.Friday, December 4, 2009 ' 8:20 AM
Yesterday.As usual went to work, but never worked for over time (;Home, bathe. And trained down to City Hall, dinner @ New York!Yummy, but boyfriend is heartpain of her money lah D; She said her money is flying away from her wallet, because it's a treat from her.I simply cannot finish the Fish & Chips, it's so super big piece leh.Boyfriend helped me to finish it (; good boyfriend.But she kept mumbling that I'm wasting her money, cannot finish the food! !@#$%^&*.Arcade after that and home at 1am. Boyfriend is staying at my house (;Today.
Did not turned up for work as we are really tired, anyhow find reason and slept back.Woke up at 1.30pm, lunch at 2plus. Watched tv until 3pm plus.Decided to trained down to City Hall again, bathe and everything.Brought sister down this time (; She's very happy nahs.Arcade, she spent my money huh D; my turn to heartpain uh.Dinner @ esplanade there, Stingry & Chicken Wing. Yummy!Went Suntec for another arcade session, spent all my money there.Laughs, everyday spending money. Wallet is going to have a hole again D;Jastine met us at arcade, spent time together there and trained back @ 10plus.Daddy drove us home from Jurong Point, boyfriend left my house today le.Bathe, television and sleep soon. Tired already! Haiyoyo.What you stole from me, give it back!
The pain you gave me, I'll pay it back.!
You have no idea what you've done to me.
You have no idea, but I will make you see.
What's rightfully mine, give it back.
The hate you've shown me, I'll pay it back.
You laugh at my pain, you've always hated me.
You laugh at my pain, you're sure that's how it'll always be.
You think that we've forgotten, but forgotten I have not.
I hold your soul within my fist, forever it will rot.
It's hard to make a human being, suffer when they once were dear.♥Sweetheart.It seems like after 1 week, things are changing even worst now.What's all this? Revening of the past that how I treated you?Sweetheart, I don't want this way. I wanted back the sweet memories of us, will we?You've neglected me this 1 week, Sweetheart. My heart is really aching alots D;Did I put too much love in this relationship? I thought love should be in this way?Sweetheart, I will wait for you to change back. I will definitely be waiting.No matter where am I, my mind and heart is always you.I don't seems to be myself anymore, you are controlling my whole soul.Sweetheart, I no longer can take it already. Please, Sweetheart.Can you change back? I love you.I know you're lost,And down I kneel.You cannot know the pain I feel.