.Saturday, October 18, 2008 ' 5:35 AM
Had a night in east coast park.
Its so cold over there.
I'm shivering.
So boring staying at there.
Haish.
I vomited, but i also don't know what's wrong.
Laughs! Reach school at 6am.
Few days ago.
Had chatted with boyf on phone in the night.
We were talking about our past.
The way i treated him in the past.
Is really so horrible.
I feel so stupid guilty.
Then he told me nevermind.
It's already past.
Haish, so i told myself.
Focus our current life.
Treat him better.
This is my aim.
Boyf told me he became stronger le.
And i know i can see that.
Because in the past he had been crying for me.
While now, i'm the one who is always
Crying for him.
So i should grow stronger too.
Both are strong, nothing will happen
Between us ders ;D
Zhihan.
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Everything will be solve somehow de.
Don't let anything affect you.
Die wouldn't solve anything.
I have been thru alot too.
Now i'm still living happily mahs.
Think positive.
Although sometime i'm feeling uneasy in my heart.
I tell my friend about it.
After saying all things out.
You will feel better de.
Zhihan, trust me.
Your parents do love you de;D
♥Boyf.
Thanks boyf for lenting me your rockies.
As i'm really shivering like don't know what.
Thanks for your shoulder for me to sleep on when im tired.
The moment you left me, i will start to think of you le.
boyf. Holiday is coming le, i really get very scare.
Haish. i miss you alot.
I'm suffering from a illness now.
And it's love sick.
Boyf, i love and missing you lots <3
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