.Friday, August 28, 2009 ' 6:02 AM
Mood swinging almost everyday, everytime whenever i think of something.
I just feel like being alone and reflect all those irritating thing in my mind.
Things happened again and again, sometimes in school i feel so lonely.
I held onto my tears not to let it drop. Sigh! Why cannot i have what i want?
Why world is always so unfair? Hais, whenever i need someone, where are they?
Where is all my close friend which i used to slack with? What happened?
Where is all my Gan mummy, Gan daddy? All gone, we are no longer that close.
The moment i think of our sweetest memories with each other, my tears cannot be
controlled and it flow down to my cheek.
Just hope all of them are living fine with their life & serious speaking,
i really misses them millions, thousands and hundreds <3.
Time cannot revert and i know all along. Thanks god for giving me those memories
with them and the best moments with them (;As for someone, i think she should know i am refering to her ba.
My attitude was not good to you and i know. Sometime your pattern & attitude i hate.
But i just choose not to say it. Our friendship used to fall apart in the past.
I do not want to see history repeated again and again.
I am really tired & stress of this kind of quarrel lerhs.
Almost everynight i am hiding in my room crying, but who cares?
Just led your life as you liked, but remember something.
You must really change your temper, because you really changed a lot since past.
No matter what, If you need me? I will be 24hour standing by you.
I give you my word, takecare and last long with your boyfriend.
Withloves, <3.♥
You are never sweet to me anymore,
Things have changed completely le.
It's okay, as long as you are happy with your current life style.
I will let it be this way,
i view back the message you used to send me.
I love you and all that, now? Months that i last heard you say.
Even in msn, you are talking as if we are strangers.
You really hurt me a lot a lot, sigh.
Fine, i am tired. Takecare! 找不到方向,
往彩虹天堂.