in the world You didn't know.
when i tell You i love You i mean that You can make my heart ache in places deep inside my heart
and at the same time make it sing more beautifully that can be described.
i mean that You can give me life or take it away from me.
You are my complete happiness.
Stressing
work have really stressed me super up, I'm gonna fired soon.
who don't make mistake? You mean You didn't uh? My foot, my toe.
i don't believe You don't make mistake in your life before, are You that perfect?
i doubt so, scold me, kan me, wtf. I came to work is because of money not being scold by You.
when I'm so stressed up who can i find? The one i cherish, stop texting with me half way.
everything i want it to be in this way, it doesn't, Always goes another way round.
I'm a human, not a toy, not a tissue. Used and thrown it away -.-
be strong now, because things will get better. It maybe stormy now, but it can't rain forever.
every now and then i get a little tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
if You want something You've never had
then You've got to do something You've never done.
i hate having to deal with everything I love about You everyday and not able to be with You.
i hate it all. Sometimes i hate Loving You. If only You understood how much You have dug
yourself into my heart. I'm scared if I take You out, i might bleed to death.
do anyone know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn't actually kill You.
like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should.
when someone promised to cherish forever says, "i never loved You" it should kill You instantly.
you shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that,
trying to understand how in the world You didn't know.
when i tell You i love You i mean that You can make my heart ache in places deep inside my heart
and at the same time make it sing more beautifully that can be described.
i mean that You can give me life or take it away from me.
You are my complete happiness.
Stressing
work have really stressed me super up, I'm gonna fired soon.
who don't make mistake? You mean You didn't uh? My foot, my toe.
i don't believe You don't make mistake in your life before, are You that perfect?
i doubt so, scold me, kan me, wtf. I came to work is because of money not being scold by You.
when I'm so stressed up who can i find? The one i cherish, stop texting with me half way.
everything i want it to be in this way, it doesn't, Always goes another way round.
I'm a human, not a toy, not a tissue. Used and thrown it away -.-
be strong now, because things will get better. It maybe stormy now, but it can't rain forever.
every now and then i get a little tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
if You want something You've never had
then You've got to do something You've never done.
.Thursday, September 16, 2010 ' 3:06 PM
In dreams and in love,
there are no impossibilities.
there are no impossibilities.
watching movie to pass my time, doing boring things to let my time pass.
doing whatever things that can make my time pass faster, till now im still so bored! LOL.
im looking so forward to night club (: drink drank drunk! Sing sang sung.
night life looked so damn cool huh. Gonna shout and let all my troubles out.
i'm so stressed up recently, or i know time left isn't much.
i do whatever things that make myself laugh, i love selling basket.
but no one is selling with me, tsk. I might sound lame lahs, but i love being lame.
lame suits me so much huh, as i love to eat lame chop! lol, nonsense came out from me only.
looking forward to later activities, hope it shall be a successful one!
now a days, have been listening to English song. Kinda fall in love with it, so yeah (:
i might become a English educated soon haha! im working now, & im like so damn bored.
have finished everything, neither am i facebook-ing, listening to song, chatting in msn,
watch movie or updating blog over here. Im waiting time to strike 6pm & i can go off!
bored bored bored bored bored bored !
Faded away
ever since the day before, we quarrel. Everything changed.
3rd day You are not calling me baby already, perhaps You didn't realize it at all.
i called You, i texted You. Everything was like super cold.
so yeah we just meet up with each other 4 days ago which is a Sunday.
if your feeling fade so fast uh, i have nothing to say.
because i know You are not the same past You anymore.
whatever You do, i endure, i tolerate. Not only You are the one tolerating me.
i give in even though i don't feel like, because of this relationship. I sacrifice my own pride.
i took the first step to mention sorry or wad, did You fucking give a damn to me?
im like an idiot don't You think so? Although i really wish to grow old with You.
now, my mind set changed. Since You no longer care, love, bother about me.
why should i really love, care, bother about You so much? all are just simply selfish acts.
i love You, i like You. But love should be both loving each other.
but now it seems like IM ONLY THE ONE loving You, i don't feel or sense anything anymore.
months that You last came into my blog, wad are You busying with?
facebook, games & work. I just need You to give me a few min attention.
just wanna see if You still remember me, all along my heart never changed.
but You know it hurt so much that i can't take it longer.
who would give a law to lovers?
love is unto itself a higher law ;
doing whatever things that can make my time pass faster, till now im still so bored! LOL.
im looking so forward to night club (: drink drank drunk! Sing sang sung.
night life looked so damn cool huh. Gonna shout and let all my troubles out.
i'm so stressed up recently, or i know time left isn't much.
i do whatever things that make myself laugh, i love selling basket.
but no one is selling with me, tsk. I might sound lame lahs, but i love being lame.
lame suits me so much huh, as i love to eat lame chop! lol, nonsense came out from me only.
looking forward to later activities, hope it shall be a successful one!
now a days, have been listening to English song. Kinda fall in love with it, so yeah (:
i might become a English educated soon haha! im working now, & im like so damn bored.
have finished everything, neither am i facebook-ing, listening to song, chatting in msn,
watch movie or updating blog over here. Im waiting time to strike 6pm & i can go off!
bored bored bored bored bored bored !
