Happy 17th birthday to dearest boyfriend :]We are crapping in the midnight and i fell asleep while she is painting my nails.
when i woke up it's already in the morning when we are preparing for our work.
my nails was like painted veh nice, but only one hand. Lol, another hand hard.
because i was sleeping like pig. She said hard to pull my hand :X
we are late for work, rushing like insane people are doing. Running here and there!
Boyfriend's fault, ask her to wake up she kept sleeping in her bed.
worked worked, aww. Was so damn tiring, so damn sleepy ]:
after work, back to Boyfriend's house for lunch and i rushed home for shower, prepared.
and went to Boyfriend's house again, waste a bit of time and bus down to Jurong Point to meet
Leelim' dar, we are supposing going to Marina ended up it was too late already.
Swensen ice cream :] Super nice, but too sweet. Boyfriend dont like her banana split ice cream
kept complaining non-stop, and Leelim' dar was enjoying her fish & chips.
her damn irritating face, and her sickening cute face. Made us laughed so much.
walked rounds and rounds and home after that, i love rainy days.
but it stopped after awhile -.- damn, im gonna sleep early tonight.
Fucking work is making my mood to be shag and mood-less. Fuck it uh!
she tried so hard to be like everyone else.
but when truth came to fact, she was just herself.
she followed their lead, now she is screwed up, fucked up.
barely able to breathe, how can someone so good.
with their head on the shoulders, standup, to fall down.
my hearts grow colder. Numb to the facts that she is dumb.
everything she has ever learned and was taught, she tossed it out of sight alone.
why does my heart aches, as i lay on my bed.
because he is is more important than he will ever know to me.
first meeting, under the tree.
shy looks, exchanging smile.
last meeting, memorable place.
no longer smile but disappointment.