Happy 17th birthday to my dear over here :]
i miss my hair and my chubby face in the pictures, it's no longer coming back.
but nevermind, what past have already past. i dont want think back or miss back too.
today i just wish to share a stories (: Since long time i never share story already.
the story starts now. ' A story whereby a young boy and a young girl knew each other
through games example, maple. As days goes by, they get along veh well and
became couple since 13 years old in the mid year. They broke up and patched for
like serveral times, they have gone through the pains together, ups and downs together.
and now they are both coming 17 years old, they patched recently again but however
the love was not there anymore, they hardly contact each other, they are unable
to find back the love when they first met. Boy changed, have a unstable heart,
heartless, full mouth of lies. Girl became weaker when days passed.
no matter how much she try to change for the guy, how much she still love him,
it's no longer important. down deep inside the guy's heart there is no longer a space for
the girl to enter and stay there. Those who are still in love with your partner, really cherish
the time and love each other deeply without fail. Love is hard to find, the moment you
choose to let it go, the love will totally change. Whole love will be so bewildered.
this girl had tried to commit sucide this year, but someone saved her.
she's mad, she's insane. Friends around her, scolded her. Hate her for being dumb.
there are so many people dying for love, now i think back. I think it's really stupid.
girls, remember hard cherish own life. Dont die because of man. It's not worth.
if the guy came back just because of the girl's sickeness condition? i suggest the guy to leave.
this will ease the girl's heart better, even though she leave this world will have no regrets '.
i think i will just share a story just like that for today, i hate history.
this is the last story im gonna write it for a relationship, it's all past.
the man seems to be missing in action as he likes :]
i rather lost everything at once. i dontknow how to be a friend anymore.
dontknow how to cherish and what so ever, i think it's time for everyone to leave me alone.
i feel myself getting veh horrible and terrible. with a scary face, monster face somemore.
i dont mind being alone, a girl like me. Oh, it seems to be hopeless.
just dont wish to say much, now a days i have been thinking a lots.
i will follow my wish and the way i think to walk on with my life.
i will just stop and end here, nights people.
if that's the true you.
i hope i never know you.
