.Thursday, February 19, 2009 ' 5:14 AM
today i meet leelim dar & peiwenboyf under my void deck .
we revised our science for today's common test (;
baby came to meet us at about 6.45am .
then pearlyn came we went to bus stop to bus down to school .
common test started , 20 min i finished combined science exam can .
& slept through the whole exam , woke up lesson lesson skipped !
physic lap , i didn't pay attention at all . i took peiwenboyf's de micky mouse
& walked round the school (: kept playing with that soft toys when i was having
lesson . Make myself laugh , lol . can imagine how fucking boring am i uh ?
recess time , bought a burger and went back to class shared it with jubellina
mummy , baby came to look for me . recess over off he go !
skipped skipped , after school leelim , peiwenboyf , zhenyuan , pearlyn , shanting ,
baby & me went to have mac again . this time i shared it with baby .
after that all went to my void deck and gamble lol .
shanting left after gambling for a while ,
i lost $5 to baby today (:
but nevermind , i had to earn back soon alright .
money please drop down from the heaven .
i'm poke like hell now , searching around for $$$$$ (:
had tuition @ 7.30pm , teacher told me alot of stuff .
regarding relationship , studies & others .
i was so engross of what he say nahs , i was so keen haha .
baby just now accompany till 7.20pm he went off le .
baby .
if one day i were to leave you .
would you say to me ' baby , can you don't leave me ' ?
this question had been in my mind for long .
i wished to ask you but i don't have the courage .
you are so different from past , will you ever shed a tears just for me ?
4 months plus le , i had been crying like water tap towards you .
when is the last cry you had just shed tears for me ?
should be 2 years back ba , saw that ?! IT'S 2 years back ! how long is it ?
now that you're strong because i hurted you badly in the past .
perhaps this is all my retribution ba .
& your friends teaches you how to be strong & so .
now words in my mind was ' i couldn't live without you ' .
did your heart think that way too ? wondering @@ .
can you just be honest ,
& stop all nonsense , please !