.Sunday, March 28, 2010 ' 10:42 PM
At the year of 2012, everything will disappear and gone forever.
Perhaps before 2012 i'm leaving le, who knows yeah? Lifes is always unpredictable.
Wasted trip down to almost town for interview, ended up talked cock with me -.-
Made me top up for my ez-link card and I have no more money left for dinner.
Anyway, I'm not hungry uh. Angry until full le :] But nevermind, on diet bahs.
Went Bugis afterwards. Boyfriend bought her jacket, expensive uh. I'm envy!
I simply don't have money to buy although I loved it a lot too, maybe next time if have chance.
Home after that, today's trip was a super boring one. Mouth hardly open, sigh.
I don't know things will end up like this. But I cannot stop it for happening too.
I'm gonna buckup for studies and finding job work like cow soon, I'm in need of money.
Sorry that I don't suits you, my temper; my attitude. You can no longer endure.
I'm not beautiful enough for you, I'm too fat for you & I'm too short for you.
But I'm born like this, can't expect me to do surgery yeah?
The way you looked at other girls, their figure, their looks are so presentable.
Sorry to tell you I cannot be like them so don't envy, just walk away from me then.
I'll still be me. I won't let people pull my nose and walk, and I'm not past me anymore.
I won't be soft hearted like how I used to be in the past. As I'm really too tired.
Everything seems to be my fault, it's okay. I'm willing to take all the blames.
In order to let this matter rest and solve. I believed I have matured :]
I don't want to be in this way, but I am.
Maybe I'll change someday when I almost leaving.
From now on, all I can said is only apologise.
I'm sorry for the words I spoke, sorry for the way I treated you.
Sorry for all that I broke, sorry for being distant.
Sorry for the way I look, sorry for the way I think.
I hate being neglected. I hate waiting for people, I have no patience.
I hate all those feeling, but it all happened.
It's the way of fate that brought us into this road.
The pain hits right.
My punishment, I deem to serve.
Perhaps before 2012 i'm leaving le, who knows yeah? Lifes is always unpredictable.
Wasted trip down to almost town for interview, ended up talked cock with me -.-
Made me top up for my ez-link card and I have no more money left for dinner.
Anyway, I'm not hungry uh. Angry until full le :] But nevermind, on diet bahs.
Went Bugis afterwards. Boyfriend bought her jacket, expensive uh. I'm envy!
I simply don't have money to buy although I loved it a lot too, maybe next time if have chance.
Home after that, today's trip was a super boring one. Mouth hardly open, sigh.
I don't know things will end up like this. But I cannot stop it for happening too.
I'm gonna buckup for studies and finding job work like cow soon, I'm in need of money.
Sorry that I don't suits you, my temper; my attitude. You can no longer endure.
I'm not beautiful enough for you, I'm too fat for you & I'm too short for you.
But I'm born like this, can't expect me to do surgery yeah?
The way you looked at other girls, their figure, their looks are so presentable.
Sorry to tell you I cannot be like them so don't envy, just walk away from me then.
I'll still be me. I won't let people pull my nose and walk, and I'm not past me anymore.
I won't be soft hearted like how I used to be in the past. As I'm really too tired.
Everything seems to be my fault, it's okay. I'm willing to take all the blames.
In order to let this matter rest and solve. I believed I have matured :]
I don't want to be in this way, but I am.
Maybe I'll change someday when I almost leaving.
From now on, all I can said is only apologise.
I'm sorry for the words I spoke, sorry for the way I treated you.
Sorry for all that I broke, sorry for being distant.
Sorry for the way I look, sorry for the way I think.
I hate being neglected. I hate waiting for people, I have no patience.
I hate all those feeling, but it all happened.
It's the way of fate that brought us into this road.
The pain hits right.
My punishment, I deem to serve.