Faded away
ever since the day before, we quarrel. Everything changed.
3rd day You are not calling me baby already, perhaps You didn't realize it at all.
i called You, i texted You. Everything was like super cold.
so yeah we just meet up with each other 4 days ago which is a Sunday.
if your feeling fade so fast uh, i have nothing to say.
because i know You are not the same past You anymore.
whatever You do, i endure, i tolerate. Not only You are the one tolerating me.
i give in even though i don't feel like, because of this relationship. I sacrifice my own pride.
i took the first step to mention sorry or wad, did You fucking give a damn to me?
im like an idiot don't You think so? Although i really wish to grow old with You.
now, my mind set changed. Since You no longer care, love, bother about me.
why should i really love, care, bother about You so much? all are just simply selfish acts.
i love You, i like You. But love should be both loving each other.
but now it seems like IM ONLY THE ONE loving You, i don't feel or sense anything anymore.
months that You last came into my blog, wad are You busying with?
facebook, games & work. I just need You to give me a few min attention.
just wanna see if You still remember me, all along my heart never changed.
but You know it hurt so much that i can't take it longer.
who would give a law to lovers?
love is unto itself a higher law ;
.Wednesday, September 15, 2010 ' 5:55 PM
The hearts has its reasons of
which reason knows nothing.
Teach me what to do
i really fall in love, throughout so many relationship.
i cherish the current one the most, every action he did to me it's a word cute.
although yeah i did give him fucking attitude, i know he cannot tolerate.
but still he endure with me, example. when we are watching movie.
he brought cup corn for me, I'm so like angry with him. He will feed me with it.
although he did scold me bad words, i don't really care so much.
but seriously he changed a lot, he can treat me hot and cold as he like.
i accepted, everything about him i accepted. I don't mind whatever bad points of him.
that was love i suppose? This love finally let me know what's painful.
sometime even though is his fault, i said sorry for the sake of saying and to give in
if not we would really finish half way throughout the whole journey.
i still really cherish and love him tons, but if his love isn't there. I shall bid goodbye.
time left isn't much, counting down.
to love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart,
and to sing it to them when they have forgotten.
man begins by loving love and ends by loving a woman.
a woman begins by loving a man and ends by loving love.
we always deceive ourself twice about the people we love,
first to their advantages, then to their disadvantages.
at the touch of love,
everyone becomes a poet ;
i really fall in love, throughout so many relationship.
i cherish the current one the most, every action he did to me it's a word cute.
although yeah i did give him fucking attitude, i know he cannot tolerate.
but still he endure with me, example. when we are watching movie.
he brought cup corn for me, I'm so like angry with him. He will feed me with it.
although he did scold me bad words, i don't really care so much.
but seriously he changed a lot, he can treat me hot and cold as he like.
i accepted, everything about him i accepted. I don't mind whatever bad points of him.
that was love i suppose? This love finally let me know what's painful.
sometime even though is his fault, i said sorry for the sake of saying and to give in
if not we would really finish half way throughout the whole journey.
i still really cherish and love him tons, but if his love isn't there. I shall bid goodbye.
time left isn't much, counting down.
to love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart,
and to sing it to them when they have forgotten.
man begins by loving love and ends by loving a woman.
a woman begins by loving a man and ends by loving love.
we always deceive ourself twice about the people we love,
first to their advantages, then to their disadvantages.
at the touch of love,
everyone becomes a poet ;
.Tuesday, September 14, 2010 ' 5:40 PM
Love is the flower for
which love is the honey.
BACK! (: gonna take my house stupid laptop for reformat liao, die for like 3 days already.
my Iphone 4 sux to the max eh. wondering whether to sell away anot, so irritating!
aww, im so bored bored bored now! Although im like working currently.
im gonna dismiss from work already, tummy was rumbling!
gonna have one pot of rice later, lol. Im a whale! that's my appetite =X
texting with boyfriend, & facebook-ing with dar. But they seems to be so noob!
replied so slow eh, tsk ! Im going to watch movie first before daddy coming to fetch me.
boyfriend & dar sux to the max !
what is my baby doing now?
overslept, preparing for work?
sleeping in mrt?
or playing facebook game in mrt?
hmm, miss him so so much. but where are You? ):
better dont late for work, or else. I'll be supporting You rather than You taking care of me =X
wanna see my baby so so much! and love my baby so so much too.
alright, im enough of my nonsense.
