.Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ' 6:31 AM
Went to Leelim dar's house with Peiwen' boyfriend.
Watched mio tv, talk cock and disturb each other (;
Bus down to Poineer mall for mac, after mac. Giant and went Peiwen's house.
Study, and talk cock half way. Thanks them for teaching me graph huh.
Made me looked so toot, I think N level i'm prepare to go to hell (;
They seems like understand everything, but me? Nothing!
I'm in dead meat soon already, sigh! Oh ya this few days, i'm so fucking suay la.
Yesterday hamster die, today leh? Handphone spoilt? How cool is it larhs.
Made me really so fucking dulan la, sigh! Aiya, dun feel like mentioning it already.
Sometimes I wondered, what are friends for?
Sometimes I wondered, what are stead for?
Sometimes I wondered, what are family for?
Sometimes I wondered, what are this above things for?
When i'm low, anyone of them standby me? Haish.
Life are so complicated, and I simply hate it!
Anyone who says I am lucky to be me, must be deceived by what they see;
I'm not the person i'm used to be, it's now a lie you see.
I wanted to be confident, happy and fun.
But I ended up instead, negative, unhappy and glum.
Either concealing, or revealing myself too much;
Now you see, i'm not as lucky as such.
Now everyone sees what I lack, what can I do to get on track?
Anyone who said I was lucky to be me, now know that they were deceived.
It was a lie they'd seen, and I was not as I seemed.
♥
Sorry.
I'm not worth.
Unlucky,
And I'm One Of Them?
-'- !