.Thursday, April 16, 2009 ' 4:55 AM
woke up much earlier than normal days.
meet 小 boyfriend under my void deck ((;
slacked at another block stairs and she told me alot of things.
was supposed to wait fer baby's bus to reach my bus stop.
guess what, the bus didnt stopped.
it's too late to wait for another bus, so we decided to walked to school.
wasn't late for school, while walking we are still crapping happily.
i loved the times with 小 boyfriend.
reached school outside, baby was waiting for me while slack with friends.
crap outside school and walked in ((; cool, my class getting lesser people.
only 14 people attended school, i was like what the crap.
when teacher teaches our class, all got shiok.
lesson as usual, skip skip. Funny, i was so attentive during geography lesson.
doing what mr lau asked us to do, had recess with evon only );
how pathetic are we? Last lesson was our mother tongue.
i didn't bring chinese textbook and i straight walked out of class.
followed by evon' mama, jastine' darling and more people coming out.
class left 3 person inside, miss teow got so fed up.
and she asked us to followed her down to the general office.
and she started kaobei kaobu ((; cool, had a enjoyable time downstairs.
boon chong was making fool of himself, as well as samuel, he's cool can!
miss teow made us stay back ley, what the craps!
immediately walked out of school when she relased me, slack outside
school for awhile and went off to central as baby wanted to buy cake ingredients.
bought nothing because 小 boyfriend's house have everything.
bus to 小 boyfriend's house, when baby wanted to prepare for his things.
we found out that the flour was already expired, oh my god.
so baby decided not to bake anymore, maybe postpone to another day bahs.
watched tv and so, went home at about 7plus pm.
had dinner, mum confronted me asking me whether im still smoking anot.
i insisted that i didnt, i dunno why suddenly she would asked me stuff like this.
something was not right now, bored bored.
didn't went to orchard today, jastine' darling was busy nehs.
perhaps postpone till monday bahs. I shall end off here larhhs.
ohh yarhs wait, that stupid 小 boyfriend-in-law stop disturbing me ;x
We kept quarreling this few days,
and seriously i'm so bored of it kay.
Yous gave me attitude when i wanted to woke Yous up.
if one day when Yous are sleeping and i was in a danger,
i guess even i had died Yous won't even know that.
am i wrong to do all this? what is a relationship for?
to vent out all of our angers? if what this is, i rather don't want it.
if i didn't have Yous back last year @ 26 septemper 2008.
Yous might have stead with others who is even better,
she wouldn't quarrel with Yous but i'm always quarreling with Yous.
do Yous regret? Don't bother to answer my question.
perhaps right from the start, Yous had chosen the wrong person
and walked the wrong path with me.
I couldn't give Yous what Yous want, if Yous wanted to go.
go ahead, boy i promised that i won't hold Yous back.
i admitted i'm the one who don't know how to cherish and love Yous.
an hour's solitude enables
Yous to think more clearly and creatively,it's a sure path to comfort.