.Tuesday, April 6, 2010 ' 8:25 PM
so reluctant to wake up, bathe prepared and daddy drove me to my work place.
reached there, waited for Kai Chin to reach for like almost reaching one hour.
she asked me to read the agreement and all that. Withthin 5 min I finished everything.
lol. She asked me to re-read, even said that Im a pro read it so fast :]
rot like for another half an hour and was brought down to another person in charge.
seat inside my office for the whole day, calculation I don't know what.
all the way and I just finished it everybefore at 5pm, and walked a long journey bus stop.
my colleague kept shouting my name so loudly, asked me take free transport.
but I rejected, because I take bus straight reach my house. Lazy go down to Jurong Point.
dear meet me at bus stop, Poineer mall together. Bought bubble tea home for whole family.
meet Daddy at giant, and free trip home without walking :]
had big big bowls of noodles that mum cooked, I swear that my tummy is bursting ]:
chatting with babe in msn and Im going to do business soon, aww. Stomach pain !
i can feel Yous slipping away.
Yous slowly disappear from my mind as the essence of yous leaves.
the heart I loved, that mind I cherished.
no longer here have I gone within my mind.
in my eyes yous decayed. Laying within my mesh of the thing held in my skull.
i yell my silent screams. Not a single soul hear me for I no longer can speak.
everything about me I hate, I torn myself apart.
Yous soul was torn because of my hate. That love was lost because of my pain.
slowly I become the rotted ground I once walked upon.
i wish it didn't end this way.
i realize now that all my life, ignorance has been my guide.
i held my valuables in closed fingers and let them slip away like liquid.
opportunities raced by me, giving me no chance to hold on.
i look back to my innocence, I see smiles and laughter.
now when Yous look my way, Yous see 16 years of sadness.
piled up, kept inside. Till it boiled over,
and ruined everything.
lost all my dearest beloved friend.
lost both my siblings.
lost everything, that's so marvellous :]
reached there, waited for Kai Chin to reach for like almost reaching one hour.
she asked me to read the agreement and all that. Withthin 5 min I finished everything.
lol. She asked me to re-read, even said that Im a pro read it so fast :]
rot like for another half an hour and was brought down to another person in charge.
seat inside my office for the whole day, calculation I don't know what.
all the way and I just finished it everybefore at 5pm, and walked a long journey bus stop.
my colleague kept shouting my name so loudly, asked me take free transport.
but I rejected, because I take bus straight reach my house. Lazy go down to Jurong Point.
dear meet me at bus stop, Poineer mall together. Bought bubble tea home for whole family.
meet Daddy at giant, and free trip home without walking :]
had big big bowls of noodles that mum cooked, I swear that my tummy is bursting ]:
chatting with babe in msn and Im going to do business soon, aww. Stomach pain !
i can feel Yous slipping away.
Yous slowly disappear from my mind as the essence of yous leaves.
the heart I loved, that mind I cherished.
no longer here have I gone within my mind.
in my eyes yous decayed. Laying within my mesh of the thing held in my skull.
i yell my silent screams. Not a single soul hear me for I no longer can speak.
everything about me I hate, I torn myself apart.
Yous soul was torn because of my hate. That love was lost because of my pain.
slowly I become the rotted ground I once walked upon.
i wish it didn't end this way.
i realize now that all my life, ignorance has been my guide.
i held my valuables in closed fingers and let them slip away like liquid.
opportunities raced by me, giving me no chance to hold on.
i look back to my innocence, I see smiles and laughter.
now when Yous look my way, Yous see 16 years of sadness.
piled up, kept inside. Till it boiled over,
and ruined everything.
lost all my dearest beloved friend.
lost both my siblings.
lost everything, that's so marvellous :]
