.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 8:20 AM
School was a fine one, had Maths Prelim from 8am to 10am.
Question marks suddenly appeared from my mind, scratching my bloody head!
I was trying to do the question again and again. In the end, it was still blank -'-
What the fuck, looking around to see whether answer pops up a not?
Time's up, compared answer with classmates. I've so many careless mistake!
Feel like banging my head onto the table, shag. Why didn't i read the question carefully!
Forget it, took Science paper at 11am. Once i flip to the first page, i told myself I'm dying.
I jitao feel like fainting on the spot, totally know nothing about it.
Turning elsewhere, trying to get answer. But, no answer came back la.
Anyhow fill in the blanks! And slept throughout the examination.
Complaining about the question that it was hard and so! -'- lorhs!
Mood suddenly changed, I don't know what had happened to me?
Sky seems like dropping down, building seems like collapsing down.
My heart have been swallowed down into my stomach.
Mind and Brain thinking of nonsense things, wondering everywhere.
Leg don't feel like walking, staying stationary at a place.
Liver, Kidney, Intestine seems like jumping around in my body.
Every part of mine body signal me to give up everything that I'm waiting and asking for.
Should I? I'm so bewildered about my own life!
♥
Sorry baby sandwich.
I mood swing for don't know what reason
But I controlled myself not to attitude you, and therefore i did it.
I may not standby you 24 hours but I promised that I'll try my best.
You are the only guy that I'm doing so much for.
And I really hope you will appreciate for what I am doing.
Lastly : I love you precious boy, that lives in my heart wherever I am (;
If I've 100 Years Old To Live,
I Rather Don't Want it.
I Just Want To Be With You For The Rest Of My Life.
How Long I Can Live, It Doesn't Really Matter.
I Only Bother Whether You Are With Me?