.Saturday, March 7, 2009 ' 7:36 PM

after reading your blog , i guess i'm the one that you mentioning ba .
& i simply don't care how you said me alright .
what you promised me in the past ?
you promised you will changed your attitude , so now what are all this ?
you're my kindergarden friend , remember how good & best we are .
everyday end of our class we will run until a mama shop to buy things .
played around , i really missed our past ? now that we had grown up .
things are different lehs ? i saw your attitude really scared me .
where is the ______ that i once know ? oh ya , i'm bloodybitch ?
yarhs i am , my attitude sucks yarhhs ? & i didn't really given you any attitude
i just told you no need to buy for me lerhs & i wasn't angry about you what .
it's up to you to believe it larhs alright girl , decision is yours .
wanna continue to scold me ? go ahead , i have no more things to explained .
wanna end our friendship now ? it's up to you .
perhaps im really that bloodybitchyfuckface alright ?
if you're really mentioning about me ? i can tell you down deep inside my
heart , my heart had broke into million of pieces .
too all people whom i attitude to ,
sometime i wasn't purposely derhs .
people don't attitude me i seldom attitude him/her .
but to those people who wanted to hate me ? go ahead alright .
i promised if you hatred me , i won't step inside your life .
it's meaningless too , to me now i know who hatred me & who don't .
i'm not as stupid as 3 years old kids larhs can .
if you think that seeing me will affect your life .
come to school & close your eyes or can pretend not to look at me .
my mother ?
laughs , nag nag & nag .
guys i had enough , this is not my home .
neither my life , all better fuck off from me too .
hatred to see all this things repeated again & again .
hatred me ? throw me out then .
everyday i'm having headache , people are adding more to make
me feel fucking pekche .
baby .
i'm sure i wasn't a good girlfriend to you too .
you gave in to me .
i did nothing to our relationship .
thanks for enduring me so much .
it's so hard on you right ?
if one day you cannot take it anymore .
tell me , i'll let you decide on everything .
if one day i left this world , i can't walk the path with you anymore .
find the girl which loved you & don't give you any attitude .
baby , i love you mwuacks x3 .
everything had changed .
life wasn't good for me .
if only im no longer living in this world .
guys , i'm an eye sore .
i'm really so tired of my life now .
go ahead if you choose to hatred me .
if i'm the one ?
millions of sorry to you .