.Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ' 3:15 AM

i'm totally shag, nonsense kept chasing after me.
no one trust me, therefore i won't trust anyone too.
i'm not gonna be a stupid fool anymore,
rather piss off, i looked like an idiot being fool by Yous.
i'm not stupid, it's fated for me to know everything.
don't try to hide anything from me anymore, Yous are not up to it.
i loved walking under the rain, because no one know i'm crying.
what can i still do other than separating both of us?
is there any choices? Yous told me Yous would change.
but history repeated again and again.
Yous should know what i hate most, Yous insisted on doing it.
did Yous do it on purpose? Answer me truthfully.
what the fluck am i to Yous? What did Yous regard me as?
we had walked ups and downs together,
nonsense, craps, sadness, happiness and quarrels.
are this consider as part of our love?
jealously? Yous loved to made me jealous isn't it?
what more do Yous want? I really had flucking enough.
who says so that i don't love Yous?
if i don't love Yous, i won't wait Yous for that long period.
when will Yous change?
what more Yous want?
who should be the one who need reflection?
everyone had own limit, if i betray your trust?
do Yous liked that? If Yous want to try it, i can show Yous.
decision is up to Yous to do larhs.
if we were to separate, i believe i will be flucking sad.
but i can do nothing, pain won't last forever.
and i'm hurting everyday, min and second.
which guy can be counted as a good boyfriend?
which guy will be my forever partner?
which guy won't hurt me that deep anymore?
why my fate was like so bloody shit!?
kill me to death man, i'm tired and flucking stress.
237 days,
we had spent together.