.Tuesday, October 6, 2009 ' 4:51 AM
Well, woke up by a lot of message. Had my breakfast and revised for my maths.
Jastine and Peiwen came to teach me as well as revising together.
Reached school, heart seems like jumping up and down D;
Once I saw the exam paper, I told myself. This time, i'm really dead.
Sigh! Cannot finish in time, examiner said stop I still kept on writing ;x
Okay fine, dun feel like mentioning about exams anymore.
Peiwen recieved message from her brother that my hamster already died.
I was like what the fuck, I stunt for awhile. Haish, although I feel really sad
Just that I didn't wanted to show out, the moment i reached home
I started thinking how I play with this hamster until she's growing fatter.
I remembered in the past, Jianwei never accompany me. This hamster standby me
All the time, now that she's left. I don't know when I need accompany who will standby me.
I promise I won't buy anymore pets, by not making them to lost their life.
Seriously, crying super lots now. As long as memories are still around D;
Why today, I seems to be so unlucky uh? Haish.
I won't let any guys to enter my life and heart anymore,
They are lying like nobody business, promise to standby me?
But they are just talking cock, yet I trusted them.
I'm so deeply disappointed in them, but it's okay.
I won't let those little things to affect my mood, i'm trying to be strong.
And I know that it's always sweet from the start, slowly.
Well it's like so fuck? (; I've use to it already.
And I simply hate them! Break promise? Go ahead (;
I wish you could just see how much you are killing me.
I care too much it's always been my problem, I still think about you.
Tell me there's us and i'm yours. Stay with the one that kills you, hurt you.
I'm not your fish but i'm on the line, do you like me or was that a lie?
Make up your mind, don't just walk away from me.
I can't just sit there watching at you, take me or leave me
But please don't mislead me.
♥
Can't I have my own friends?
Am I wrong to have a boy friend?
Since in the past, you have so many girl friend,
And you told me was just friends, so what if I go out with my boy friend?
I think both of us should have our own freedom, don't tie me too hard.
I hate that!
Fear Of Misleading
Mislead World
Mislead HeartBreak.