.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 1:33 AM
Right now, I hate myself.
I hate everything about me, I hate I'm not beautiful.
I hate that I don't feel special, I hate that I hate myself.
I feel that I have this ball of depression.
Pushing down on the my top of my lungs, and my spine.
I don't know what to do, It makes me feel sick.
All I want to do, is vomit up my emotions.
And I have these notions, that life isn't worth living.
What is worth living life for? I feel as if i have this fog.
Covering my brain, And blinding my eyes and i hate it!
I hate feeling like no one cares, I hate feeling like I've fixed me.
Just to find myself breaking apart.
I hate the way you hug me and the way you talk to me.
I hate the way you read my mind and the way you're always right.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worst when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around and I hate it when you lie.
But mostly I hate the way, I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
♥As days goes by, you no longer need me (;And i no longer need you.What happen? It's the fault of your game.I don't mind, and I really don't.Go ahead and enjoy whatever you liked.I'll not stop you, goodluck for your exam boy!When We Come To Days Like This,
And Times In Our Lives We Can't Forget ;
Those Are The Memories That We Should Cherish.