.Thursday, June 18, 2009 ' 8:15 AM
i'm back to blog lerhs, this few days was having so much fun with friends.
thrown all stress behind and just enjoyed like nobody business.
i missed my family while staying overnight for 4 days outside,
but once i reached home my mum insisted that she dun miss me at all.
i'm so sorry mummy, i'm the one betraying your trust.
and our conversation just stop like this, it had been 2 hours we last talked.
haish, i know no matter what i say it doesn't change the facts at all.
because it's the fact that i lied to Yous and hurt Yous so much.
night cycling everything.
1st night 7am slept, 2nd night 4am plus, last night 5am plus.
then all the way we are just sleeping till afternoon around 2 to 3 plus.
today worst? slept till around 4 plus then wake up? Laughs.
it's my first time sleeping until this late.
reached home @ about 8.50pm, no one even bothers to talk to me.
i bet i've already neglected this family alot, no one to care for me now.
haish, sorry to my parents. I've disappointed your again and again.
♥ baby,
i've already knew when Yous reached home we'll then drifted again,
i swear from now onwards, if nothing to ask from Yous.
i won't contact Yous.
Games & movie is all Yous only want, childishness?
will Yous change? I don't know whether did Yous listen to what hanhui had said.
Yous wasn't like this in the past, if i've the chance.
i would choose not to know Yous from the start,
and i bet Yous heard that i told hanhui that while being with Yous
i wasn't happy at all, this is my truth answer.
Yous had been disappointing me, thrown me aside when Yous are busy.
if this is what Yous called as stead? It's better if we walk different roads.
i've been worrying about Yous, did Yous worry for me?
haish, forget it. It's better if i don't talk too much, it's still meaningless.
after this 4 days of mia-ing,
i finally know what i really wanted.
thrown all stress behind and just enjoyed like nobody business.
i missed my family while staying overnight for 4 days outside,
but once i reached home my mum insisted that she dun miss me at all.
i'm so sorry mummy, i'm the one betraying your trust.
and our conversation just stop like this, it had been 2 hours we last talked.
haish, i know no matter what i say it doesn't change the facts at all.
because it's the fact that i lied to Yous and hurt Yous so much.
night cycling everything.
1st night 7am slept, 2nd night 4am plus, last night 5am plus.
then all the way we are just sleeping till afternoon around 2 to 3 plus.
today worst? slept till around 4 plus then wake up? Laughs.
it's my first time sleeping until this late.
reached home @ about 8.50pm, no one even bothers to talk to me.
i bet i've already neglected this family alot, no one to care for me now.
haish, sorry to my parents. I've disappointed your again and again.
♥ baby,
i've already knew when Yous reached home we'll then drifted again,
i swear from now onwards, if nothing to ask from Yous.
i won't contact Yous.
Games & movie is all Yous only want, childishness?
will Yous change? I don't know whether did Yous listen to what hanhui had said.
Yous wasn't like this in the past, if i've the chance.
i would choose not to know Yous from the start,
and i bet Yous heard that i told hanhui that while being with Yous
i wasn't happy at all, this is my truth answer.
Yous had been disappointing me, thrown me aside when Yous are busy.
if this is what Yous called as stead? It's better if we walk different roads.
i've been worrying about Yous, did Yous worry for me?
haish, forget it. It's better if i don't talk too much, it's still meaningless.
after this 4 days of mia-ing,
i finally know what i really wanted.
266 days,
we had spent together.
we had spent together.
