.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 6:25 AM
big big things happened again, i thought everything have back to normal.
in the end? Hais, why is life always difficult for me to walk on?
i lost my way few hours ago, i don't know how am i going to survive alone
through this hard path, trying to forget all the past and so.
but, Christine? Can you do it? I bet she cannot.
MAYBE soon i am closing down my blog. I do not see any important for me
to continue posting, it will only bring memories to me.
while writing this post, my tears was flowing down and heart seems like
broken into million of pieces. I am feeling so shag now,
i do not know what to do D; Sigh! I admit i am still concern about it.♥
seriously, i do not know what more can i still say.
other than crying? There's no way to solve it.
Yous did not treat me fair at all & perhaps because i am not important anymore.
yup, indeed what you said are correct.
i care for you therefore i am throwing temper towards you.
but you did not promise what you suppose to do.
i did not even see you shedding any tears? Cool boy!
takecare of yourself, i want to see your smile like before (;
with big big loves! <3You will be fine after some while,
i will be the one suffering for it. I swear!Flying around like bird,
i feel so relaxing &
happy with my own freedom ;D