.Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ' 7:00 AM
Entry for kokpeiwenn.
This is the second post i'm posting.
Still for my sec 1 best siistar.
Yupp. Indeed our relationship had been drifted apart.
But i still miss you.
Go out with friends you are always not with me.
I was wondering why you're not beside me?
Where's the close relationship we had?
I'm sorry because of boyf. I neglect you alot.
I wished i could have time to accompany you more too.
But will that day arrived anot?
Are you willing to wait for the day to come?
I couldn't neglect you, i couldn't neglect boyf too.
Haish, im so stress if can choose i would rather say
Goodbye to this world.
It's so suffering being alive in this world.
Things are kept coming into my mind.
I kept asking myself, why am i so useless?
Friends relationship & Love relationship.
I couldn't even controlled it properly?
Girlfriend, will that possible we could
Go back to the past?
Haish Girlfriend.
If i don't bother about you.
I won't even bother to drop a single tear for you.
I do care and miss you too.
Whyie i showed you those attitude?
Because i'm jealous?
I'm asking myself.
Me and you 3 years friendship.
Why a person just going 1 year is more close to you.
I asked myself alot of question.
But I don't wished our friendship just go down the drain like that.
We had walked happiness & sadness together since sec 1.
Hope that after this quarrel.
Our friendship could grow even stronger.
Or maybe you would just rather to hack care me?
Give me a little time to changed back.
I had been hurt by friends & stead.
I need time to heal back my heart too.
If we had chance to go back to the past.
I will confirm cherish you again.
At least i knew after losing you.
What will be those feeling?
Maybe you didnt think that way.
I might giving ourself too much hope.
It's okay. I would rather let you to be happy too.
I failed to make you smile.