.Monday, May 17, 2010 ' 2:09 PM
Tittle: Thanks for all this while, dont worry i wont make you owe me anything.
cute tortoise is forever with me :]
in a relationship if only one parties is willing to put in effort, the relationship will still never last.
just like our hands, it takes 2 hands to claps. So wad if one parties is willing and another not.
if its so. This relationship is no longer gonna continue, it's a dying relationship.
just like how my heart had hurt and died in the past. It's totally in a chaos.
but as days goes by, the path i have walked through. it's a way to made me more mature.
im gonna train my heart to be hard and no longer soft, there is the only way by not making my
hurt and sad like how am i in the past, isn't it? i will follow my heart and mind.
failing, hurting, scolding, working, studying, everything is part of life although we don't like it.
but it's a must to continue walking throughout our whole life. The day when im 17 years old
im gonna put everything aside and forcus only on the things that is important to me.
as months goes by, i will slowly lost my energy. So wad if one day im gonna let people takecare
of me for my whole life? the life i didn't choose it this way either. Christine is giving up soon :]
i remember when you were who you used to be, someone i could trust.
someone i could tell anything to, someone who always be there for me.
he left a long time, the person now looked so horrible.
he seems hurtful, spiteful and uncaring.
how is it possible for such a good person to become this bad?
i miss the person he used to be, i miss those good time.
although he don't realised that he had changed, to me it doesn't matter.
no matter how much he changed, my heart never changed at all
since the day i decided to walk this relationships. No matter where he went,
whether his heart still have me inside. I still love him, no matter how much he hurt me.
i still love him, how much he made me cry. i still feel that the tears are worth.
but perhaps as months goes by, i shall see whether will he cry for me.
i might not have the chance to tears for so long. I promised the next cry will be the last.
i hope you realise what you have lost.
but you probably don't,
but i will remember.
just like our hands, it takes 2 hands to claps. So wad if one parties is willing and another not.
if its so. This relationship is no longer gonna continue, it's a dying relationship.
just like how my heart had hurt and died in the past. It's totally in a chaos.
but as days goes by, the path i have walked through. it's a way to made me more mature.
im gonna train my heart to be hard and no longer soft, there is the only way by not making my
hurt and sad like how am i in the past, isn't it? i will follow my heart and mind.
failing, hurting, scolding, working, studying, everything is part of life although we don't like it.
but it's a must to continue walking throughout our whole life. The day when im 17 years old
im gonna put everything aside and forcus only on the things that is important to me.
as months goes by, i will slowly lost my energy. So wad if one day im gonna let people takecare
of me for my whole life? the life i didn't choose it this way either. Christine is giving up soon :]
i remember when you were who you used to be, someone i could trust.
someone i could tell anything to, someone who always be there for me.
he left a long time, the person now looked so horrible.
he seems hurtful, spiteful and uncaring.
how is it possible for such a good person to become this bad?
i miss the person he used to be, i miss those good time.
although he don't realised that he had changed, to me it doesn't matter.
no matter how much he changed, my heart never changed at all
since the day i decided to walk this relationships. No matter where he went,
whether his heart still have me inside. I still love him, no matter how much he hurt me.
i still love him, how much he made me cry. i still feel that the tears are worth.
but perhaps as months goes by, i shall see whether will he cry for me.
i might not have the chance to tears for so long. I promised the next cry will be the last.
i hope you realise what you have lost.
but you probably don't,
but i will remember.
