.Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ' 3:40 PM
Precious tortoise sitting on my computer chair (:
It's 3.24pm now in the afternoon, i'm crying away. Heart bleeding, eyes swallow.
I'm gonna jump as much as I can, hop as much as I can, walk as much as I can andd
Lastly walk as long way as I can. Things are just so unpredictable.
One day I might even forget how to walk with legs, and leave this world.
Cherish whadever your have for time being, told myself to be happy.
But all while im still living in a sadness, will I leave even faster? I forget how to smile.
Everyday hugging my tortoise tightly, and the moment I hugged it. My tears will just drop.
Maybe I just afraid I might not see it again soon, enough of my tearing things.
Gonna enjoy my life, and hackcare those people whom I don't feel like contacting with.
Did anyone imagine ownself sitting on a wheelchair one day with leg dislocated?
How will that feeling be? Will people look down with a person like that?
I've a question to ask from god, why do human have to suffer everyday?
Maybe I'll know the answer after I left this world (; That day will be seeing god talking to me.
Well, as for today. Staying at home andd doing nothing, just like whad a handicap does.
I'll never look down on handicap people, I won't fucking look down on those people.
Andd I'll detest those people who looked down on them.
Everyday I'm pretending to be very happy, entertaining myself everyday.
The only time when I'm happy it's on my last year birthday whereby everyone is still together.
Now, left one more couple left le. Wish the only one to last and stop all quarrels at once.
It's time for me to take medicine and sleep le, don't wanna think so much for time being.
Let time prove everything. Goodbye readers, tomorrow piercing day.
10 month counting down.
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!
Time left isn't much, cherish everyone.
Aka Christine Binte Ang Ku Kueh for life.
