♥ It doesn't last forever.

.Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ' 12:16 PM

Today I'll be writing about my love story since Secondary 1.
I have started knowing a guy since July, his name was Xu Jianwei.
I knew him, thanks to Hanhui. I was playing Hanhui's maple account.
And got to know Jianwei from Hanhui's buddy list, that is how we get together.
Next day, those sweet emails from him. Next day in school, we was like hi bye friends.
And slowly, everday in msn chatting. And one day, he passed a watch to me.
And that is the first present I got it from him, I still have it now. I'll kept it throughout my life.
Remeber when we really stead, our 1 month we looked silly lah.
He pulled me to a school corner and secretly hold my hand, and was like maybe shy ba.
Slowly, I brought him to my house to know my parents. Accompany me to fetch my little sister
Almost everyday from school, and he will still also secretly holding my hand behind.
We were very very very sweet at first, and I forget about what incident we broke off.
And of course, he kept asking me back and of course I still love him.
Broke off with him, I guess I'm just too angry of the things he did.

Patched, and when I'm Secondary 2. I went to work in expo during November.
I got to know a guy from other place, sms-ed with this guys almost everyday.
And this is how, I ditched Jianwei away. That fucking stupid me chosen that way.
From then onwards, he kept on wanting me back and whatsoever.
I really chosen a very wrong path. After month, broke off with that guy.
And wanting to go back to Jianwei's side. But too bad, I was just too unlucky.
The moment I wanted to ask him for patch on that day, he stead with another girl.
I can still definitely remember the date, it's on 28 December 2007.
I cried for months? Half year, I guess so. I walked with another guy again.
And finally don't know why, I'm back to Jianwei's side.
And we contiune until now, but he had totally changed.
When we meet out, he will treat me like princess. What I want, he will never fail to get it for me.
But when we both are at home, not even a call, not even a sms.
And now his schooling yet I'm not, he longer find me. No longer, not even a sms.

I have been wanting to cry out everyday, but I told myself.
No matter I cry a not, the facts won't change. And he won't change back.
Between the time we separated he kept on sms-ing and contacting girls.
The moment we have patch in the 26 September 2008.
Contacting girls like nobody business, and made me really cried as if I've lost my family.
This guys over here, made me love him and made me disappointed alots.
But a things won't change it's my love, I still love him like before.
My feeling never fade, but I believe he did.
While writing this past story of mine, I'm really crying.
Dearest You are having camp tomorrow, goodluck. And I knew we won't contact anymore.
But still, takecare of yourself is all I can say. ;D All the best.

Moral of the story.
Don't let go of a guy which You cherish a lots.
In the end, You will be the one suffering (;
I'm the one showing example over here.

Playing in mind.

Precious me.

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