
Every morning dragged a reluctant mood to school.
Reached school, lesson per normal. I still cannot understand at all.
Parents simply don't understand me. Everytime I cannot solve those sums.
I will just got very frustrated and face turned black. But do my parents even understand me?
Time being I feel like quitting school and earn my own money and pay my school fee next year.
At least if I don't get a O level cert, I won't waste my parent's money.
I just hope they can understand me a bit more. I'll continue study if I have enough money.
I tried to talk out with them, things are still unsolve. They wouldn't agree with it.
Sigh, everyday brought headache back home. School stressing me up, I really give up.
I hate school, I hate studying. I hate everything regarding to school, it really sux.
Actually there's no need to apologise because it's no use to apologise.
What's gone is gone, the harm has been done.
By apologising won't turn back the time and it won't let what has happened to go away.
If only I could choose my own path how I want it to be.
Understanding is often lost to me. There is so much I don't know.
How can I possible progress in life when you need it to move forward?
As far as I have walked and the trail that I have left I don't question life any less.
What makes me different from others, sometimes I can't explain.
Maybe I had to know that too. Granted understand.
Life should continue.
Old face would be gone.
It's something even those most naive knew.