.Thursday, April 1, 2010 ' 8:18 PM
Happy April Fool Day!
My life was really screwed up, no school no work. I ended my life just like that.
Slept at 5am last night, was suppose to woke at 8. I dragged it to 10, lol.
Prepared everything and meet dear, boyfriend and walked to nearby stadium.
Waited for laogong, dar & darling they all to come out from stadium.
Chatted awhile and bid goodbye to them. Left 3 of us, went to 日本春 for sushi.
Had our coversation, planing to go where and where next time. Crapping :]
Left sushi shop, boyfriend went Jurong Point. Dear went home with me.
She waited for me to change into my formal and went back school to get N level cert.
Waited for Jubellina to come too, and central for interview. Think failed =.=
Slacked near Juying there, giant with boyfriend awhile and home after that.
Oh yea, a damn lorry almost knocked down boyfriend and I. Fuck that uncle.
Never look out for traffic, damn him. Blind man, lol. Curse him!*
Love is blind. Love doesn't look at black or white.
For those who are only colors, love doesn't look at ages.
For age is only a number. Love doesn't look at rich or poor.
For money is only paper, love doesn't look at faults or perfections.
For in the eyes of loved one everything is good.
When you love someone you love them for what's inside.
Love is blind to everything but what you love them for.
All my life i have wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else.
I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me.
Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different.
I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what make us unique. This was just my turn.
Photo above seems to be like our past, as things goes on. Everything had changed.
Now I'm sitting on a patch of grass myself, I have lost you.
There was no one sitting beside me. I have no one to tell when I'm feeling down.
Just disappeared from me just one day, if all this are love.
I rather there was no love between us. The pain, hurt. It's still bleeding inside me.
I can no longer stop it from bleeding, I'm dying of losing blood.
Seeing you happy, I will be happy for you too :] That's my only love for you.
Seeing you go, I'm hurt.
Seeing you with a happiness smile.
I'm happy for you :]
I have failed everything in life,
It doesn't matter anymore whether I still have you.
Slept at 5am last night, was suppose to woke at 8. I dragged it to 10, lol.
Prepared everything and meet dear, boyfriend and walked to nearby stadium.
Waited for laogong, dar & darling they all to come out from stadium.
Chatted awhile and bid goodbye to them. Left 3 of us, went to 日本春 for sushi.
Had our coversation, planing to go where and where next time. Crapping :]
Left sushi shop, boyfriend went Jurong Point. Dear went home with me.
She waited for me to change into my formal and went back school to get N level cert.
Waited for Jubellina to come too, and central for interview. Think failed =.=
Slacked near Juying there, giant with boyfriend awhile and home after that.
Oh yea, a damn lorry almost knocked down boyfriend and I. Fuck that uncle.
Never look out for traffic, damn him. Blind man, lol. Curse him!*
Love is blind. Love doesn't look at black or white.
For those who are only colors, love doesn't look at ages.
For age is only a number. Love doesn't look at rich or poor.
For money is only paper, love doesn't look at faults or perfections.
For in the eyes of loved one everything is good.
When you love someone you love them for what's inside.
Love is blind to everything but what you love them for.
All my life i have wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else.
I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me.
Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different.
I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what make us unique. This was just my turn.
Photo above seems to be like our past, as things goes on. Everything had changed.
Now I'm sitting on a patch of grass myself, I have lost you.
There was no one sitting beside me. I have no one to tell when I'm feeling down.
Just disappeared from me just one day, if all this are love.
I rather there was no love between us. The pain, hurt. It's still bleeding inside me.
I can no longer stop it from bleeding, I'm dying of losing blood.
Seeing you happy, I will be happy for you too :] That's my only love for you.
Seeing you go, I'm hurt.
Seeing you with a happiness smile.
I'm happy for you :]
I have failed everything in life,
It doesn't matter anymore whether I still have you.
