.Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ' 6:36 AM
Went to work, as usual late for a few min. Working really made me feel so boring D;Those aunties over there used to be angels towards us.Yet now, slowly each of them are changing into devil already.Sigh, I really wonder why do human changed so much after maybe for days or few weeks.Always went in to work, brought along my unhappy face with me. Super shag I swear!Sweetheart came over all the way from Hanhui's house to fetch me from work.And I am so suprised that Hanhui came too (; Happy to see them.Chatted inside bus with them, Hanhui took same bus with boyfriend.While Sweetheart accompany me home, Pearlyn was with me too.Kiss goodbye with Sweetheart, he cab home after fetching me home (; So sweet of him.Had dinner, watched television programme, bathe and preparing to sleep already.Everyday seems to be the same routine, but I am quitting my work soon (;Next week gonna be my last week over there, finally it's time for us to take a break!Maybe I don't have the heart to say the things I wanted to say.I was scared to hurt you, but you know what? Payback is a hell.You may not know it, but you hurt me worse than anyone.Empty promises, broken words, what did you think?Did you really think I was dumb enough, to never find out?I tried, I really did. I continued on like nothing was wrong.I wanted life to be normal again, I am old enough to know that games are something for kids!I have never been so honest with someone, you hurt me. And it takes time to mend.I am willing to forgive, but only if you are willing to be Honest,To be Trustworthy, Never to lie again. And most of all, be Faithful to me.♥
Thanks Sweetheart.
Whenever you meet me, you treated me really very very good.
But why the moment we are apart, you treated me super cold?
Sweetheart, sometime I was asking myself whether are you a person with
Two different characters? Everynight we are almost quarreling.
Sweetheart, do you realise where is the problem that lies?
Sigh, I do hope my Sweetheart would change. But, will you?
Never to give up a person so easily,
Unless the person choose to give up on their own.
Should I give up?