.Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ' 11:15 PM


Went back school for extra lesson, came quite few number of new students.
Like finally understand what teacher is teaching but still some question mark inside my head.
And my so call form teacher love calling my name to answer his question -.- what the hell.
Dismissed at around 3+ then went Plaza Sing, bestie wants to buy her things.
Trained back to BoonLay, the journey was super long and I cannot stand it.
Everyday train there and train back. The journey I'm totally bored of it already, tsk.
And just topup my bus fare every 2 days, now poke like beggar le -.-
Seriously I needed a job as soon as possible eh. Hope the person will call me soon uh.
I prefer Seconday school's life whereby we sister all will gather together at one go.
Yet now, wanna meet them also need to take weeks to see them once. So terrible!
Hope to meet all of them up soon uh, my kaixin jie also :] but still texting with her.
As for myself, no matter how much I'm suffering in my life. I still have to go on.
Because I knew there will be my friends and family members there for me.
Soon, I'm going to a special hosptial to cure my sickness.
So I might be MIA for time being, and until my sickness is cure and I will be back.
To those who are reading my blog often, don't forget to come back (:
I cannot lost my readers huh, if not my blog is going to be rot forever.
But time being, still not off to MIA. So so, continue tag me whenever your pass by uh.
Can anyone define love and tell me what is it?
When a person cannot forget his or her ex, but went to sweet with other people.
Cannot forget does it still include the love inside, I'm so bewildered about what's love.
To me true love is not something that can be defined in a sentence,
It is as strapping as much as it is unconditional , comforting as it is ressuring,
Powerful as it is everlasting and anything but superficial.
This all is love, but currently for my situation is that love?
Cannot forget a person, wouldn't kiss and hug other girls like couples.
To me, I never intend to give my kiss to anyone which I'm not 100 percent in love with.
And seriously I hate hongster super much kiss, hug and left the person. What's this?
It seems like all are fairy tales, it's really disappointing.
I guess everything should go back to the past like one month ago.
I'm returning it to you,
I understand everything now.
Don't worry, Just want see you xin fu.
My heart is getting weaker when each day passes.
My legs no longer can support me for standing up.
If you love me, you would have call me in every ways.