.Saturday, January 16, 2010 ' 1:14 PM
All couple are separated, left peiwen and zhenyuan.
Last long, this photo is no longer important, He left me.
I hope I can, But I really cannot. Before sleep I will cry, first thing I woke up is cry.
Every 3 meals, I take only one meal. How long do I need to suffered?
It's hurting me, It's really hurting me alots.
This is the first relationship that made me lost everything
I cannot possible see him fall in love with another girl,
I cannot possible see him sweet with others.
If I don't even bear to see him with other girls, I won't even bear him to leave me.
Everyday life is making me even worst, I don't know how to face it for the rest of my life.
Everyone adviced me not to cry anymore, give up and so.
His the one I loved the most, how can your expect me not to think about him?
The moment I cried, my head really hurts. But my heart hurts the most.
Maybe this is the freedom he wants, but I like the way he called me baby.
It's missing, it's really missing. How am I able to hear him call me again?
I'm tired of crying, but I just cannot stopped. God, if can. Please bring me away from here.
I don't want to suffer anymore, I'm really very very tired.
Memories need to be erase? How hard is it, love getting deeper each day.
Even though You are not with me. How You expect me to forget You.
I dote You the most, Care You the most, Love the You the most. And even hurt You the most.
So many memories since Secondary 1. Bitter, sweet and whatever.
I miss the time I waited for You for your basketball training, see how cool are You to
Play with your basketball. It's all still inside my mind. No matter how much I cried.
Those memories won't be erased. I've enough of explaining so many things.
Maybe from tomorrow onwards I will stop writting things about You.
I don't want You to say that I'm irritating or what. We are best friend, hope best friends will last.
I long ago knew that one of us feeling will fade, but I don't know it's just so fast.
So suddenly, and it seems like I lost everything. No work, no school, no relationship.
And soon no friends. This is what my life is for? I'm just a dumb.
If You leave, You are hurting even more. Why don't You just stay with me.
Stay with me until You really have no more feeling for me.
Why leave me alone in this place, when I still loved You so much.
Abandon me, and tell me You don't want hurt me even more.
You already hurt me to the max le, if this is my life. I will accept it.
How many days of crying, then will stopped my pain?
I can only cry for missing your love for me,
And wondering where it had gone.
I can only cry for wondering where your love can be,
And to make it disappear, what I had done?
I will never stop loving You.
And I won't,
Because I still Love You alot.
That I even forgot how to forget You.
