.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 5:02 AM
It amazes me how you can play two roles so well.
I really thought I knew you, but of course it was all lies.
And do you even care that you hurt me? No of course you don't.
I was nothing to you, something you simply used.
So please just leave, because I really cared about you.
I honestly did, I didn't want to see you. Make the same mistakes.
Those before you did, you didn't even know I knew the mistakes.
But i knew all along, So I wanted to stop you.
I didn't want to see you be hurt, but i could care less now.
Go ahead, do with your life, what you please, just leave me out of it.
Because I used to care, but now I realize.
You never cared about me, while I on the other hand.
Just now have stopped, you never had an ounce of any care towards me?
Did you? Fine then. At least now it's better that neither of us care.
So long then, have a nice life.
I know you'll forget me, but i'll never forget you.
No longer matters though (;
Even when you are there, you just ignore me.
Always put little things before me. All i wanted to hold is a conversation.
But I'm told your words aren't even worth my time. You bore me!
What happens if I want to say I love you?
Will you block my words or will they shove you?
Will you feel what I have felt? Will it make your cold heart melt?
Will you realize I finally rose above you?
I just don't care anymore, now I know what love is for.
Now I'll not be ignored because I've been broken before.
I'm tired of waiting for a word, because I know it goes unheard.
I no longer want my loved returned, for someone who would have it burned.
I'll be okay, even with this pain, even with these tears.
Just as long as I know your happy, I don't mind crying like this.
You can still be happy, and ignore my tears.
Went shopping with Peiwen, Jastine and Leelim (;
Trained down to Choa Chu Kang, Yishun and Bugis.
We were searching for neoprints for the whole day.
Finally we went bugis instead larhs, aren't really very tiring.
Went Peiwen's house and headed to Central, had dinner over there.
War started, hmm. I don't care anymore, and I'm so tiring of it -'-.
Zhenyuan and Peiwen sent me home larhs, thanks them.
Mood wasn't good now, I should stop blogging already.
Some photo will be posted, goodbye readers!
♥
Forget about this love.
We no longer love each other like before.
The moment we see each other, we quarrel.
Let's put everything aside, concentrate on our studies.
I'll never be the important status in your heart and mind.
I'll stop everything controlling you this and that.
I've given up (; You should be happy.
Your the Jewel Of My Seas.
The Apple Of My Eye.
Your never Ending Beauty.
Can Always Make Me Sigh.
