.Thursday, May 6, 2010 ' 9:13 PM
today is a veh sux day, i finally burst and cried everything out.
hiding at my office's kitchen, looking outside.
and nobody was there for me. It had been such a long time that i was stressed till like that.
the feeling came back again, the feeling being accused is so damn heartpain.
everything happened at once. Imagine, i have no one to talk to at the moment.
the moment i cried, i called you. But you are busy, this work i can no longer tolerate.
im quitting soon, finding other jobs i suppose. Who is willing to go through the pain with me?
standby me every moment, be my listeners everytime when i need.
thanks auntie for cooking me lunch today although i couldnt finished all
and being snatched by some beggar bitches -.- damn Fuck.
and thanks Yuxia for the comforting sentence :] You will always be there for me, i dote you.
auntie today disturbed me! she said my husband is a chef will cook delicious food for me.
i disagreed with her, never taste any of the food he cooked before ]: aww.
im prepare to hop job soon, im not happy in that place at all.
Really not happy -.- putting a black face everyday once i reached the office, oh yeah.
kena caught from using plurk today -.- 2nd warning, 3rd warning guess will out of the company. that will be better lahs :] no need find reason to quit also. What a Fuck company, damn it.
it's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and then dont say it.
a lot of beautiful people are stupid, there's a tremendous amount of idioits
who looked good, it's frightening. a day without sunshine is like blindness right?
being stupid is its own reward, fiction writting is great. you can makeup almost everything.
i owe a lot to my parents, father and mother equally lots ]:
STUPID : Smart Talented Unique Person In Demand.
many wise words are spoken in jest, but they don't compare with the number
of stupid words spoken in earnest. i cannot tell how grateful i am
because im filled with humidity, Genius is like Norman Einstein.
Life to many is something to cherish forever, like a gift from someone.
but who is this someone, this could be your god, a person you love,
or someone that's with you always, reminding you, giving you advice.
parents gave birth to you. they dont expect to see their children to hurt themself
they took 9 month plus to gave birth to you, because of some childish worthless relationship
yet you are hurting yourself like as if you don't have any parents?
be mature, think for the better ways. The past have completely changed me.
i used to be a person who take die veh easily, wanted to commit sucide for relationship too.
at least now im growing up, relationship wont cause me to give up life.
life is really veh important to cherish and treasure. Imagine those who wanted to live,
they don't even have the chance to do so. Don't be silly, it's worthless.
Im supporting those who failed to have a relationship, or just broke off.
I have been through everything, thanks to parents and friends to standby me.
your are able to do it too (: buck up humans, all the best oie ~
dont cherish if its not worth,
let it go to lighten your pain.
dont stick to it, seriously there will be no future.
hiding at my office's kitchen, looking outside.
and nobody was there for me. It had been such a long time that i was stressed till like that.
the feeling came back again, the feeling being accused is so damn heartpain.
everything happened at once. Imagine, i have no one to talk to at the moment.
the moment i cried, i called you. But you are busy, this work i can no longer tolerate.
im quitting soon, finding other jobs i suppose. Who is willing to go through the pain with me?
standby me every moment, be my listeners everytime when i need.
thanks auntie for cooking me lunch today although i couldnt finished all
and being snatched by some beggar bitches -.- damn Fuck.
and thanks Yuxia for the comforting sentence :] You will always be there for me, i dote you.
auntie today disturbed me! she said my husband is a chef will cook delicious food for me.
i disagreed with her, never taste any of the food he cooked before ]: aww.
im prepare to hop job soon, im not happy in that place at all.
Really not happy -.- putting a black face everyday once i reached the office, oh yeah.
kena caught from using plurk today -.- 2nd warning, 3rd warning guess will out of the company. that will be better lahs :] no need find reason to quit also. What a Fuck company, damn it.
it's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and then dont say it.
a lot of beautiful people are stupid, there's a tremendous amount of idioits
who looked good, it's frightening. a day without sunshine is like blindness right?
being stupid is its own reward, fiction writting is great. you can makeup almost everything.
i owe a lot to my parents, father and mother equally lots ]:
STUPID : Smart Talented Unique Person In Demand.
many wise words are spoken in jest, but they don't compare with the number
of stupid words spoken in earnest. i cannot tell how grateful i am
because im filled with humidity, Genius is like Norman Einstein.
Life to many is something to cherish forever, like a gift from someone.
but who is this someone, this could be your god, a person you love,
or someone that's with you always, reminding you, giving you advice.
parents gave birth to you. they dont expect to see their children to hurt themself
they took 9 month plus to gave birth to you, because of some childish worthless relationship
yet you are hurting yourself like as if you don't have any parents?
be mature, think for the better ways. The past have completely changed me.
i used to be a person who take die veh easily, wanted to commit sucide for relationship too.
at least now im growing up, relationship wont cause me to give up life.
life is really veh important to cherish and treasure. Imagine those who wanted to live,
they don't even have the chance to do so. Don't be silly, it's worthless.
Im supporting those who failed to have a relationship, or just broke off.
I have been through everything, thanks to parents and friends to standby me.
your are able to do it too (: buck up humans, all the best oie ~
dont cherish if its not worth,
let it go to lighten your pain.
dont stick to it, seriously there will be no future.
