.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 3:22 AM
School was damn boring leh, either sleeping or chatting.
Not even studying for any subject in class, crapping around with friends.
I love recess time the most, kept playing and joking around with friends (;
ITP lesson kept changing lap, walk until leg tired. In the end chosen library.
Was damn boring when we are in library, nothing to chat and only lie on the table.
School dismissed! Went canteen with friends and chatted quite a bit.
Went Leelim dar's house watched television and covering one of my eyes up.
Because eyes swallow until almost burst out D; a bit too much larhs ;x
Went central accompany them to eat, then bus home le (;
Super shag uh, i've so many doubts inside my mind. Bye readers.
If I could save you, I would do it all for you.
Whenever it needed to be done, I devote everything to you.
And nothing to me, i'm useless to myself.
Which make me useless to everyone else.
I try to do everything right about you, but it's just too much for me.
I wanna sleep until i'm nothing.
At least then I won't have to watch myself fade away.
I watch my tears spill into the the ocean of sadness.
Wondering if i'll ever learn how to love myself.
I want to know so many things, and to enjoy the beauty that life brings.
But I do everything for you, for I feel not worthy of my time.
Yes I disappoint like it's all I can do, please don't forget. It's all for you.
♥
We are definitely drifting apart already,
Words getting little each day.
I've nothing more to say towards you.
Till now, games are still as important than me.
So I really have given up on you lerhs.
Too tired to talk more with you, so i'm speechless (;
Insecurity Covered WithCareful Dreams.