.Thursday, January 28, 2010 ' 7:33 AM
Today's Tittle: Self Love.
Happy Birthday To My Jastine Darling (;
And Of Course, I Miss And Love her Lahhs!
And Of Course, I Miss And Love her Lahhs!
People are so weird, so scare to tell me the real story mehs?
Have girlfriend say got girlfriend lah, I already know everything le.
Yet act as if You and her nothing happen. Perhaps this let You made me feel better.
But too bad, it isn't. It made me feel more disappointed in You.
Because imagine a person knew everything already, yet another person not telling a truth.
To me, I still think You are a flirt. Even though You said You are not.
Love a person feeling will fade so fast? I'm not gonna trust You okay.
Do whatever fuck things You want, disappointed. What a typical man.
With a unresponsibility action, childish mind. Everything have changed.
You can changed, I can change even worst than You (; Years later, when You see me.
I'll never be the past me anymore, like a pathetic dog crying for a guy. Hahaa.
You love bitch so much? I can learn to be a bitch (; But I'll never like You again.
Last entry writing about a guy which doesn't worth, after walking years with.
It seems like I done so much for this guy, but it doesn't move him at all.
Because his not matured, so nevermind. I'll let other girls have him, since he loved it.
Sentence goes like this, truly love a person. Feeling won't fade after days for not contacting
Or meeting, if love is like that. It's not love, it's just playing. Now I understand.
Nothing but a typical man, there's much more better guy outside. It rings my mind.
Thanks to a boy, he standby me whenever I needed him. His been with me since morning.
Although he did emo and his own wounds haven even heal.
But his trying to cheer me up everyday, telling me fairy tales.
And wants me to stand up on my feet to be proud of myself.
His special, his not a normal boy like other people (;
But definitely we sure can be best friends, his the best of all among all of my boy - friend.
I don't know what more to explain about his character, his damn good until speechless.
And thanks god for letting me know him as a friend.
Maybe this is a return from god that he had took something important from me.
I'm waiting for this boy to message me after he finish his show.
Some bitches, don't worry that I'll snatch him from You.
Go ahead and love him and cherish him as You like okay?
A coward man, I won't want him back. Don't need quarrel with him one.
And remember this sentence, You are not his who don't try to jealous lahhs okay.
Such a shit noob, I won't contact him alright (; Carry on with your sweetness with him.
It's none of my fucking business okay. Jealous, You're just nothing lahhs dude.
Hate feeling getting more and more.
Made me ended a pathetic life,
I will never forgive a person in this way.
Not worth for me to respect at all, bunch of flirters.
J & S, You both will never have a good ending (; Trust me both dude.
