.Monday, July 13, 2009 ' 4:16 AM
alot of things happened today, i'm hiding and crying in a corner?
will anyone understands me? die, perhaps dying can solve my problem.
i've been struggling almost everyday.
having different problems everyday? I'm a human, i need a breathing space.
but who will standby me every 24 hours?
i need a person to be my listener ear and comforting me.
or perhaps i shouldn't had come into this school,
i shouldn't haven step into a relationship that made me stress.
i'm tired, i really wish to give up my life already. I feel that i'm hopeless.
now the time is 11.45pm yet i'm still blogging and crying infront of my computer.
english oral this coming wednesday i think i'm gonna fail,
everything i'm giving up already. Headache, aching all over.
K: Thanks for advicing me so much, i'll settle it on my own okay? Whether to continue
with this relationship anot? i'll see how it goes. Although is hard to walk with him
but i've already walked 9 month plus with him already, is hard to let go of this
relationship although it's hurting me almost everyday. If Yous don't mind i hope Yous
would write your name down and let me know Yous, thanks for concerning me (:
Y: Lol, nevermind. It's my own temper (;
Passerby: Okay, i guess Yous came across this problem too?
thanks for tagging me and telling me what to do, i won't fcukup
about it anymore. It's meaningless too, although we might not be that
close but can Yous just write your name down? To let me know who
Yous are, or perhaps we can be close one day? Loves too ((:
♥ baby.
we are struggling with this relationship,
if it is time to let go, so be it.
no point holding on and forcing ourself to be together.
if quarrels and nonsense goes on everyday.
that's not love, i hate it. And i'll never liked it.
baby, when is the last time Yous last called me baby whale?
our love will never be that sweet anymore, trust me!
thanks to those people who cared for me,
i may disappointed your one day,
but those words your've always repeating and telling me,
i'll never forget it, i can feel those warm (;
thanks guys!
290 days,
we had spent together.