.Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ' 10:53 PM
terrible feeling, how i wish baby was beside me.
haish, handphone dropped on the floor.
this time handphone was definitely spoilt, LCD screen can't even
see a single word or number, what the fluck can!
mood was totally bad, quarrel again.
haish, my fault. Yarhhs, blame on no one.
my life's was this flucking bad from the start, end of it.
simple common sense can tell Yous that
eyes aren't meant to cry all the time,
but when tears are all that comes forth
it's so difficult to see the truth behind the lie.
the tears that run down my face
they are the only one who know my fate
i hid it from Yous, i hid it from me.
my tears are the only one that set me free.
what's in my mind
nobody knows, it's far too blank
standing high with two empty eyes
chin up but looking sideways
gazing into the thin air.
what's she standing for
she has no idea anymore.
baby, perhaps my words are too harsh.
since Yous can ask me go ahead to do the decision i want,
i guess Yous no longer love me that much too.
Yous wanted to go and run to the endless path,
just tell me, i promise i'll respect it and let Yous have your way.
since this few days both of us are busy with our own things.
here's my heart,
i'll let Yous break it.
251 days.
we had spent together.
