.Sunday, April 18, 2010 ' 3:24 PM
its just a random photo found in my laptop :]
had work this morning again, enjoying those laughter those fun.
every sunday it was just like my brightest day with friends. Laughing, joking non-stop.
home and was like thinking of million stuff, all was stuck inside my brain.
now im having a very great headache. seriously, i dont know what to do.
my hair sux like F, and i no longer feel like going out unless working.
i have totally no mood, im gonna wash up and nap till i feel like waking up.
life's to me was like damn F, i feel like going taiwan as soon as possible.
perhaps it will bright up my mood. but it's still long way to go, aww damn shag.
anyway, thanks to those who commented my hair ugly or whatever :]
i dont Fucking care how people look at me uh, ugly means ugly. So what?
i dont give a damn, i dont choose my looks in this way either.
before somehow like judge me, judge for your own looks first (:
why guys wanna find pretty girls, can they really be eaten?
why guys wanna find a girl with nice figure, can they keep the figure forever?
if all man in this world behave this way. i promise i will be single, and i will.
so what if im not prettier than other girls outside, does it mean i dont have a heart?
i thought girl's heart is what man are finding, but i was like totally wrong.
they find girlfriend, with looks, figure, sweet voice and whatever :]
and i wont be like them, i think im gonna be myself from today onwards.
im a girl which guys dont even take a eyes on, and i wouldnt care too.
i will just be myself (: live a happy life like how others people do.
i am stained with the blood of the innocent,
the gulit doesn't go away no matter what i do.
i realised that as long as i am haunted by my sins i will not rest peacefully,
no matter what i am still dying slowly inside,
i will find my way out of this hell. Dead or alive.
when the rain comes, dont be afraid.
dont run away, dont hide.
let it wash away your fear, wash away your tears.
every sunday it was just like my brightest day with friends. Laughing, joking non-stop.
home and was like thinking of million stuff, all was stuck inside my brain.
now im having a very great headache. seriously, i dont know what to do.
my hair sux like F, and i no longer feel like going out unless working.
i have totally no mood, im gonna wash up and nap till i feel like waking up.
life's to me was like damn F, i feel like going taiwan as soon as possible.
perhaps it will bright up my mood. but it's still long way to go, aww damn shag.
anyway, thanks to those who commented my hair ugly or whatever :]
i dont Fucking care how people look at me uh, ugly means ugly. So what?
i dont give a damn, i dont choose my looks in this way either.
before somehow like judge me, judge for your own looks first (:
why guys wanna find pretty girls, can they really be eaten?
why guys wanna find a girl with nice figure, can they keep the figure forever?
if all man in this world behave this way. i promise i will be single, and i will.
so what if im not prettier than other girls outside, does it mean i dont have a heart?
i thought girl's heart is what man are finding, but i was like totally wrong.
they find girlfriend, with looks, figure, sweet voice and whatever :]
and i wont be like them, i think im gonna be myself from today onwards.
im a girl which guys dont even take a eyes on, and i wouldnt care too.
i will just be myself (: live a happy life like how others people do.
i am stained with the blood of the innocent,
the gulit doesn't go away no matter what i do.
i realised that as long as i am haunted by my sins i will not rest peacefully,
no matter what i am still dying slowly inside,
i will find my way out of this hell. Dead or alive.
when the rain comes, dont be afraid.
dont run away, dont hide.
let it wash away your fear, wash away your tears.
