.Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ' 5:39 AM
after school slacked with peiwenboyf , zhenyuan & ♥bi .
slacked at a playground near my house (:
played & played , do whatever funny stunt we have .
it was a wonderful time with them , ♥bi kept biting me .
hands are all his teeth bite ! asshole fool mann .
okays skipped , leelim & pearlyn came (:
they gamble with us awhile then around 6.30pm leelim & pearlyn
went off , peiwenboyf & me accompany our ♥bi to take 1 big round
of bus back to her bus stop & i went to her house .
had dinner at her house (: used computer , she send me till my
home carpark not bad horhs (: loves her tons .
Jastine darling , as ytd i promised you i will write you in post today (:
ling , thanks alots alright ? you cheer me upp again . Today ,
your mood bad ? sorry ling i really don't know how to an wei people derhs ?
i can only lent you my listeners ears & tissues alright ? thanks for everything
horhs (; of course i do loves you tons too , muacks x3 .
Jiahong didi ; don't worry alright , cannot have her it's okay ? One
day she will know herself derhs , i knew how much you loved her ?
she don't give a damn why should you ? don't think too much .
although my mood isn't good now ? i guess my things are
worst than yours alright , i'm almost giving up lerhhs .
i don't know what to do liaos , i'm almost half dead , im simply tired .
but thanks when you're sad you find me (: haha .
i don't know how to an wei ppl , but no matter what cheerup ;D
Haish , i have alot of things in my fucking mind now .
♥bi , im so fucking tired liaos , i knew alot of things about you .
i don't know how to face you lerhs ? when you're bored .
you don't even look for me ? but your maplers yarhs ?
don't hide lerhs i know everything liaos , i know i'm a boring person
towards you ? i already tried all my best to love & give you what you
want lerhs ? too bad i cannot satisfied you uh ?
from the day we patch , i had been worrying about us ?
everyday , every min & every second ? do you know that ?
i guess you don't know bahs ? no matter what i do ?
why other couples can be happy & be normal ?
but we ? haish , i wasn't blaming you for everything .
i just wanted you to know , i had done almost what i can lerhs ?
& to me isn't wrong to be jealous , you're not standing in my shoes .
you don't know alright , seriously i'm so tired lerhs .
i shall end here , what i wanna say i had already done .
Lastly , im a useless stead i'm so sorry .
chatting with peiwenboyfriend, leelim, jiahong,
nelson, jeston, regina & kok hao in msn .
Labels: my heart had already break into million pieces .