.Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ' 9:40 PM
now is the last post im gonna write before im leaving thisblog for sometimes , i'm super tired of so many nonsense .today my mood was no good can ,i came to school but i wasn't studying .to me school is a place for me to sleep , talk & eat only .i'm leaving my blog for time being , i'm so lazy to update plus i'm not in the mood to do so .see when im gonna come back to my blog again bahs .
goodbye readers ((;
♥To My Parents .
i know long ago your had given me up .
& i just heard from mummy's mouth 5 mins ago .
she say , ' i had already given you up ' .
i wasn't sad because what i promise you & i didn't do it .
mummy sorry i betrayed your trust so much .
i promised you i will do well for my exam , in the end ?
what did i get back ? all shit result .
i spent the most amount money in the whole family .
kept asking for money when i needed it , i never think of daddy
when he's working so hard while i'm enjoying myself playing
& anyhow spending his money .
and i wasn't studying in school .
last year , before i was leaving home i told your i will bring a good result
back to see your . In the end , coming to 6 month .
my result was even worst , i bring shame to this family .
i know , i know everything . i didn't bring your joy but sadness .
sometimes you do cry , i know too .
daddy & mummy i'm so deeply sorry .
million , thousand & hundreds of sorry .
i failed to even be your daughter .
♥To All My Friends , included those who hatred me .
i wasn't a good friends to your at all .
i always attitude your for nothing .
my mood changes , you all are my scolding bag .
i know sometimes when your needed me ,
i wasn't there to support your & give encouragement .
i had changed , i couldn't change back to the secondary 1
that innocent de me anymore . It's hard .
guys thanks for tolerating my attitude & letting me .
i failed to be your friend .
♥To Baby .
i wasn't there for you when you needed me .
i wasn't there to takecare of you when you're sick .
i wasn't there to support you when you need it .
i wasn't good enough to even fit to be your girlfriend .
i showed you attitude for so many things .
you gave in to me , perhaps you're right .
i didn't give in to you before .
thanks for tolerating me when i was cold to you .
in fact i wasn't cold to you , just that i had alot of things hid
inside my heart & mind .
sorry , i failed to be your stead .
i will never be that past bitch anymore .
i had regretted for what i had done .
lastly , baby trust me .
i really really really love you alot ((; mwaucks .
believe me anot .
when writing this last post .
my tears was flowing down .