.Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ' 6:02 PM
Just now I nearly lost my life, facing a battle alone. I really cannot take it anymore.
Now then I know that there are so many people worrying about me.
Just now incident scared alot of your le, I'm sorry to You guys.
Just now that decision is being too selfish and never think about those people around me.
I'll try to stand up and face the reality. Although, till now my heart is still aching painfully.
No matter how, I've to go through all this de. This is the first time I feel that life is not worth.
I'll try to takecare of myself, thanks to those people who concerned me.
Thanks to : Pearlyn, Peiwen, Zhihan, Jubellina, Michelle, Selyn, Kaiting, Chingyen.
And lastly : To my dearest mother, dearest father and my dearest sister.
Battle is still coming on, no matter what I have to really face it.
I can say nothing more but try to stand up like how I used to be.
Time will heal the wounds down inside my heart, hopefully it won't take too long for me.
Finding job to make myself as busy as I can, accompany friends out and all that.
Soon, I will totally forget about You. Which You asked me to do so.
Since I promised You, And therefore I will do it.
And now I knew that, when I need listeners. Who will not be there for me.
For today, I can finally understand who cares for me and who doesn't.
Those who cared are appreciated by me, those who are not. Don't find me when You are down.
Alright, I'm going out soon to meet my dearest friends.
I'll be fine after some while, because it's not worth for me to shed anymore tears.
Dearest meimei, sorry that I have disappointed You. I'm home in one piece le.
Don't worry about me, I have read your blog. Half reading, half crying.
Yup, although we fight. You are still the only sister I have.
Concerned me like how other people concerned treated me, I love You (;
And Im using my heart to say, don't worry about me le. *Hugs*
And to You, happy continue with the girl You are going for.
Wishing You all the best (;
Weird nahs, every couple breakup cannot be friends?
Sian de, alright nevermind. Gambateh with that girl of yours.
Relationship is a hard puzzle to be fixed.
Take a close look and solve it before it went missing.
All the best to those who are in a relationship ;D