.Monday, September 14, 2009 ' 6:47 AM
It's all my fault!
I don't know when the world got so twisted.
Everything got turned upside down.
But something tells me that the whole thing was my fault.
Everyone keeps telling that i need to change.
Something need to get better.
But no one will tell me what is it.
I've gone wrong, gone astray.
Fallen short of someone's expectations.
And with that I've lost a lot of expectations for myself.
I was never meant to be someone worth being.
Everytime someone remind me that I'm doing it wrong.
Even when I don't know what is it.
Hundreds of people complaining about my attitude,
While some people told me that having a attitude like that is unique.
I'm so bewildered, why cannot I be myself?
Should I change for others? My attitude and temper kills millions of people.
They hate me a lots, they feel like taking up a knife to stab through my heart.
Just because, my attitude sucks!
♥
I'm sorry baby, I'm so so sorry.
That I've said things to hurt you.
Days go on, and I don't know why i do the things i do.
You were the one that fixed a heart of coal.
Everyday I yell at you.
Sometimes I admit I don't know why.
I guess I'm just greedy with you.
I say mean things that even hurt you.
I don't really mean it.
You do what you do,
And I'll try to fix us.
I'd hate to see a future with out my one and only man.
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The way I wanna hold your hand.
The way i wrote your name on my school papers.
The way I share my happiness with my friends.
The way my heart beats faster.
And the way I feel when I imagine you with me.