.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 5:33 AM
She's losing control! Emotions running high.
Feels like she just wants to curl up and die.
There's a secret she keeps hidden, somewhere where no one can find.
The ghosts of her past that constantly haunt her mind.
For you to understand you have to break her apart.
And like a piece of puzzle, put back together her heart.
But she's locked it up, so no one can get near.
She doesn't want it to hurt, breaking again is her greatest fear.
She runs away from the voices, but the hands pull her apart.
There's a pain inside her coming from her heart.
She can't be saved, all hope was lost.
The day that her path and his were crossed.
It's what I am and yet you don't give a damn.
Sweet and sour tears fall from the waterfall of my eyes.
In front of myself in the mirror I can no longer disguise.
You can see it too, because of the things you put me through.
I try to fake just one more smile, knowing all along that it will only last a little while.
Because I'm just so god damn. Everything that I try to do.
Because I'm still in love with the likes of you.
That's all I ever feel, they tell me in time all this will heal.
I could prentend that I've moved on and forgotten your name.
But it would be a horrible lie, I could that you that 'I'm Fine'
And try to hide the shame and even when all I do is cry.
Not knowing if or when my heart will mend.
Hopelessly hoping for something hopeful to begin.
♥
Sorry boy.
I'm so unreasonable.
Our love is never that strong anymore.
Perhaps whatever I do, you're not happy with it.
I don't feel like facing you anymore.
I'm so fucking sick of it, It's my attitude and temper faults.
So sorry, I cannot endure you and I believe you no longer can endure me too.
Let's walk our own way until we choose to talk to each other once again.
You never love me like before, never care me like before.
You are not you anymore, you've totally changed.
Since you're sick, Takecare of yourself.
I Sigh.
The Chorus, The Repetition.
The Quiet Confirmation Of
Four Lungs,
Four Hands,
Left Empty.