our friendship seems to be drifting sooner ,
i don't know what makes me thinks this way , anyway last long
with your boyfriend alrights . i would feel better to see your both
to be always together (; sweet forever , & of course last till marriage .
last night don't know why i just cried when i think of you .
i'm trying to recall when is the last time we last went out with each other ?
i remember is the day when we went to watch the wedding games movie
& it's almost going to be one month soon , times really fly so fast .
one blink of our eyes , march holiday coming soon , everything is changing le ,
just because we are in different class ? we both are busy with our own stead .
the time we could spent together it's only recess time , is this all we want ?
slowly recess time we will not be with each other & our friendship will come to the end ?
why am i thinking so much ? -'- all my mind off ,
craps & nonsense please give me a break , i'm so fucking stress .
studies sucks , give me a break too ! i had enough , my brain gonna burst soon .
♥♥♥
baby .
i wished you would go back to the past with me .
definitely i won't change back into my secondary 1 horrible side .
i only wish you would become that boy i once know , it's hard .
now that you had become so strong , i can't even make you cry for me .
when will be the time you will cry for me again ?
if i were to die infront of you , will you shed your tears for awhile just to let me feel happy ?
is it possible for me to walked back and face my friendship & relationship
towards both of you ? i respected both of your the most , what had i get in the end ?
forget it , i shall walk on with my life .
i couldn't change my fate but i can change the path which i'm gonna walked on .
baby & part - time boyfriend , i misses both of your past & i loved your v' much .
someone i fucking hate ,
why did you come school for ?
to disturb people , parents paid school fee for you to disturb people ?
craps & nonsense can , mind your own fucking business .
if can please keep pon school don't come school larhs (;
-'- far far away thanks !
if i were to end everything in one day ,
where will i possible go ?
heaven or hell , up to god to decide.
somethings are better off left unsaid ,
somethings are better off left undone ,
somewords are better off left unspoken .