.Thursday, February 18, 2010 ' 10:20 AM
To some whom will never step into my blog anymore (;
And I know he won't be seeing my post from today onwards.
But I'll still write the things I want to said to make myself feel better.
I'll hate You, I really will. Because You caused me into this state.
Because of You, I'm stress. I smoked, I can die for You, I quarrel with my parents
Just because of You. The moment You step into my life, You even took over my
Parent's place, and now? You changed so much, You expect me not to hate You?
Miss me? Please stop your nonsense thanks. If You love and miss me.
You wouldn't have fall in love with other girls when You're in the camp.
Before the day You going ITE, I held your hand tightly. You should know why.
Because I already don't trust You, I've a feeling You will leave. And yea.
Just 1 week of school starts, You really told me your feeling have fade.
Because of a girl, honestly when I know I hate that girl super much.
But think back, it's not her fault. Is You who got number from her.
Throwing all memories right? (; I'm faster than You, whatever You gave me.
It's located in the rubbish dump already, included that fucking tortoise.
Just a eyesore to me, how much I beg you back when we broke off not long.
How much I cried for You, did You realise? You didn't. You're just flirting in school.
And I'm the one wasting tears, and almost walked into the hell.
It's the sillest decision whereby people whom choose to die, I still did it.
Disappointed my parents, sorry to those whom I never listen your advice of
Stop walking with this guy over here, I know your cared alot for me.
That time I just never think so much because I only know that I love him alot.
Break friendship? I'm fine with it, I'll treat as if I never know You before too.
Never will I think of You again (; You wan treat me very heartless and I will.
Thanks for kicking me away and ask me to find a better guy, and now I found it.
I'll love him, same goes to you. Go ahead and stead with the girl which You have feeling on.
Seriously I can know alot things about you, I fucking stop asking from the details.
It only hurts me whenever I know, burn everything away? I've burned it long ago.
And enough of those, meet up soon. 1 month already? Trying to be a joker?
I remember our last movie on 23 Jan, the next day I asked whether when can we meet again.
Tell me when You're free? 1 month soon already, promised to come see me when I'm working.
Did You? Just ask yourself. How much You did for me? And how much I did for You!
Hahaa, anyway. Stop explaining myself. It's all the past already.
Meeting Bestie soon, and going to fetch boyfriend from school at 4pm later.
Sorry to my parents that I hurt your in many ways.
Mummy, sorry for making you cry while knowing that I smoked.
I'll stop it, because I can feel those love that your gave.
I'll be better but not bad anymore, trust me. I know You won't trust me already.
But I'll prove it to you myself, show You that I'm not giving empty promises ;D
Every human needs a family's love in order to continue their life happily.
Everyone can don't want anything, but family is a must.
Family is the one who support whatever we does, it gives energy and encouragement.
I'll never cry for anyone except my family members (; That's my new laws.
Aiming to have a better future (;
I'll prove it to my parents that I can!