wanna hear from baby soon Muacks ~
Love is letting go of fear ;
my Iphone 4 sux to the max eh. wondering whether to sell away anot, so irritating!
aww, im so bored bored bored now! Although im like working currently.
im gonna dismiss from work already, tummy was rumbling!
gonna have one pot of rice later, lol. Im a whale! that's my appetite =X
texting with boyfriend, & facebook-ing with dar. But they seems to be so noob!
replied so slow eh, tsk ! Im going to watch movie first before daddy coming to fetch me.
boyfriend & dar sux to the max !
what is my baby doing now?
overslept, preparing for work?
sleeping in mrt?
or playing facebook game in mrt?
hmm, miss him so so much. but where are You? ):
better dont late for work, or else. I'll be supporting You rather than You taking care of me =X
wanna see my baby so so much! and love my baby so so much too.
alright, im enough of my nonsense.
wanna hear from baby soon Muacks ~
Love is letting go of fear ;
.Monday, September 13, 2010 ' 5:53 PM
Live without love is like a tree
without blossom and fruit.
im back blogging, reason was my laptop passed away -.-
currently updating blog using office's computer.
alright, life was like still normal. Everyday work hard like a dog all because of $$$
brought myself a Iphone 4, somehow abit regret as in. Not much special.
moreover i don't even know how to use eh, is it stupid or dumb? Lol.
i think most likely should be two (: But nevermind, all along i was like a noob. Haha!
wanna thanks my dearest baby for help. Putting Iphone stuff for me Lahs.
i know he don't view my blog anymore. But just wanna thanks him here.
im gonna blog other days soon, because it's time now for me to go home!
Boys become men when they
1. follow You when You walk out ( tick )
2. call you back when You hang up ( cross x )
3. hug You when You pinch him ( tick )
4. kiss You when You nag ( tick )
5. tolerate your crying over love stories ( tick )
over all baby still pass the test, but i want him to say he love me everyday,
even if it's only text. Because he would do that every time in the past.
it's better to have love and lost than
never to have loved at all ;
currently updating blog using office's computer.
alright, life was like still normal. Everyday work hard like a dog all because of $$$
brought myself a Iphone 4, somehow abit regret as in. Not much special.
moreover i don't even know how to use eh, is it stupid or dumb? Lol.
i think most likely should be two (: But nevermind, all along i was like a noob. Haha!
wanna thanks my dearest baby for help. Putting Iphone stuff for me Lahs.
i know he don't view my blog anymore. But just wanna thanks him here.
im gonna blog other days soon, because it's time now for me to go home!
Boys become men when they
1. follow You when You walk out ( tick )
2. call you back when You hang up ( cross x )
3. hug You when You pinch him ( tick )
4. kiss You when You nag ( tick )
5. tolerate your crying over love stories ( tick )
over all baby still pass the test, but i want him to say he love me everyday,
even if it's only text. Because he would do that every time in the past.
it's better to have love and lost than
never to have loved at all ;
.Saturday, September 4, 2010 ' 11:36 AM
Boy i miss you so.
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do You know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart,
it's much, much, much more than You know it affected her.
that her tears are not only to show how much it hurts but to at least
try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping
and walking moment what the hell did she did wrong?
that when she look at the photo of You and her, she tries to tear it
but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep.
that she can't throw away the big beautiful tortoise because You gave it to her.
then whenever she thinks of the word ' i love You' words You told her,
she mutters ' i love You too' but realizes she can't say it anymore?
that it's like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes.
You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled.
and its taken very seriously because once a girl loves, a girl really loves.
i always feel i'm losing You and i really don't want to,
because for the last month You were the only one who made me smile,
i don't wanna lose this feeling. You know i have found someone special
and irreplaceable when i feel an aching gap in my heart when You walk away.
i have learnt that i can't help for who i have fall for,
and no matter how hard i try and how much its hurts me,
everyday i just want to be with You, & this is what keeps me going my love ;
often we don't know the true value
of a moment until it becomes a memory.
it's much, much, much more than You know it affected her.
that her tears are not only to show how much it hurts but to at least
try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping
and walking moment what the hell did she did wrong?
that when she look at the photo of You and her, she tries to tear it
but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep.
that she can't throw away the big beautiful tortoise because You gave it to her.
then whenever she thinks of the word ' i love You' words You told her,
she mutters ' i love You too' but realizes she can't say it anymore?
that it's like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes.
You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled.
and its taken very seriously because once a girl loves, a girl really loves.
i always feel i'm losing You and i really don't want to,
because for the last month You were the only one who made me smile,
i don't wanna lose this feeling. You know i have found someone special
and irreplaceable when i feel an aching gap in my heart when You walk away.
i have learnt that i can't help for who i have fall for,
and no matter how hard i try and how much its hurts me,
everyday i just want to be with You, & this is what keeps me going my love ;
often we don't know the true value
of a moment until it becomes a memory.
